Woke up before 9 am

>woke up before 9 am
>browse internet and drink coffee and have a tub of Ben and Jerry's from yesterday's last binge ever (KFC plus junk food)
>feel so fat because of the junk food; belly feels like a chemical dump
>get phone call saying I have a job interview for a job that'll look good on my CV and is located in my city (so I can do something CV-worthy before I go back to London)
>go outside to feel sad about life and because I have a mental barrier between myself and doing productive stuff in my free time
>go for a long walk while listening to podcasts
>walk up a hill that I walked over a few years ago during summer and get hit by a wave of nostalgia
>see university students and feel sad about life
>currently drinking Starboocks
>plan for one final fast food binge, then reading at home, then the gym at night

Do you ever have that experience where you go for a walk on a hot and sunny day, and you take a new route or go to a new area and you know it will become a memory. And then you walk the same route a day later and it's not as sunny or new and it feels pointless?

I want to gain the ability to do productive stuff in my free time without any oppressive spooks. I don't even want to write down rules for myself (even if they're one off rules like "start X today") but I may have to.

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>last binge ever
the eternal binge is over?

londonfrog, this literally can't be true. its the same every damn time
>wake up, browse internet, drink coffee, maybe snack
>somehow get some wageslave interview lined up
>walk outside, maybe go to gym
>see people/women and get upset
>'one final binge'
>drink starboocks

are you LARPing, londonfrog? please tell me the truth

If you can't do productive stuff on your own, then you're probably genetically wired not to. Remember that IQ is hereditary (and IQ plays a big role in lazyness), and traits like lazyness, openness and so on are too hereditary, meaning that you're unproductive because of your genes. You are wired to only act when ruled. Your organism senses freedom and thinks to himself "there's no need for energy expenditure on this task", thus, you become a lazy idiot.
I'm not even memeing, my brother was like this too. He got a job and suddenly, he's the most productive guy there. Because he, by nature is productive, but only under certain circumstances.

You ever fap to tranny porn, LondonFrog?

Do you ever have that experience where you go for a walk on a hot and sunny day, and you take a new route or go to a new area and you know it will become a memory. And then you walk the same route a day later and it's not as sunny or new and it feels pointless?
Yes based Londonfrog. It is the sting of realizing your whole experience was just empty escapism into novelty.

You're not funny and you never were to begin with. If you're going to LARP at least be original you boring faggot

I was almost going to write a paragraph about this and my worries in my OP but I didn't bother.

Yes, that stuff is a worry. But I did well in education and I have never had my IQ measured. So, yes, after all of my life, if I continue this way, I will be anecdata of a genetically lazy person or low initiative person. But since I have not been genetically tested, I have the power to set my own expectations of my genetics.

This is an obvious larp. The 'last binge' part is too on the nose; London frog often refers to a future binge as the last, but has not done so for a past binge. He always maintains the cognitive dissonance in the text.
Also typically when he complains about uni students he links it to perceived genetic inferiority.

I have it on good authority that the real pakifrog hung himself on the evening of the 16th of february. All later posters are, in fact, imposters.