I'm an ugly beta autist loser 28 year old with no friends, acquaintances or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, and I've never been to a pub, club, or party, even through university.
I did a degree I had no interest in, so I forgot everything in it. I became the ugly loser that nobody talked to within one day of all of my jobs. I'm blackpilled and know that women and Chads have lives on easy mode and sex and good times on tap, while my life will be difficult
I waste all my free time on internet browsing. I binge on junk food and coffee almost every day, which rapes my bank balance. I have no passions. I have read many more books than most people my age but couldn't talk about anything in an informative manner for more than 10 minutes. I see my previous success in education as evidence of my lack of initiative and high docility. I now feel more proud of the times when I did badly due to losing all interest- at least that was evidence of balls.
I'm a meek, charismaless loser. I failed over 50 graduate job interview processes. I have a good job that I will start later this year but I am not posh or extroverted enough to succeed in the workplace. A large percentage of my money will go on rent. Working 9-5 feels like a prison sentence.
I'm 28 and have none of the happy social memories that people my age have. I lived in London for over a year and felt sad the entire time, from summer to summer. My job miraculously required no work and I couldn't use the time at all. I spent two years straight as a NEET or working part time, and I didn't show any initiative to do anything seriously productive in my free time at all.
I envy people that can "produce", i.e., entrepreneurs, STEM academics, good artists. I just mindlessly consume. And at work, I will be a bureaucrat. I am back office material without any connections. There are hundreds of 21 year olds making millions through software.
trust me it's not that great, I'm in your position though I'm 29 and haven't had a social life since I was 21 which made me miserable because I hate going out
even though I feel like I'm in a better place and living a homebody life I always wanted I still find that i still have to front and pretend I have a social life so no one at work or people I meet don't think im too much of a red flag.
there are some people out there who don't want or require much but society makes us feel like shit like we need to constantly be needing more whether it be traveling, eating at new places, trying new bars etc etc.
I dread when there is a long weekend or if I take time off work cos people always act like you have to go away somewhere when I literally just want to stay home
Nathaniel Johnson
My dude, you're young as fuck. Stay off those 'blackpill' incel forums, their bullshit angry pity parties, literally the equivalent of tumblr feminists who want to kill all men.Stop falling for the memes, the 'grass is always greener' meme is true. You idealize others lives and experiences. Look for duty and purpose, and NOT and I repeat NOT through women.
Most incel faggots pretend women are the only valid metric in life. They're not- in fact most are just not worth it. You have to realize that life is always and consistently changing, the person you are today is not the person you will be forever. Placing your worth on the money you make or the girls you've had sex with is asinine. Make it a priority to be charitable to others, and don't expect anything in return like most egotistical faggots. Look to God. You are unique in this world. Don't let this shithole convince you otherwise.
go for walks in the morning will unironically help make you active and change your day. I would also recommend pursuing Christ, the church is a great social support network. work on cutting down on your eating habits. It will give you more peace of mind. Cooking is an activity that will take up your time and help you eat better as well. Take some cooking classes and you might meet some girls.
Gabriel Carter
absolutley based and Christpilled. God gives purpose, direction, and love. Try prayer, give it a shot, you have nothing to lose. You've become an empty shell, because like you've said, you've mindlessly consumed and have become programmed by this decadent, materialist world.
Get off porn, GET SUNLIGHT, as much as you can. Go out into nature, do charity, take up a hobby you've always been interested in but afraid. Even if you suck, who cares. You're not in this world to work, but you work to sustain yourself in this world. Never underestimate the value of your life. Help your family, mother, sick loved ones, give your father a call and go fishing. And it seems to me that you're so fixated on your defects and shortcomings that you don't even give yourself a chance to appreciate who you actually are. I'll pray for you brother.
>Fat, balding, diagnosed with Asperger's, poor, no education or career, almost failed high school, live with my mummy >Have a healthy friend group, have fucked 20+ girls including some 8s and 9s, making 30$ an hour as a bartender currently, have made about $100,000 reselling clothes on eBay, have travelled the world, LARP as an alt-Chad while spending 90% of my time playing video games and watching kino and anime Life is what you make of it :^)
I think you're just focusing too much on the bad qualities of yourself and your life. You should try to focus on the things that are more positive in your life instead of letting the negative consume you from inside.
Christopher Watson
SO NO-ONE TOLD YOU LIFE WAS GONNA TO BE THIS WAY! YOU FUCKED UP BIG GUY, NOW YOU'RE CAUGHT BY CIA!
Elijah Wood
By the way, parties and other social events are complete horse shit. You are right to stay away from them.
Just try to live life as simple as you can, as happy as you can. Life is too short to worry about all the wrong and bad in your life. Now, I'm not saying you should completely ignore everything wrong in your life, of course not. But at least try to pursue things that give you happiness.
Bentley Murphy
>i i i me me me narcissism is ugly you freak
Christian Bell
>My job miraculously required no work and I couldn't use the time at all. I work only 3 hs a day from monday to friday. I have a lot of free time but I feel like I'm wasting it. I also spend too much time in mundane things like sleeping (because if I sleep little I feel no energy bc of depression or whatever is my problem) cleaning, cooking, brushing teeth, showering (all these because for some reason I'm slow and take a lot of time to get chores done). It's a horrible feeling
Carter Moore
sir this is Yea Forums
Matthew Rivera
Did Londonfrog died, I oscillate back and forth between wishing death upon him and just desiring for him to disappear forever from this site so that I don’t have to imagine his lifestyle choices or cowardice any longer.
Kevin Watson
/snip
Nobody cares.
Ian King
oh, ok? so fucking what? my life is shit too, now I'm supposed to expend mental energy to care about your situation? get real, everything and everyone is fucked, including the people you're jealous of.
Josiah Barnes
im a wiz neet been so since the age of 24 now 37. user the reality is find joy in something the normies act like they got it all together but they frown on anyone doing their own thing. I was blessed to have a mother who understands me and me for being fuck up I at least help those around me. dont give up just watch the world turn to shit like the rest of us and laugh cause thats all thats left.
>Working 9-5 feels like a prison sentence. I work 5pm-5am lad you don't know what prison is
Isaac Mitchell
>supposedly blackpilled >know your life is shit but make no effort to improve it
Kill your self.
Jaxon Adams
This thread is not about TV or movies, fuck you. You had ONE job. >movies with this feel?
Jordan Gray
Trips of truth. American Television & Film is gay propaganda. It will make you expect more out of life than possible and never portrays realistic success.
Robert Thomas
this my man, I'm currently in pharmacy school but I was neet from like 22-26, and I still don't like to go out or talk to people really. I just don't really enjoy socializing and would rather be inside most of the time. Just chill and enjoy being around yourself, I don't mind being alone because I love myself.
Jaxson Watson
give advice then fag
Christian Collins
>I lived in London for over a year >I have a good job that I will start later this year >My job miraculously required no work God you are so fucking lucky. Why do i have to be born in a shit country, and can't get the fuck away because people outside are incredibly racist towards my shit country, and they should be. Fuck, i hate you so fucking much
Christian Russell
don't worry user i'm pretty sure the 2020 election is going to doom us all and bring the world into the final war so we wont have to suffer much longer
Anthony Jackson
tl;dr
Owen Anderson
Didn't read, have sex incel
James Lopez
unironically positive thinking helps. Negative thought cycles are downward spiral. Maybe try cognitive behavioral therapy
Jonathan Edwards
Its your diet 100%. You are what you eat. Clean up your diet, and then exercise, start the new job. Read books on how to socialize. Take up drinking a few beers at a local pub. Try to chat with people. You are master of your own world.
Lucas Robinson
>28 >young as fuck Not really. Where you are at 28 is pretty much where you’re going to be for the rest of your life.
Well clearly it isnt that bad if you havent done anything about it for so long If your life isnt going to push you to a breaking point u gotta do it yourself before its too late
Owen Moore
Nope, albania. Fucking hate it here
Dominic Evans
This is just stupid, the human ability to adapt is remarkable, no one is stuck at any point in their life.
Colton Carter
How could you possibly believe that's true? My Mother is 59 worked shit fuck jobs all of her life now she's in Mexico teaching English and fucking happy. All of our lives are tied to this website that much is certain, but the world really is our oyster.
Parker Sanders
dude just like stop stealing organs lmao
Juan Baker
nigga go outside. Get a bike, and ride around for a few hours while listening to your retarded bullshit. Do this every day and you will feel better.
Brayden Gonzalez
>the human ability to adapt is remarkable This is the stone age moron, it's the year 2019. We have laptops and shit now. Stop lying to people, what you just said is not helping anybody.
William Cox
Dude you're still young. I was exactly like you at 28. Loser, no friends, never had any good experiences. Then when I turned 30 I pulled myself up by the bootstraps and I'm now a multi millionaire. It's not that hard
Jeremiah Robinson
I know the french hate albanians but not really anywhere else. Isnt albania a traditionalist country?
Adrian Taylor
That shit isn't even true. The reason why i hate my piece of shit country is religion. People are so fixated on god here.
lmao if you actually fucking believe this. Absolutley false.
Jack Baker
>and I'm now a multi millionaire You caught lightning in a bottle, Notch. I'm glad you did but not everyone gets to be a multi millionaire.
Jace Murphy
Social and economic mobility is only greater in the modern era than it has been in the past. And since we have the internet we can easily find examples of people who changed their circumstance. The only thing ill concede is the "never stuck" part. If you are 80+ or terminally ill then sure.
Jackson Powell
People have been asking for them to enable the bot here too, but it won't look good for advertisers since Yea Forums would go back to being slower than /g/
Liam Ward
Wtf, be glad that you dont have rampant pedophillia and transgenderism in your country ingrate.
Logan Brown
Imagine actually believing that an able bodied young man in his 20's without kids is tied to his situation in life forever. Imagine being so devoid of any mental, spiritual or hormonal drive to anything.
Camden Jones
Could be worse. There are plenty of pozzed homos and tranny's who have it worse than you. Some of them are on this board.
Chase Campbell
This. Cope all you want, but if you're nothing, you're nothing. No one's going to hold the money door open for a middle-aged loser.
Hey, OP, do everything beneficial minus the religious bullshit, that's another black hole that could ruin you.
Jayden Richardson
*tips fedora furiously Its a suggestion not an imperative you insecure faggot
Gavin King
You're right. The chances of you becoming a millionaire are fucking low if you haven't done so by 30. Having sex and getting out of inceldom is one thing that's just achieving baseline human experience the idea that you will become a millionaire on top of that is ridiculous
Angel Collins
I thought based Hoxha shot all the priests and imams and monks and shit
