Feel like I've wasted my life and want to end it

Can someone help bros?

>abusive parents, bad depression and awful school work from birth to 16
>decide to ignore them and work hard for a levels, get A*A*A*A* in the end
>couldn't even apply to top unis cause of awful GCSEs
>essentially wasted my teenage years being depressed then a gradecuck without actually getting the benefits of being a gradecuck
>at a uni I'm disappointed to be at, easily smartest person there
>work constantly the whole time probably cause couldn't get over getting cheated out of even applying to Oxbridge
>never go out drinking, hanging out with friends etc to study, average 90 percent but it's not like anyone's ever even gonna know
>don't even want to work an academic job, genuinely like the look of brainlet crap like construction more
>21 yo kissless friendless hobbyless familyless virgin
>wasted all my teenage years and never gonna get them back

I know it sounds cringe but I'm really considering jumping off a nearby building. My whole life has been unhappiness, being cheated out of success, I've hated all of it. Before I existed I wasn't unhappy I simply didn't exist, and that state was honestly better. Why shouldn't I go back to it?

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etika, is that you?

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You are 21 y old you retard, plenty of time to get your shit together. If everything fails you can always join the military and die proudly for Israel in some desert shithole.

Go for a walk

Have sex

just escape on the internet like i do

i am a 32 year old neet who spends 24/7 on the internet. i spent my entire 20s on the internet, and don't regret it

i have 1700 dollars in case my mom kicks me out. i got from a job i had a decade ago. I plan to buy a van with it and live in a van

i could have my dream neet life if i live in a van and live frugally.

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Vans are more expensive than 1.7k, if this is the lifestyle you want than you need to make sure it’s achievable.

yeah i know. i need at least 5k for a van. i am gonna get a white cargo van. i need to another job

You have plenty of time. Don't do anything stupid. Just go on, you will get better. Life is suffering and disappointment, since you are used to it you can only get better. There will be some fleeting moments of happiness so you should live for them.

find another job*

If the world doesn't work out for you, force it to. How can everything you have been studying for help you force the world to work for you? What is the best way you can force the world to work for you?

I escape on the internet often but I don't want to live my entire life on it. I feel there's so much more I can do with my life.

It can't really... I don't enjoy the subject I've studied and don't want to work anything related to it. I don't even want to work any jobs which require a degree to be honest.

I guess I could get the world to work for me by just getting a construction job but doesn't change that I've wasted years studying for literally no reason

Well you are on Yea Forums for a reason. Surely you have some tie in passion?

>boohoo I’ve never kissed a girl life is unfair
>chose not to go out to meet new people
>chose not to socialise
>chose to be miserable
>complain about being miserable
Literally your own fault. Go have a beer and stop being a bitch, teenage years are fucking boring and awkward go have some fun in your early twenties you stupid fuck

give me the rundown on this eceleb stream nigger.

You're literally 21, you massive faggot. Stop being so goddamn selfish. Do you realize how many people in the world have it a million times worse than you?

There is more to life than your own suffering. You're so self-obsessed that you're even considering killing yourself just to hide from your own bad experiences -- it's pathetic. How about you go to a retirement home and volunteer for some old people who have been abandoned by their families? Stop living for yourself and try living for others. If you do that, people might actually notice you.

Sitting around focusing on the bad things that've happened to you, how things in YOUR life might not be going right is the biggest mistake you youngfaggots make. There are billions of people in this world: try to help some of them. Get outside of your own fucking head and help other people.

I normally just spam/bait the boards. I do enjoy some flix still but it's fading fast

tl;dr

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You guys ever wonder how much better your life would be if you never discovered this shithole.

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life dont own you anything to make you happy, that is only something you can do for yourself.
So do stuff that makes you happy or live with the faqt that life isnt perfectly shaped around you

I just landed a job after 2 years further education and have som small plans ahead of me, you do with life what you want like.

and for some hope for you, I lost my virginity when I was 21, 3 years later she dumped me tho...

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Okay here is a real answer. No one is going to feel sorry for you. you genuinely have to suck it up.

your friends will move on and go to university and start families and rarely think of you.

things to do 5 points:
1. no one cares mate. stop feeling sorry for yourself.
2.get any job you can even cleaning toilets,don't be on the dole.
3. do social activities to find girls and friends in a social circle again.
4.forget Yea Forums and memes, no one is really your friend here when you turn off the screen that is it.
5. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

>4.forget Yea Forums and memes, no one is really your friend here when you turn off the screen that is it.

Yet here we are helping out a fellow user...

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Do you fuck white girls?

Just move to another town, if you have no friends in this one. Nothing holds so you have freedom. Save up money and move where you like. Find a job there then go to meet people, its always easy to tell that you just moved here and everyone will understand that you are lonely. If you are neet go the local game club to play MTG with nerds. This is the place where I find people that have same interests.
In 21 life only starts ;)

it isn't real friends here, you need friends in real life. honestly all the memes here will be on instagram normie accounts within the week so don't waste your time.

also this thread belongs in /adv/ they will give you good advice.

>yet here you are
>this might be a troll but don't kill yourself

Okay this is it. getting drunk isn't important, cunt isnt important, drugs arent important. real people and beating isolation is. join clubs and hang out with old people.

now fuck off i have my own problems and life to deal with myself.

also if you are a troll wasting my time i hope you die of aids

Pretty much the same i guess.

Are you actually black?

You forgot to mention your most important problem
You are a nigger

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unironically ^ this and ignore everything else everyone is saying,do not fall into a inescapable pit of fruitless self-indulgence like this worthless faggot you are only 21,if you were 31 then i'd be worried,in a matter of 4 years you can do something insanely beneficial even if its a slow climb,you can learn and experience so many things while still being young as fuck,women are retarded and if you pretend you dont care ONE will for it eventually,you seriously got so much time user. Dont feel discouraged,clear your head and set a simple goal to better yourself even if its tiny as fuck.

Some harsh advice from experience my man. First off forget about all the bullshit stuff you see in movies about teenage years. Most of us never have that kind of life. Plus, like what has been previously said, you are only 21, you have lots of time to turn it around. Remember, men are born in an abyss with nothing while women are born on top of a mountain with everything. Eat healthy, start doing calisthenics like push ups, pull ups and chin ups, start running and stop basing your existence and personal value on your success with women. Start reading about different topics too. College was never a fit for me and I drifted in my 20's aimlessly with no fucking clue what I wanted to due. It took me till I was 28 when I found day trading and realized all my "useless talents" were perfect for it. It is never too late. Build your confidence and life and forget about the rest, just keep a line out for a nice girl but do not make them the focus of your life.

You're a fucking Baby. Literally just entering life. Barely conscious
I would kill to get back to 21, even with 0 dollars to my name

This. Also, the teenage years suck. Living it up starts in your 20s anyway.

How old are you?

my life would unironicallly be much worse without Yea Forums. there is so much i learned from this website that it's basically a part of my personality now