Staying up late because of the immense feeling of sadness and the inability to do anything about it

Unironically watch Jordan Peterson

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Can't stop watching vlogs about people who live lives that I want to live
I almost cried watching one today

Shitposting here is the only human interaction I have.

Get up and exercise, my man.

Does it even qualify as human interaction? Perhaps that is a delusion from the truth.

at least im going to mcdonalds in one hour

I just recently started wagecucking again and I know this feel very well. Even when I'm off work, I have this sick pervasive thought that reminds me
>user YOU ONLY HAVE X MANY HOURS TILL YOU'RE OURS AGAIN
I literally can't even enjoy my free time anymore, I'm rapidly nearing the point where I would rather be homeless because the mental stress is killing me

take a high dose of ambien and watch koyaanisqatsi

suicide is always an option

Inside Llewyn Davis gets the depression feel right better than any other movie I can remember right now

Edvard Munch if you wanna be highbrow about it
He basically degenerates into contempt and insanity against the very well fleshed out backdrop of a proto-incel misogynistic bohemian intellectual scene & bleak early industrial working class despair

Or Woman Under the Influence though it's painful to watch
This poster is garbage

hopefully not to work

Stress eating junk food will not help your situation. Learn how to cook yourself a decent meal and lift some weights.

>When the pseudointellectual reddit spacing poster has the gall to call anyone else garbage

Before I Disappear

im a mailfag and i get 1 day off a week if I'm lucky. basically on that day its just a count down until i have to go back.

tell me about it user.
this got me fired because I was performing so poorly.
Now I'm too messed up to even get a job. I've become unemployable because I arrive to interviews and can't fake enthusiasm anymore. I can't bullshit my way into jobs like I used to be able to.
Before
>So why do you want to work here?
>*well thought out answer that emits positive energy and good work ethic, even though I just needed money.*
Now
>So why do you want to work here?
>Because nowhere else decent is hiring and I need money and you posted help wanted ads.
It's less painful to be honest and not get the job then pretend to be normal anymore.
Luckily I get unemployment payments.

You're a subhuman piece of shit, enjoy your mcdonalds you brainwashed idiot. As far as OP is concerned you just need to keep drinking or kill yourself, those thoughts never get any better even after sobering up.

Pick nits harder
Also
>Uses "the gall" while calling someone else pretentious

Cry more
Jordan Peterson is a joke to anyone who isn't impressionable & desperate

you literally need to fucking die you stupid fucking idiot

t. not that guy

A deep examination of why certain mental states and thoughts arise is essential. if thoughts are not controlled, the mind runs wild and one suffers continually. only dedicated meditation can cure suffering. any other solution, including drugs, will not stop it.
so when in pain, empty the mind totally. sit and let thoughts come and flow. neither hold onto nor reject thoughts. when the mind is still, one is at peace. it isn't easy, but it's the only way.
good luck to all

lol u mad?
>t. not that guy

This.

At this point in time I don't think I've ever felt so lonely and defeated in my life. I am a pathetic waste that has never accomplished anything and has no talent, I don't even deserve to live. I am "only" in my 20s, but I feel like my life is already over and it's too late to become anyone worthwhile. What a waste of resources.

"Abloo bloo" me indeed

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Just control you thoughts brah

Crying and moping won't solve the underlying problems making you feel this way.

God damn, I suffered this for so many years. Extremely anxiety about going to school or work, never being able to calm down while you’re there, every night in bed laying there in terror knowing that as soon as I closed my eyes the next second I’d be awake and back at it again. So then I’d try and force myself to stay awake until I couldn’t handle it anymore, I’d wake up on four hours of sleep feeling like death, unable to communicate properly with anyone around me which led them to further hate me or think I was weird.

Life is pure hell, never let anyone tell you otherwise, I don’t have one fucking good memeory during my entire disgusting existence, I’m good at nothing, I’m wanted by no one, every second of my life since I hit puberty has been pure dread nonstop about whatever stupid thing my brain is focusing on.

>kek
>imagine being this much of an isolated waste
>imagine being a failure despite, literally, everyone in your family before you was evolved to survive
>imagine that, and live with your parents as an adult
>imagine wasting your brain trying to think of a better life
>imagine killing yourself in slow motion

like what

fuck you it counts

I felt like this for 5 years and came close to suicide a few times with no expectation things would ever change

If you exercise, can force yourself to go through the motions for a year or 2, socialize with people even if you don't particularly like them, and build yourself a sort of life it gets much better. It doesn't go away, but it gets manageable and you can have a decent mostly enjoyable life. I'd recommend reading about CBT, catching yourself in anxious or depressive thought loop spirals helped me nip my most self-lacerating feelings in the bud. I wish you the best user.

Look at the OP. Do you think that isn't desperate? Do you doubt that Peterson has helped thousands of wretches get their lives back on track? Begone you miserable sack of shit.

You don't need to become anyone worthwile. Just live dude. Like 99% of humanity has always done.

I guess i have aspergers because i've had girls in my bed and I still want to be alone because I cant get a proper sleep with a woman in my bed. Some of you think it's so comfy but it isn't comfy at all. "Lonely"...lol you people are weird.

Life is long man. Just hold out until you reach your early 30s and you find out everyone in your age bracket is unhappy and desperately scrambling to make a real life for themselves before their biological clocks stop ticking

better keep doing nothing, which has worked out so well for you so far

Sneed

There are healthier, more reasonable answers than shilling transparent, stereotypical conservative nostalgia

I seriously doubt Jordon Peterson has long-standing positive effects on anyone's mental health

Better to DIY it a la

CBT is absolute dogshit by the way, it’s just training your brain to be biased towards optimism. You’re supposed to stop negative thought loops and basically debate with them, but the problem is the negative thoughts are the truth more often than not.

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If you want things to get better, they can. You just have to try :)

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I can't do much about it, I live in a small town and there are no ways to get to know anyone, also a lot of old people.

You can be pessimistic and have a distaste & skepticism for most things and practice CBT

It helped me go back from the edge when _______ was going wrong and I thought I was fucked for the entire rest of my life, and stepping back to realize the thing was bad but not bad to that extreme, and just anxious/depressive thoughts causing melodramatic overreactions

Also it pushes conscious lifestyle choices & exercise

get to know the old people. go to church. volunteer. or move.

please don't construe it as joe rogan dmt ramblings. even if it sounds silly, a well ordered mind is the only way to possess a peaceful mind.
that's why one should never dismiss any thought, negative or positive. every thought has a cause and purpose, even if it is painful or obscure. to work through to the underlying reason for and meaning behind a thought is the only way to address it.

When you are also starved for female attention, you don't want to hang out with old people, it's even more depressing than loneliness

Just live for yourself brah

What does cock and ball torture have to do with conscious lifestyle choices and exercise? Fuckin idiot

You have a lot of excuses and no solutions. Get your house in order.

If you want gril to like you buy a little dog. Girl love little dog, it stimulates their need to reproduce because the little dog reminds them of babies.
Buy dog.

Just ignore, he'll come up with more excuses because he doesnt want to do anything about his problems.

Moderate (not heavy) marijuana and alcohol abuse is the answer. About 0.75g of cannabis and 3-4 drinks each night will motivate you to get through the work day and eliminate your suffering without being too expensive or addictive like heroin or coke.

>Cock and ball torture
Eh? Can you elaborate

They sound like excuses but they are valid excuses. I lift and I am learning to draw, do you really think I am too lazy to go out when it's the easiest thing out of those? There is nowhere to go.

Majority if not all people keep friends from school or work, my school friends are all gone and I don't work for now, everyone in my position would be lonely as fuck.

>practice CBT

I did this. It sounds nice in theory, but they just keep dying on me. It's getting progressively harder for me to convince them to give me another one, but each time it's only been $40 in shots, so maybe $320 over the last three months, something like that.

How old are you faggot and where you do you, if you, work.

Im gonna kill myself tonight lads.

Why do they even ask this question?

I know it’s kind of a cliche, but start going to the gym. It has a way of straightening out your brain chemistry, and working toward a goal feels good too, not to mention looking and feeling stronger will give you a confidence boost.

Sitting on here and fishing for head pats while spiraling is doing nothing to improve your situation.

Lmao
Cognitive behavioral therapy you dingus

Blade runner 2049
Vapourwave

>I see everything as a desperate denial of our absurd existence
>can relate with nobody except with the few likeminded who are barely holding on themselves with no answer
>no genuine human connection
>desire for female attention dissapears
>don’t even want to be alive in the slightest bit, even in my better moments
>5 years in with no exit in sight

Kino for this feel?

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Why are so many people feeling this way? I've been on Yea Forums for over a decade and never have people been as isolated and down as they are now.

I need to kms

I know that feel. It doesn't help that I had an overbearing mother that tried to "protect" me from everything which made me a coward.

>>staying up late because of the immense feeling of sadness and the inability to do anything about it
>Any kinos for this climate?
You have the ability to think. Just think, solve your problems, eventually things might improve.

Seeing threads like this is funny desu

You gotta join some sort of club or something where you can meet woman and guys who you can socialize with.

Probably because society hates that we exist

>tfw you always thought this was the case, but then you thought you were just looking for excuses because no one else had ever seemed to mention drawing the same conclusion as what you had

(._. ) iktfb

I don't think they've made it yet.

Just be yourself brah

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Inside Llewyn Davis captures deep depression well

What club though? People suggest clubs in every one of these threads, but this isn't high school or college.

I am a lonely loser but I feel sorry for other lonely losers who follow this happy meal advice from internet retards. What authority do they have on this matter? Why do they automatically think they're an expert when it comes to alienated young men?

I dont know man. I like cycling and know there's a to of cycling clubs I could join. Maybe start a Kino club or something.

Meetup.com
Local facebook groups
You may have to drive to the nearest big city
Nothing is easy

what was it? post it.

I had that feel today, watching a video on youtube, reading comments, suddendly i come across one comment that makes me laugh. It was mine from 7 years ago. It strikes me like a brick: shit im here 7 years later and nothing has changed. But i made myself laugh.
Anons you all make me laugh everyday, and im grateful for that. Please receive this hug from across time and space.

That’s because these retards have zero clue what goes on in places where you and I live. There’s no “clubs” there’s no community, people come home from work and stare at screens and eat fried garbage and use drugs. Most of them have no friends, there’s nothing to do, nothing to see, no one to meet.

i'll be scared when insomnia finally hits me. for now i've just the opposite problem, sleeping way more than necessary because it's a good escape even though it's lead to this inescapable nausea and head pains

>its just a count down until i have to go back.
hate this shit, i have the same problem. before i'd feel some gratitude for the momentary freedom but now it's just a new type of dread when i hear that internal clock already ticking