Times you realised youve always been fucked up

As a kid in the 90s my parents used to tape movies off the tv they loved such as pic related. So as a 4-5 yo i used to watch action and movies that were pretty violent for a young kid to watch. However I remember watching patriot games and the end climax fight between harrison ford and sean bean always used to give me a stiffy. I was so turned on when bean was trying to crush ford's throat with the metal pole and how he lays on on top of him and ford makes this gasping choking sound while hes almost powerless to stop it. I remember telling my mum about it and I said 'mum everytime i watch the end fight my doodle always gets stiff. Do you know why?'. I didnt think anything of it as a kid because I didnt know what arousal was but it must have terrified my mother. Years later and I now jerk off to the stabbing scene in SPR and the heart removal scene in last of the mohicans. I dunno why it turns me one but its only when the bad guy is doing it to the good guy. Like if the good guy is slowly killing the bad guy It does nothing for me.

Looking back it appears Ive always been crazy.

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Heres the scene from patriot games.

Also if theres any psych fags here care to shed some light on this Ide be greatly appreciative.

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For me it’s the opposite, immense glee akin to the star wars basedboy whenever an antagonist gets brutalized/killed

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Heres the SPR stabbing scene^

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Last of the mohicans heart removal

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I don't know, user
Maybe something along the lines of power difference and you self-insert into the good guy so what really is going on is that you want your partner to treat you physically harshly

Wow, that is uh.. quite the story, user.

you called your weenie a doodle? the fuck is wrong with you...

I was 5 mate.

Interesting because in every sexual encounter ive had and with every gf ive had Im always dominant. Like extremely dominant.

My parents came home from vacation at 1:00AM and found my older brother and the babysitter asleep while I was downstairs sitting 3 feet from the TV watching The Exorcist. It was the part where she’s shoving the cross up her cunt and saying “let Jesus fuck me!” My parents said I looked like I was watching a Saturday morning cartoon and I smiled and laughed when I turned around and saw them.

I was 3 years old when that happened and now I’m a Zack Snyder fan.

Maybe it's the opposite, then. You value women highly and therefore classify them as "good guys" in your mind while you put yourself in the villain role
Who do you like more, Harrison Ford or Sean Bean? Not talking sexual attraction, just preference in actor

As a kid I was always on the good guys side so Harrison Ford.

Are you a serial killer?

Maybe it's then a case of you wanting to see those that are good have a rough time but then come through in the end anyway and in your mind, your partner is good so that's why you want to be rough to them but in the end, you are both satisfied

You're gay.

Nah.

You ever torture small animals? Wet the bed?

is there a correlation between serial killers and wetting the bed? I thought most kids do that occasionally.

Yes too both. Only when I was a kid but. And never dogs or cats just like lizards mostly. And I used to kill birds with rocks and sticks.

I used to watch Fantastic Planet on VHS all the time as a child. It was a "cartoon" so I guess my parents figured what the hell just throw that one on and get some free time. Not long after, when I could barely even walk, several times I wondered out of the house and was later found miles away, as if I was trying to escape. I'm now 36 and still terrified of authority figures, women, independency, and intimacy.

>watch Thomas the Tank Engine a lot as a kid
>now autistic about making sure I do my job, whatever it may be, and do it good

Nice

Patriot Games is just a good movie nothing wrong with a getting a boner during it

No, not crazy. The situation you have described means that you had better taste when you were 3 years old. Patrician when toddler, pleb since then.

Not a bad thing. Good for Thomas and good for you.

Yeah

What's your sex life now? Have you had stable relationships? Can you do one night stands? Would you still classify yourself as crazy?

Jesus christ I just watched the trailer, did your parents ever watch the show? Looks terrifying, doubt it lead to long term problems in adulthood though, go seem someone about intimacy issues it can be helped.

This makes me happy

Same but now I can't fap to porn unless there's Thomas in it.

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Pretty sure the scene in Goldeneye where she chokes the guy with her thighs got me rock hard as a kid. That seems a lot more normal than Harrison Ford and Sean Bean tho

Do you beat your meat to bdsm stuff
be honest

>not being nohomo gay for Sean Bean

And then you people have the gall to call foot fetishists creepy. It's literally the healthiest kink

shut up tarrintino

>What's your sex life now?
No existent. But Im pretty a-sexual atm. If it comes my way then sweet if not then I dont care. Im almost 30 so Ive as they say 'slayed enough pussy'.
>Have you had stable relationships?
One and it was only briefly stable.
>Can you do one night stands?
I could and want too. Rarely happens. In fact Ive ever had one instance of a one night stand.
>Would you still classify yourself as crazy?
I'm definitely not normal.
See that never turned me on. However the scene where trevelyn is kicking the shit out of Bond and choking him over the edge of the cradle did. Funnily enough It was Bean too.
No. I expeirmented with it but it doesnt do anything for me. I even tried it on an ex but desu it was too time consuking and comfusing with all the knots and gay fake talk. That being I love rape play and being physical dominant. Choking, hair pulling, slapping, spanking to the point of open hand beating, ripping clothes, sodomy, thrusting her up against walls, bending her over uncomfortable objects etc.

On the flip side I like mommy role playing too. Nursing from the girls breasts while she jerks me off and cuddles me etc.