I am bored with my perception of the world. Reality just seems predictable at this point...

And to be clear, I'm not saying that an absurd nightmare is not part of the reality.

You need God, and I'm not being ironic.

oh, it's a nightmare for everyone
we all watch people we love die until we ourselves die, often painfully

the absurd part being we have zero knowledge as to why this is our existence

That's just life. And the denial of this is largely what creates the nightmare aspects of modernity.

>My subjective perception of reality is more right than your subjective perception of reality.
I'm not even that user, but this is so fucking dumb. Please end yourself.

Try puzzle fag.

Imagine being this stupid.
That is what YOU are saying. I am saying that an objective sense of reality would have to reconcile both positions, that of the 'normies' who accept things as they are, and those who see current reality as a nightmare. If you are incapable of this then it is you who are caught within, or insisting upon, a subjective interpretation.
You clearly don't understand the Greeks.

>he thinks he can perceive reality
You can't, nobody can

>I am saying that an objective sense of reality would have to reconcile both positions
You did not say "And yet, this is not the case for the vast majority of people, so it cannot be an objective sense of reality." You stated 'it cannot be reality' thus implying that his subjective view is plain wrong. Yet now you claim that an objective sense of reality must contain all subjective realities, thus making his view of reality part of the objective sense of reality. How can you claim that he is both wrong and right? Not that an objective sense of reality matters at all, as only objective reality matters if you want to ignore subjective reality. There is no objective sense of reality, you could at most argue for a collective subjective view of reality. I do not have a single fucking clue why you think something subjective can force something objective to change.

You are reaching, the context of the question (i.e. world) assumes objectivity.
Read the Parmenides.

Spengler will change your outlook on world history and every other philosopher let alone Modern thinker will shrink into insignificance.

Study math. Read Plato. Read Kant. Read Wittgenstein. Listen to Bach and Chopin. Learn the nullstellensatz (which is literally one of the greatest results in all of mathematics, and strongly confirms the philosophy of mathematical Platonism, although this is just an idiosynceatic opinion of my own). Walk outside at least once or twice a day for a minimum of 15 minutes. 2 or 3 miles is even better.

Do a Kickflip.

Watch a movie.

Build a paper airplane

artofmanliness.com/articles/how-to-make-the-worlds-best-paper-airplanes/

so sad nobody took your bait, johnson

Death is ultimately existentially and ethically irrellevant. I certainly fear death, but only for instinctual and psychological reasons; not because death poses a challenge for the meaning, purpose, or nature of our existence. In that sense, you could compare death to something like a papercut or a sprained ankle. Perhaps scary. Perhaps painful. Ultimately though it has very little existential relevance.

What's more interesting is that your existence seems to be an integral part of a much bigger and grander historical and ontological process, and you are one of the many causal agents of that historical process. That many features of this world seem to be predetermined and necessitated by the very conditiins which initiated the existence of our universe in the first place. That even acknowledging problems of free will and quantum indeterminism, that it may very well be the case that when this universe formed 14 billion years ago, that this infinistimally small moment in history we call your "life" had already been predetermined and ensured at the very instant of creation. That things could never have been any different.

youtube.com/watch?v=CSmRCbjmjno

corpus hermeticum
whitehead
deleuze
land

I'll fucken set your beard on fire!

>my emotions at the current moment mean the world is this
cringe incel pseud

Automata and,theory of computation

Read some books on genetics & cellular organization to feel like a robot

wtc this outfit ?

Yep, mass delusion the only way the human race can justify its sustained on this bitch of an earth

R. A. Schwaller de Lubicz

Why don't you jump off a building head first and progress to the next level if you believe you have this reality figured out?

THIS! get that childhood sense of wonder back

What's that? another user has never read Invisible Cities by Italo Calvino? What a shame