ITT: a story from your teenage life is being turned into a movie. Is it kino?

nerdy teenage girl in a shore town with Asperger’s syndrome is sick of not having friends and tries to kill herself, telling as many of her peers as she can. She attempts it, but fails miserably, gaining no sympathy from anyone whatsoever.
Probably gets little recognition and turns into a cult classic like 10 years later
Would you watch it?

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Only if it includes her posting on Yea Forums and watching kino.

tl;dr nerd

Hello, pls show boobs and vagina
I am 12 inch black man

how do you even fail at suicide? just jump off a high building or shoot yourself in the head

women can't have aspergers, tranny.

You're not a woman, tranny

women "commit suicide" for attention. men commit suicide because they want to die

ooof I hate a whole box of tic tacs my tummy hurts I need to go to the hospital please pay attention to me

I used the razor blades from a boxer cutter

there are a lot of attention whore men too

Needs a revenge element for me to be interested and for that reason: I'm out

The details of my life are quite inconsequential.... Very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self-improving boulangerie owner from Belgium with low-grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a 15-year-old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize; he would drink. He would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes, he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that only the genius possess and the insane lament... My childhood was typical: summers in Rangoon... luge lessons... In the spring, we'd make meat helmets... When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds — pretty standard, really. At the age of 12, I received my first scribe. At the age of 14, a Zoroastrian named Vilmer ritualistically shaved my testicles. There really is nothing like a shorn scrotum — it's breathtaking... I suggest you try it.

>user spends younger years underachieving and pretending to be deep and depressed to get attention
>grows up to become an underappreciated overachiever with genuine severe depression that nobody takes seriously
Admit it

kino

You wanna know about my life... heh.... well..... my father .... was a ... drinker..

>He would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark

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man unhappy, tries to end man, man doesn't end, man still unhappy

t. Yea Forums(nel)

>me
>achieving anything
I can't even find a min. wage job

shit

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Coming of age movie about a young boy who starts a new in a boarding school, only to be shunned for being weird. As he grows up, his dreams of being a movie director dies, as he instead chooses to travel abroad. Here he might the love of his life, an Asian qt, whom he stays with for two years, until he feels like he has imprisoned her and lets her go. Without any Hope for his future, he decides to go back to the army and finds out he's actually good at it, so he becomes a sergeant.

Did I like it Yea Forums?

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Are most rooftops of tall buildings guarded by security? Can you just waltz in and go up to the roof? I wanna jump but have no idea how to go about it.

>a teenage boy goes to school, comes home, goes on Yea Forums, sleeps, and repeats it all the next day
and this lasts for nearly 3 years.

No. Maybe a funny comedy to some people, but it'll probably be between 50-70% on rotten tomatoes.

Post your feminine penis

Guy doing skateboard tricks falls and cracks open his skull, now he is mildly retarded and will never have a gf

it's what they call a vicious circle

Only 3 years?

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They really aren't guarded at all, just go to the main stairwells of a building and walk to the top sometimes its unlocked, other buildings have a utility room with a ladder to the top.

Nowadays alot of buildings have gardens and patios you are meant to walk up to

No that's boring

And you're still posting

just stop, hate and negativity can be passed on the more you are around it. leave right now and only come here every once in a while, but not constantly.

this isn't what you should be doing, my boys, do the right thing. you know how.

my best friend "attempted suicide" because his girl wasn't giving him enough attention. men are just as pathetic, friend.

>just an hero instead of using 4chins as an outlet for your negativity
very based advice

they're a lot rarer, usually raised by single mothers or otherwise adopted the behaviour from being around only women for too long

if your "best friend" managed to turn into a bitch all on his own then you should help him along instead user

>help him along instead
I did, but he's a sociopath and lied the whole way along. Dropped his ass soon afterwards. Not even fucking worth it.

Are you a diverse remake of the borrowers?

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chubby kid begins lifting weights, gets lean and ripped, and fucks a bunch of girls with boyfriends in his last year of high school

pretty cool but make it a guy for relatability. chicks will watch films about male leads but it's near impossible to do vice-versa

Eight college freshmen/sophomore guys drive a 20 year old van out west to South Dakota. After passing through a massive thunderstorm, the van breaks down because the transmission melts from the inside out. They are stranded for several days in a "town" that consists of three buildings, a mechanic, a gas station, and a grocery store, plus a campground situated on the median between the freeway. You could make it a surreal film where it's unclear whether the characters are trapped in purgatory. Call it mile 87, or whatever the hell the mile marker was where the van broke down.

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It's mostly just 90 minutes of 16-year-old me hanging out in an empty condo, smoking weed with my friends and banging 19-year-old girls.

Based and evilpilled

Would be something like a mix between Freddy Got Fingered and Napoleon Dynamite

born in 92 and grew up in brooklyn so yea without a doubt my movie would be kino and most likely award winning at the very least film festival winning

Title: The Broken Bloomer
Starring: Ryan Gosling, Leo DiCaprio, Lady GaGa and Angelina Jolie

(opening)

>scene opens with the main character (Ryan Gosling) laying in bed, pillow talking with the hot girl (Angelina Jolie) he had a crush on all throughout highschool.
>he felt like the king, he finally got the girl but she asked him 1 fatal question, "where he saw himself in 5 years"
>through the vulnerability of pillow talk he answered truthfully saying he wishes he would disappear and cease existing. which reflecting on turned the tide on the relationship
>despite hooking up over the summer after graduation she ultimately rejects him and then begins the descent of our hero

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>There really is nothing like a shorn scrotum — it's breathtaking...
Absolutely true.

Fuck no, suicidal faggots deserve to have their failed attempts actually succeed. If you reached that point, you earned it and deserve no help.

Roastie

>they're a lot rarer, usually raised by single mothers or otherwise adopted the behaviour from being around only women for too long
Ahahaha where'd you source this undeniable wisdom, the school of hard knocks?
It never gets old seeing losers on this sight make sweeping generalizations and grandiose statements based on nothing but the other shotposts they've seen and their very limited life experience. Comedy good

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(part 1)

>character is 20
>has not had friends since shortly after highschool after drifting a part from highschool friends who started to treat him as the punching bag of the group and would talk behind his back and bully him for no real reason
>had a chance to social life again at around that time when hanging out with cousin (Leo DiCaprio) who he was always tight with growing up and who was always his best friend and who finally was 18 and finished highschool
>even hooks main character up with one of his friends and finally gets a gf (Lady Gaga)
>breaks up with gf on good terms and still talk and hang out
>started worrying that his own cousin just tolerates him because he has to cos they're family
>aunty comes over and mentions a road trips her son is going on assuming main character was going too.
>he wasn't, yet pretends like he knew about it anyways and had to work
>come to realisation that it was ex gf who always invited him out even after breaking up. probably out of pity and that she must have picked up her ex bf had no friends
>character has sick feeling and delves deep into a hikikimori life

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Emotional manipulation is women's behaviour. They do it because it's low-risk conflict and they have a low-reward, low-risk mating strategy.
Men engage in high-risk, high-reward mating strategies, relatively, and so choose more high-risk conflict like punching each other.

When men start doing the former it's because they haven't been punched enough by other men in response to their malicious, anti-social behaviour.

Unironically.

>unironically telling a woman to kill herself
uhh yeah, that's GOT to be illegal.

(part 2)
> character is now 29
>still lives with his parents and sleeps in a single bed
>main characters life now consists of going to work and coming home and trying to prevent his co-workers from finding out he has no friends or social life
>they know he is turning 30 next year and are constantly trying to fish out his birthday and would be expecting him to celebrate big
>he gets so used to no social life that he freaks out when people get too close. afraid they will know the truth and pity him
>over the years interaction with his "best friend"/cousin becomes increasingly awkward and forced only text each other Happy birthday every year with no other text conversations between.
>main character decides this year not to greet his cousin to break the awkward interaction. to let him know low-key he doesn't need to do that for me
>never goes out otherwise unless it is to see his siblings and play with his nephews and nieces
>they probably let him come over and tolerate him out of pity too
>knows that eventually the same thing will happen and stop thinking of their uncle so fondly and will drift a part
>messes around with hobbies which he never seems to stick with for more than a few months. hopes that the recent one will stick but has fucked up at it so badly already.
>main character closing scene is him weening himself off his Zoloft meds without telling his doctor, pondering what the future, will hold for him without them

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The Teen years:

A group of best friends, lack of confidence, fat and self-proclaimed autism but happy with everything.... unitl I met THIS GUY

This Guy has the money, the looks, the confidence, the hot sister but in his inner core... he has the mind of a loser, watching anime and movies, playing videogames, etc.

We become BEST friends, training together, taking walks, movie nights, game nights, meeting his friends and family, the whole thing.

I think myself...hey, It would be cool if my friends knew him, so it did... and his true persona awoken.

Bellitling me in front of them, jokes, he was very manipulative and good at it and everyone loved him, I didnt felt sadness, but anger.

In another parties I went I met old friends of him and everyone told me the same: He was sick, he was nuts, he loved to lie because of the sport of it.

I started telling my friends of this revelation, but he was ahead of me, spreading lies of me and then declared me war in private conversation. He won and I lost my only group of friends.

4 years passed...

Cont?

Yes please.

yes

Yes, even the abandoned ones. I sincerely went to an abandoned 20-story building to jump from it and end my life. I had already broken into it years before as a kid because that's what you do as a kid, but this time I sorted all my affairs and made no loose ends. I went there to die. But the one and only night security patrol guard found me because I wasn't quiet enough and I had no back up plan.

Years later I'm here posting with you. Go figure.

He's lying, only a poo would say that

>A happy child from a middle class family with two siblings. One day the Father gets into an altercation with oldest sibling over something neither one is willing to tell about what. From that point on the father starts becoming cruel and an alcoholic.
>Skips a few months and thing have started to become calm; until one day, user, who's 6 y/o, is chasing a gecko in the garage while the Father is fixing the motor of his Truck.
>user finally catches the gecko near the tire of the truck. Unfortunately, user's father was starting the truck to see if he fixed it and when he backed up he ran over user; but instead of getting out to the screaming of his son, the father decides to drive forward and then backwards once more over his son before user's mother comes out screaming and taking user to the hospital. The mother asked the father why didn't he help him and he says he didn't hear him over the music and thought user just put a brick or something under his truck.
>A few months later and user's mother has to leave for 2 week training on the new equipment for her job, but within a few days user becomes sick and feverish. As he cries out, his sister asked their father what to do but all he says is to leave him because he's only crying because his mother babies him too much. two days pass and now user is lying on the floor quietly crying, sweating and unable to move from the pain. His sister finally decides to call her mother and tell her what's happening. their mother tells her to take him to the hospital now and she'll rush back.
>Apparently, user had an appendix that was ready to burst and the doctors told his mother that if his sister got him here an hour later he'd be dead.
>Time skips to a year later and now user's father is no longer in the picture as he's been kicked out.
There's more stuff in the age 9-11 years and the 17-19 years but this would be the opening 45 minutes.

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user shitposts for 14 years then turns into a wizard in 2020
Kino I'd watch it I've lived it but I'd change the ending to actually getting wizard powers

>i have one counterexample therefore your argument is invalid
kys

If this is true I no joke think you might be talking about me

Stupid attention Whore kill yourself asap

Borges, is that you?

What kind of wizard powers? The summoning storms kind or the lowtier kind like lighting candles and injecting ideas into peoples minds and making potions all day?

>rarer
>raised by single mothers
Did you last leave the house before the 2000s?

Dear god, life must be hard for you. I didn't now midgetry could get that serious

Idc but the movie would start sort of like chronicle
user wakes up and finds he has x powers and eventually learns how to control them
Make it super gory and weird as some sort of allagory for white privilege or some shit so it blows past the sjws

Idk unusual powers infinite cummies change penis size at will ability to turn boys into qt waifus just make it very fucking weird boarding on arthouse kinda like Swiss army man cross evil dead

>then declared me war in private conversation
So you have evidence of his deeds?

>nothing of note happens
>the end
wow what a great movie haha

Sounds like low budget kino. Would pattinson play you or something more like classic dano?

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I was thinking more of a young Jonah hill type.
But yeah have it be sardonic ironic and stupid as fuck.

Basically maniac in the style of Cary fukunga but even more extreme.

The world needs more weird odd off the wall shit.

It would be even better if it was ai deep learning rotoscoped like a modern scanner darkly.

Hell set it in my shithole town for all I care make it like rick and morty bushworld but even weirder

Have real actors but practical effect cgi in weird shit.

Basically big lez shke meets chronicles Swiss army man
Throw some mad max dream sequences in and you have peak ausneetkino

Not faux level pseudo interlect crap like the babadook but chop out the metaphor shit entirely basically turn horror comedy tropes on their head.
And most importantly I'd keep it short under an hour

I never pretended to be depressed.

do you have and suspicion or inkling on what the altercation was about? is your oldest sibling a boy or girl and how old were they during that time?

how's your dad doing now and are you in contact with him

>is your oldest sibling a boy or girl
Boy and they we 17 at the time.
>do you have and suspicion or inkling on what the altercation was about?
He's not the blood father to my two older siblings as their father died. So the only thing I can think of is either he was cheating on our mom and he found out, or tried something with our sister during one of his drunken evenings, but i doubt the sister thing since she never acted any different with him pre or post that day.
>how's your dad doing now and are you in contact with him
I tried 7 years ago when I was about 21 and he pretty much cold shoulder me. Last I heard he got cancer 2 years ago. No idea if he's alive or dead.

That's weird, how come your brother doesn't want to say what happened seeing that you literally don't keep in contact with your father anymore

young boy gets rejected by girl in very first year of school, still thinks about her at random every once in a while 20 years later
many such cases

No idea. Our mom kept asking for the first few months but he refused to answer and he shuts anyone that ask down and gets annoyed for the rest of the day so people stop asking and tried to move on from it. I get the feeling my mom knows but just says she doesn't when me or my sister ask.
What ever it was about it was enough for him to pull a knife out on him during it and for our father to be in enough of a rage to goad him into stabbing him.

Small town kid grows up with a single mom and a dad in jail, mom dates drug addicts and gets regularly beaten. Kid grows up taking his dads advice on trying not to act on emotion but rather think with your head. Kid is smart but messes up at school, gets in fights and sells drugs, but never gets caught. Kid grows up changing his outlook on life through reading and getting to know "normal" people, and tries to get out of the criminal circles, but continually gets pulled back in by a skewed sense of loyalty and not being used to anything else. Will he get out? I don't know anons but would be cool

it's already been put on film

youtu.be/IaGW3qVjI4I

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guy does literally nothing but plays video games for 20 years, realizes that he's wasting his life. proceeds to still play video games for the next 10 years.

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>had every opportunity to learn sociality but isolated myself
>looking back there were even a few specific moments where the opportunity to turn everything around was presented on a silver platter
>didn't

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>pretend
>overachiever
user I...

why wasn't the entire movie this good?

>guy lives with deformed right hand for entire life
>now in his 30s
>people still jump the first time shaking his hand
>they are quickly embarrassed afterwards

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Don't forget kids, it's down the road not zccross the street.

I have already fucked a girl with a claw arm during st patrick night. She had fake boobies.

Shut the fuck up you simp

Lmao
If this isn't copypasta, damn, you should write comedy my man

Midwest kid plays Halo 2 with his friends. Occasionally they make lame prank videos for early YouTube but they get no views.

There is no love interest. But maybe you could have scenes of the protagonist staring at a girl and then looking away when she notices.

I would never watch it, but a three part miniseries could have some kind of appeal.
>above average, enthusiastic, happy tween and teenager
>gets into lots of fights with the bussed in niggers because they see a hwite boi with glasses and assume it means weakness
>some switch flips around 14
>begin carrying boxcutters and old knives found here and there, paranoid, half-assed suicidal
>knifes a nigger first year of high school, gets expelled
>basically gets off with it, but is on house arrest. Gets into Yea Forums and violent porn because friends keep their distance and he has nothing better to do
>goes full 1488, but more a troll than a true believer
>gets expelled again for his antics and threatening some yuppie skank
Pt 2 is where he spends several years trying to reform, including a couple on a cocktail of psych drugs and locked up in a mental health facility. our faithful narrator comes more or less full circle by the third part

london?

Fucking awesome

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kek

>15 year old gets cucked by older gf with his HS teacher
>school administrators find out and cover it up quietly. teacher suddenly quits moves across the country.
>teacher moves back to the area a few years later, gets job at a different high school
>guy who got cucked reports him to police, statute of limitations is 10 years
>he's going to jail for a long time, a few of the women who were underage at the time spoke up when questioned by police

sad semi-redemption arc. could be kino

depressed guy sits around smoking weed and playing team fortress 2

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>TF2
>2019

Have you heard of this new game called Overwatch? It's the same thing but better.

>not particularly popular, but not a "loser"
>befriends losers because 1) they seem to need friends 2) they boost his self esteem tremendously
>who knows? maybe he is a loser
>senior in high school
>sees freshman sitting alone
>invites freshman to sit with him and friends so he's got someone
>next day
>see weird kid with cowboy hat sitting alone at lunch
>invite him to sit with friends so he's got someone
>next day cowboy hat stabs the freshman to death in a bathroom
>they'd never met
is it kino?
I dunno... fucked me up for a while though

it's austin powers you dumb cunt

Nice try

I literally don't have a single story to tell

this is a sad sight

highly accurate
children also need to be spanked, this is a fact

Ah i learned this from the youtube kids app

my brother is a 42 year old loser recluse with no friends and a drug problem
it makes me really sad when he chooses not to come over or see my kids fyi
your family might have pity for you, but that's not the only reason they want you in their lives

Shooting yourself in the head doesn't always work, and when it doesn't you become a vegetable and now youre fucked

A young liberal homosexual canadian boy visits a certain Malaysian Basket weaving site and instantly turns into the next incarnation of hitler and bhudda. He spends summer after summer posting redpilled cartoons of frogs and lifting while watching his homo buddies die from drugs and aids. His jaw gets broken by a hispanic womanlet at a far right rally and turns to jesus to avoid the next race war, which saves america from the jewish scheme.

I got one OP. It would be a 2 parter like the user above this.

Ok so a brown mexican who was born in LA to uneducated farmer parents, moves up to the Washington, a very social kid, who is always making friends with random kids on the street. Becomes very well known by the entire school due to his social abilities and seemingly happy smile. Deep down the kid is afraid always afraid that he will have to prove himself as a true blooded patriot american and is very bad when it comes to socializing with girls he actually finds attractive. Kid is rejected multiple times mostly due to his lack of simply asking them out. He becomes very angry at himself and uses rejection to move his life forward. Kid skips college, reads some books to get certifications in the IT field. Catches a lucky break and gets a job at microsoft with no college degree. This somehow turns into a career in 5 years and within the age of 24 is making 50$ hourly. But he is alone and constantly moving to different cities for different jobs, always alone working, excercising, hiking, outdoor shit all alone. Never took a vacation in his life

Cut forward to part 2.

Hes 26, feels alone accomplished but still alone, no gf, wife, the only non hooker experience is with an older russian milf who had a kid and who was his landlord he was 22 she was 34. So kid decides to take a vacation for first time in his life. Goes to national parks travels the country for 2 months. Finds a really cute red head young russian waitress at a national park. The red head initially is impressed by the kid and agrees to go kayaking with him. She says she needs to find a day off and she works 11 hr shifts 6 days a week. Kid says he will pay for her and all 3 other wait staff people to get on a boat on august 20th after he returns from vegas adventure (defcon) Kid returns. Russian smiles and is very happy and excited, one of the wait staff says that instead of going on 20th they go on the 23d, So lonely kid goes into bear country alone to watch the boats sail by. Sees a boat 4 people... 3 begin to slouch and duck into the motor boat to hide... Its them. They stood up the kid. Kid goes to bar to drink alone not normal because this kid gets emotional when he drinks. Kid remember he saw some poor soul dead on the side of the road on his way to see the girl.. guy flew about 30 feet out of his windshield cracked his skull. Reminds kid of 4 years ago when he was doing construction to help his brother on a warehouse roof. And how he saw a 17 yr old kid that he knew since the child was 12 fall off the roof crack open skull, fracture it and fuck his spine and leg and arm up. Begin crying uncontrollably because the kid put his foot right where the main character had been putting his foot for a week. feel undeserving and like it should have happened to me. Police are called and main character is arrested. Now has a court date. Goes back home heart broken and sad. Gets a new job that pays 80 an hour starts his real estate business and is buying his first 3 properties. Main character still cant stop thinking about the girl and just wants a wife and to start a family

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Never watched it. Any good?

That's every girl's story ever. Who would want to watch that?

It does if you aren't a retard and you shoot yourself in meme spots like under the chin or the side of the head or at glancing angles or in the heart (like some retard I knew).

>tfw this is me except my dad just thinks he's a mob boss instead of actually being one

Pretty boring childhood overall. My childhood might be a Shane Meadows or Stephen King flick. Sorry for the long post.

(5-10 - Fat tits era)
>Grew up in 2000s in a place long forgotten
>Father left when I was 5
>Mother spends all her time at work
>my primary maternal figure is my childminder at the time
>my childminder and daughters would bully me and barely feeding me
>was very small and skinny as a child
>developed an unnatural fear of women as a result
>first kiss was when I was 7 with my friend's sister while we collected spiders
>got to touched and suck on a local 17 year old girl's fat tits when I was 7 (what a year)
>left my best friend in primary school when I was 11 - still miss him

(11-14 - The England for the English era)
>Fall into a bad crowd, started smoking, reached to a crescendo when I engaged in jingoism
>smashed in the windows of corner shops with friends
>me and my friends would unironically shave our heads
>would beat up paki kids from a rival school on the reg
>spend most of our time outside with friends exploring abandoned areas, rail yards, old pottery factories from the 1930s.
>friend once fell through the roof of an abandoned pub
>long ass bike rides throughout the english countryside
>have a gay side where I take a liking to writing and poetry
>stopped being a vile cunt when I was 14 due to my bad grades

(14-18)
>got a little bigger while playing rugby in high school
>was terrible with girls, but managed to get my first gf at 15
>nice polish girl that I took to prom
>the most beautiful and tender woman I've ever known - still miss her
>go to college doing IT
>end up in computer forensics
>somehow end up publishing short fiction in magazines under a fake name due to being too embarrassed by it

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Sounds comfy tbqf

Sup Wes Anderson

Eh, I think that a teenager in high school gets depressed and suicidal has been seen too many times. Its hard to say something that hasn't been said.

How about the story of a Stoner who one day during a smoke session gains knowledge about some books that launch him from being a janitor to being a high salary earner in less than 10 years while also starting a business that turns him into a millionaire? But he still has no wife or kids. :/

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pretty based

>because that's what you do as a kid
People like you are what's wrong with society. Criminal behaviour should not be justified.
Even as a kid, I'd never do something like that. Why were other people such troublemakers as children? I bet you grew up into an opioid-addicted, friend-having and club-going nigger.

White nerd plays WoW for 5 years, fucks a nigress JB and makes a dog lick his dick

My life in high school was uneventful, ever since I was at least 12 I only ever went to school, got home to absent parents, played video games and then went to sleep.
By the time I realized I was wasting my life it was already too late, and the epiphany I had at that moment, that could've saved me at some point, only became poison in my veins and a weight on my shoulders. The damage was done, I was insecure, depressed and numb to all feelings, or so I thought. I have never really hung out with friends, except that one time. It was probably my last chance to unfuck my existence and live the normie life.
>character is 17
>in a in a team leading a student council where you get a small budget for quality of life improvements
>every year the team, last years team and 2 representatives of every class would go on a trip over a weekend to discuss projects and such
>it was a student hostel in a somewhat small town nearby, but the it was actually cool as fuck
>it had a cellar where only the senior students could go in, with a pool table, table tennis, couches, and which was down far enough to put on loud music without disturbing anyone
>One night they just decide to buy a bunch of alcohol and get hammered while everyone slept
>It was just the MC, the rest of the team (5 other girls) and a few other students
>It was probably the best night of the MC's life
>They weren't really friends, but right now they happened to hang out and were drunk, and had known each other since fifth grade
>talked, laughed, played drinking games, the absolute normiest of normie stuff
>To them it was just another party, but the MC never had this
>He realizes that he missed out on all of this
>ends the night with one girl saying she likes him and wants a date
>but the damage was done, the MC had seen, felt, too much
>Movie ends with the MC contemplating on what to do, but in the end he ghosts everyone there and hopes they forget him
>to this day, he doesn't quite know why

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