>woke up >ate the remaining junk food in the house (popcorn, sweets, pepsi max, pot noodle) >since this is my last binge, I went and bought Ben and Jerry's and had that, to signify the end of the binging >weighed myself and I'm heavier than ever and feel so fat and disgusting >went for a walk outside and listened mainly to a cumtown podcast >drove around some more and felt sad >saw students and it's late in the term and they look like they have that joyous feeling where the culmination of the academic year, possibly their entire university experience, leads them to a sense of fulfillment and happiness in this period; of course I felt sad about life >sat in car and grinded through 15 pages of the boring old pseud book >now drinking Starboocks >feel uninspired beyond all belief; I literally cannot imagine myself sitting down and doing something productive in my free time >plan to go to gym tonight but I also want to........... binge on fast food and postpone the rest of my life until tomorrow (I'm not even hungry)
I am so far from having the motivation or inspiration to do anything worthwhile in my free time. Everything feels like a crushing grind. Mindless internet browsing and junk food binges are the only reprieve. I used to binge once every two days. In 2019 the average is between 1 and 2 per day.
I have talked about the producerbull / consumercuck dichotomy but there is a category below that for mindless internet browsing but I forgot the name I gave it.
Start again from scratch, this time without a stupid meme as a picture.
Juan Robinson
>have only one shot at life >squander it like retarded OP
Isaac Morales
>have one shot in life >play Russian roulette with it and defy the odds
Hunter Taylor
Hey op im anorexic and equally unproductive. Just goes to show u dont have to be a fatass to be a total waste of a person!
Cumtown sucks tho if you cant cut out the junkfood at least cut out the podcasts
Gavin Ortiz
This ffs. If you’re doing any one thing and list 6 possible alternatives, one is bound to be a more intelligent/productive choice than your current activity. If you’re stuck on any one thing and list 6 paths of recourse, one is pretty much garenteed to work, considering your IQ is at least 90.
Mason Powell
Yeah, hang in there, frog guy. I am not feeling so well about myself either.
Joseph Lewis
Da fucq do you want us to say?
>Post-industrial civilisation is shit >Its not your fault user >Things will look up
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You can't seriously be here for sympathy or some shit.
If you don't want to feel so shit, how about cultivating some self-discipline? I imagine you have the vaguest idea of what you want as your here and not somewhere else- just roll with it. Use your feelings instead of letting them use you ffs.
bro. you know what you can do to fix this, thats the frustrating part, that all you want to achieve is so simple, but seems so far away. Its within an arms length, you just imagine your arm to be longer than it is.
Benjamin Allen
this dude, if he's not just a VERY committed shitposter, has received every bit of advice the world has to offer him and has ignored it. I honestly think he's doomed unless something IRL happens to change his course.
Jaxson Ortiz
It is extremely hard to give advice to Londonfrog. He represents the most loathsome qualities of the Borgeous existence, fate what he himself calls "consumercuck" activity.
Even the religious might agree that his posts reek of the Seven deadly sins or "Capital Vices" of the Christian teachings. Namely, pride, greed, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath and sloth.
Of course, the "wrath" here we are talking is in extremely diluted form as a passive-aggressive stance against "pseuds" and other antagonists of his pathetic existence and worldview.
He reminds me of the last man or 'Letzter Mensch' of Nietzsche, but the biggest irony is, that even the Christian God would hate him (even though in Nietzche's worldview God is Dead)
>I know your deeds; you are neither cold nor hot. How I wish you were one or the other! So because you are lukewarm— neither hot nor cold— I am about to vomit you out of My mouth!
Nicholas Thompson
Does nobody here appreciate this as existentialist literature WIP? I come here every day for inspiration
Aiden Rodriguez
>postpone the rest of my life until tomorrow You said that yesterday
Anthony Harris
You are so fucking based I love it.
Landon Hughes
OP here. I had a small burger king binge. The bag had a small cheeseburger I didn't ask for. I am currently in the car, contemplating whether or not I should buy pepsi max or not from the shiny supermarket. There won't be any junk food in the house tomorrow morning for me to finish off.
Ryan Wright
Cook up or tweak what category schemes one will, it's best to lack the passion for fulfilling someone else's prophecy, which is masochism itself--the punitive internalized, failure as reward. What I am not saying is that you suffer from an excess of conscience, but its misdirection. I'm a skinny-sprightly old bastard who, beholding anything sensationally rich, seldom feels or thinks, "This is not for you". Of course we don't have much say over our stomachs, which is for the better in any case, but there are other appetites to affirm by yielding to them.
Jayden Bailey
His immunity to all advice makes him so likeable. He's the absurd man, the last man, an original.
Jace Murphy
You're disgusting. I can only feel the churn in my stomach as I indulge in the imagination of your odour, that decayed mixture of doritos and and crotch sweat.
