This is you. You're not in hell yet, but you're also not living life. You're trapped here in limbo. In theory, you could quit anytime, just close the browser, but you won't. You know that it's bad for you, that it is slowly and steadily eroding your life away. And yet you choose to continue. To wither and waste away in front of a screen. Imagine someone would spend every waking moment sitting in a chair a few inches away from a wall, staring at it. Only this wall has flashy lights and funny pictures on it that distract you from the ruins that are your life. You are aware that it's just a distraction, that you should be doing something productive to make your way towards real happiness in the real world. But that's a long, hard joruney and also kinda scary. It takes effort to earn that real happiness. It's much easier look away from your life, to distract yourself, feel some momentary enjoyment when receiving a (you). Like a heroin addict that chooses the illusion of happiness that is the next high over facing reality. It's fake, and you know this, but at least it takes no effort and is instant. And it works like a charm. You're still here.
The only time it doesn't work, is right before sleep. Those minutes between turning off the computer and escaping into the sweep release of the dream world that you dread so much. When you have to face it. All the failures, all the memories and thoughts that come crashing down onto you. So much that the pressure is almost too much, that you vow that tomorrow you will start changing.
But you never do. It's tomorrow, and you're here again.
This is you. You're not in hell yet, but you're also not living life. You're trapped here in limbo. In theory...
Nicholas Kelly
Jayden Hughes
if you read op's post you're gay lol
Adam Hughes
Well PARDON US, Mr Gucci Loafers.
Blake Taylor
a lot of fucking gay words I'm not gonna read.have sex, incel.
Jeremiah Martinez
Well its nice to see that your community college writing exercises are going well, OP.
Chase Cook
This is OP.
Landon Brown
Wow ok that's deep
Gavin Wilson
tl;dr
Adrian Murphy
What you call limbo I call paranirvana.
Josiah Garcia
>It takes effort to earn that real happiness.
>real happiness
what's that?