i'm feeling bored and apathetic about being in my mid 20's, i live with a parent. i'm a single college graduate and in the past six months i have quit over 7 different jobs. i'm 5'8'' and a tranny. i do nothing but smoke cigarettes and drink coffee, basically, and i have no hard drugs.
what's a movie i can watch that will change my life forever?
You're not going to find anything that will make you change your life. Dear Zachary is probably the closest thing to that I've found though. You might feel like a failure, but your life doesn't end in your mid-20s unless you kill yourself or whatever. Going through your issues: >living with a parent really not a big deal for the mid-20s. Obviously it sucks and girls won't like it, but it's more common these days than you think. Don't be embarrassed too much or take it out on yourself. >single Not an issue at all. Yeah, it sucks to not get laid but fuck whatever. >college grad, so debt Revel in it. Graduating college may feel like no big thing, but most Americans can't even do that so you should genuinely feel a bit accomplished. >quit 7 jobs Sucks, but remember that this is the best job market in a long, long time. You can find another job. Just keep at it instead of quitting. My guess is you have a lack about parent who tolerates you quitting. Working a shitty job sucks, but most people hate their jobs. You'll just have to come to terms with that. >5'8'' Meme issue. If you're not 5'6'' or lower, you have no right to complain. >tranny Just repress it forever. It'll go away with age, as in a few decades. >addicted to cigs and coffee Minor issues at worst. I'd take up vaping if I were you for the health benefits, but otherwise don't worry about it too much. Smoking cigs as a tranny is suicidally dumb, since they'll deepen the shit out of your voice.
Maybe you have to go deeper. I recommend Suspiria, The House that Jack Built, Midsommar, Enter the Void, movies that will take you somewhere deep and dark inside
Jackson Lewis
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Matthew Foster
buy a cheap fixie and ride it around town. it will give you a nice ass faggot.
Logan Scott
Not a perfect movie (and it’s pretty popular so you’ve probably seen it), but this was the last movie I saw that I guess I might call “Life Changing”, as in I really connected with it on a deep level and it made me reflect on myself and my own life experiences for a long time. But I can’t tell you the next movie that will be like that for you. Not every movie will mean the same thing to everyone. You have to find that for yourself.