Woke up

Ok now this is fucking BASED!

>Being an ugly beta in 2019 truly makes me a third class citizen.
No, believing that "goals" is a freedom-limiting spook and choosing to sustain your addiction of junk food and endless whining is what is making you a third class citizen.

If you're ugly, then maybe a few degenerates may think that you're not worthy of respect, but their opinions are garbage. However, nearly everybody thinks that your lifestyle is pathetic.

Your existence is your fault. Stop posting your blog here. None of us have any sympathy for you.

>One Last Binge
Have you been reading IJ? This phrasing seems familiar.

bada bump

>wake up
>eat a moderately healthy breakfast, perhaps cereal and/or fruit
>Catch up with email
>Send out a few dozen job applications
>Work on writing
>Lurk Yea Forums
>Jog
>Lunch, again moderately healthy
>Work on writing
>Read
>Meditate
>Watch some more or less silly and time-wasting YouTube (i.e., RLM)
>Dinner
>Tea plus maybe some cookies if I'm doing okay on calories for the day
>Read, hang out with cat
>Podcasts/sleep

Really, the only things I'm missing are a proper job and a social life.

>doesn't want to be spooked
>thinks there's sublime value to Musk type of safe-the-world blind man shoots

wew.

How about you just do what you like, famalam

Read Kerouac, specifically on the road. Read it and then go do something. Odds are you'll want to do some thing, at the very least.

LE BINGE LE KFC LE COFFEE LE STACY XDDDDD

I read some of the dharma burns a long time ago but got bored.

I binged at KFC. I went home, browsed the internet, had some more junk food, watched a boring qt episode with pol, and I'm now lying in bed. I'm so fat. After I have the rest of the junk food tomorrow morning that has to be it.

It makes my dick engorge with blood that some fat paki spastic is moping around London slowly and willingly stuffing his face until he bursts

Read Big Sur instead. It’s about alcoholism-induced isolation analogous to your bingeing.

Then stop user. As soon as that little voice in your head goes “well I don’t really think listening to this podcast is a good idea, but I gotta listen to something” immediately reject it, don’t listen to the unproductive podcast and go do something else (like go over to /fit/ and exercise, fatshit)

People with lives like yours come down to a pattern of talking yourself out of your good ideas; don’t do that. Fuck qts. When both looking at them and talking to them (even as a fat you should talk to them) so long as you stay in good spirits (joke around, don’t not give af so hard you talk about pogs, talk about and joke about what humans do, but don’t give a shit about what their actual reaction is; only that you get one for a good effort) and don’t give in to a passive weak attitude, you conquered, and if you keep it up it will eventually work.

Actually do shit to completion... This is already too long. I’d recommend Kazantzakis’ Zorba the Greek. Time is ticking away user.

If only you weren’t a tripfag.

Im too drunk and lazy to read all your post but i find that people that blame their sad life at looks are usually just too lazy to do something. "I was born with these looks and there is nothing i can do", like fuck off, either accept that you are a loser because you are lazy or be sad and make dumbass posts to even more dumb people. You are all gonna forget this thread tomorow and still be sad so fuck off and do something.

>that has to be it.
but that would be spooking yourself into giving up the opportunity of having junk food at any other day, which would be self-limiting

you want to avoid limiting yourself, don't you go-I mean guy!

>cereal
>healthy