What went wrong?

pregnant.

what the fuck happened?

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baste and breadpilled

Ahhh holy fuck I thought she had on a fat suit for the episode but she just looks like shit now. Bad genes are rough

Looks like a boy

Is she preggo?

Sam knocked her up after a pegging session

I just want her to spit in mouth for a whole straight hour.After my mouth is full of her saliva she will take off her shoe and put her sweaty feet inside my mouth slowly,starting with single kisses on her sole while I gag on her spit and then just treating each toe seperatly.Every inch of her foot is going to be licked and as I do the licking with my raging erection she says that I'm a good boy and takes off her pants,She tells me to stay still and then she starts pissing on my face,but it's not warm,or at least it doesn't feel warm.It's a new fresh wave of love,gagging on her fluids while licking her godly feet.

being british

i'm going to take a wild guess and assume she is on medication

Jesus fuck

Did they ask her to put on 50 pounds?
How does a human gain that much weight in between seasons?

then she looked like a very cute boy

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Makes sense for the show at least, of course the skinny girl who lived north of the wall is now very fat after coming south with unlimited food

she had that second chin peeking down under for a few years now

BOND BURGERED

I dont like this place anymore

Bong genes strike again

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Sophie turned out fine. Maisie is punished.

Sophie is fine

have snacks

Actress is pregnant in real life. Dont expect much screen time or close ups.

Sam thaught her the secret of staying fat during a famine

>wanting to fuck a female putain
wew

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Maisie is the only catastrophe. Brans problems is that he looks different not bad.

sophie is literally boy george

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Sophie did not turn out fine. Compared to how she looked in season 1 she aged horribly.

why are all the women in long running series about surviving with low food allowed to get so fat? It's the same on lots of other show like Walking Dead. Even Ser Brienne action woman has a fucking double chin. It breaks any kind of story immersion

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Sophie is fine.

he looks really bad. maisie turned out better than him

Sophie is still the hottest.

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have sex

Good God.

Fuck I wish I didn't know how much of that was camera angle.
This looks hot

>joe still looks like an absolute snack
>the absolute state of ms piggu
why aren't yall gay yet?

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Two years of no exercise and shot eating will lay anyone low, user.

>Sam go down to the crypts with gilly

>uh no that’s ok

damn is that the episode when Chris dies? Feels fucking bad man

Goth looks make all women hotter.

Weed strikes hard and fast

we literally don't know

first gen skins was GOAT

As much as it sucks having a country that is being overrun with shitskins, at least our white ethnicities mixed with each other so we aren't inbred retards. American whites on average look way better than European whites.

I have never found her sexually attractive. She was cute/pretty in the first couple of seasons, but in a child-like way. Don't tell me you had any sexual attraction you degenerate.

I'm glad somebody else here feels the same way I do about Hannah.

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Who ate all the pies?

Looks cute. Would totally cum inside her while she holds me with those fat arms and I snuggle my face into her fat breasts.

Every day when i wake up I thank god for not having anglo genes

wait a second....who's that in the back?

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There were rumors she was dating Sam IRL, maybe he fattened her up

based

ill rekt you

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>famine all over the 7 kingdoms
>poor
>winter set in
>dragons burned the food stores

How the fuck are we supposed to believe she could gain that much fat in these conditions, it’s already impossible when fat fucks like Sam and hotpie already ate all the food.

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We're talking about bongs here, island people notorious for inbreeding, you dumb american nigger

She wasn't. Sam dates a journalist. Hannah was never ever seen with anyone. Her personal life is completely obscure. She's not famous enough. She's one of those somewhat obscure actors whose wikipedia pages don't even have a "Personal Life" section.

thyroid problems

B O N G E D

is that a dude pretending to be a lady

Brandon the Builder

>sam has a feederism fetish
based

Continental Western European whites > Northern European whites > Amercian whites > Southern Europe whites > Central and Eastern Europe whites > Everyone else really > British islander whites

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The eternal anglo

genetics

>saying no to prime boy george
Faggot.

Horn Hill had some really good cooks.

>The Cook and Effy show started airing when I started Sixth Form
>The sheer amount of people going round saying how they are "literally Effy/Cook" depending on gender

I wished they all pulled a Tony and got hit by a bus.

she is pregnant.

she looks so soft and cuddly

Gain of Stones

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Sam is a feeder

She's fucking 29 and looking like 39, women should never get fat

JESUS SHE'S BUILT LIKE A FUCKING LINEBACKER COULD DO A GOOD NUMBER ON ME SHE COULD

she's pregnant you dumb fucking shits

How does this chick get double rations when everyone else is rationing food?

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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Can a woman get pregnant?

she hit the wall and ate it

>you look yummy, get into my belly.

>tfw had a crush on Cassie from skins

I guess Cassie jumped from one eating disorder to another

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I mean, canonically most of them are supposed to be average or unattractive no?

>Can a woman get pregnant?

Why am I still coming here?

This is Lexi Belle all over again.

who didn't

that's just the butt chin

She's a 9/10 in UK.

She's a burger, amerifat.

literally what the fuck, does she have some kind of disease?

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what the fuck is wrong with that island is it the smog or wat

You're here forever.

Poor Anglos.

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At least they're happy.

Anglos are the unhappiest people in the world.

A B S O L U T E U N I T

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_British_innovations_and_discoveries

In awe at the size of this lass

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Freya Mavor was always the right option lads.

time is a flat circle

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Yes, and unfortunately all women are bound to catch it. It's called the wall

>All this seething jealousy ITT
Stay mad subhumans. Stay mad you will never be anglo

The wall is built on your own.
Millennials pretend as if it's inevitable because they don't want to admit they age faster than they should because of their garbage lifestyles.

Nope, Boy is literally more beautiful than her.

looks like buffalo bill with his skin-suit on

time is a fat circle

She become a rustic burgah lmao

Imagine being Joe Dempsey in that scene and having to be all like "damn, Maisie Williams, you fuckin' fine, all sexy with your angloid inbreed shape and blockshaped failed chavbortion face. I would totally have sex with you, both my character and the real me." when all he really wants to do is fuck just about anyone but the horrific monster anglos that star as "women" in this show. Like seriously imagine having to be Joe Dempsey and not only sit in that chair while Maisie Williams flaunts her revulsion of a body in front of you, the favorable lighting barely concealing her stringy pissflaps, and just sit there, take after take, hour after hour, while she failed to please directors. Not only having to tolerate her monstrous fucking visage but her haughty attitude as everyone on set tells her she's STILL GOT IT and DAMN, MAISIE WILLIAMS LOOKS LIKE *THAT*?? because they're not the ones who have to sit there and watch her britbong fucking gremlin face contort into types of grimaces you didn't even know existed before that day. You've been fucking nothing but a healthy diet of tight posh clunge from outside the british rabble for your ENTIRE CAREER coming straight out of the boonies in Englistan. You've never even seen anything this fucking disgusting before, and now you swear you can taste the sweat that's breaking out on her dimpled stomach as she sucks it in to writhe it suggestively at you, smugly assured that you are enjoying the opportunity to get paid to sit there and revel in her "statuesque (for that is what she calls herself)" beauty, the beauty she worked so hard for with personal trainers in the previous months. And then the director calls for another take, and you know you could kill every single person in this room before the studio security could put you down, but you sit there and endure, because you're fucking Joe Dempsey. You're not going to lose your future indie rockstar career over this. Just bear it. Hide your face and bear it.

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Maisie Williams is pretty fit in real life so your copypasta is bad and you should feel bad.

Loser

IT'S MAAM

Pregnancy

fucking kek

Her name is Gat now.

>Maisie Williams is pretty fit in real life

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Does Maise have a condition?
She's 22 but looks way to young. She looks like a teen.
Felt kinda weird watching her fuck.

Pregnant with a food baby lmao

Mr Coinblatt: how many anti psychotics you want?

Hannah: yes

talk about having a bun in the oven

maybe several by the look of things desu

nice

>American whites on average look way better than European whites

l m a o

feminism

fuck off Maisey, you're a dog even by brit standards

fucking kek

>anti-psychotics
Its this, its gotta be, I've seen schizophrenics balloon up this this. Maybe anti-depressants? Do they have the same effect with weight gain?

Most of them do, absolutely but it depends on the person though. I've been on them for a few years and was told that they will likely cause weight gain but I'm still skinny as fuck

Imagine casting the children on the left and thinking to yourself "They're going to look really good when they're older". How disappointed must you be.

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id love to shoot some kids into her and make her fatter

>hiring Bongs
>thinking they're going to look great

I've got prescribed anti-depressants once, Trazepane to be exact, and all it did was make me want to eat sweets and sleep. I could sleep for 20 hours stright but no matter how much I did sleep for the next whole day I'd feel like shit, like I had not slept for two days or so.
Quit taking them after a week.

Imagine all the Rugby players you could make with her.
I'd singlehandedly repopulate my Scottish Clan with her

Because we're not faggots, like you, now fuck off to your containment board: >

>Bong
your 15 year old dick cant handle that boy

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Is her chin pregnant too?

THE WALL

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NOBODY CAN ESCAPE THE WALL

THE WALL COMES FOR ALL

Quetiapine would knock me the fuck out at first. I take more than 10 times as much now than back then, I still wake up at 3am. scared to stop though as I function better with than without. Also fuck going back to the psych ward.

"With the first overall pick. The Arizona Cardinals select. Sansa Stark. Winterfell"

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>I slaggy dagdy

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>implying you don't want to

IM NOT HERE
THIS ISNT HAPPENING

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nice catch

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We're talking about your current appearance not what your ancestors accomplished, Lloyd.

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Didn't Emilia Clarke also go through a fat phase?

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Pregnant irl, they didnt hide it well

L O O M I S

phase? it's over? i thought they gave her that massive coat to hide the fats

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Why you gotta tell them? Let them be retards its more fun.

Lol god damn.

I wonder if she actually thinks she's attractive.

Should have recast them.

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Ew

Think she's mad her cathedral burned down?

fuck off nazi, all europeans are white

Wait that was Gilly!

Had no idea who the fuck this was, thought it was a new character, jesus christ, thats rough

yeah because it involves a shit ton of makeup

>people age and look different when photographed from different angles
shocking. are you 12 or just retarded?

Yeah, but there's different ways to apply makeup.
Pale skin with black hair and black eyeshadow looks great.

wouldn't you be?

No matter what or how many angles you compare them from, that image is true.

Sophie Turner looks a lot better off the show though.

sorry man, but arya look like a cute tomboy-to-be in the earlier season, now she's straight hunchback of notre dame

It's true, goth easily adds a +2 to any woman's out of 10 rating. Dark hair + paper white skin is the best combo.

because she doesnt have her hair tied back and hides her moon face

I don't how she looks now. But this is picture is pretty old. By this time she could get fit.

I think it's more that her skin and hair color on the show aren't flattering. She looked normal in the earlier seasons, but now her hair is bright red and her skin is pale blue and it looks weird

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Correct.

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have to agree. Usually I couldn't give a toss about Sophie George but that goth pic makes her look looks hot af desu

She's probably a 6/10 without that hair a makeup, but holy fuck together makes it work.

Bran looks like a fucking neanderthal.

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ALL ACCORDING TO PLAN

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Why is he always so fucking smug bros?

>star
wut?

Its hot as hell.

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Disgusting but based.

Honestly gilly being fat isnt a problem. Hell its even realistic considering she spends all day sitting on her ass playing with little Sam. Arya being a double chin wonder is the real travesty here. How am I supposed to believe she is le edgy assassin dexterity extraordinaire with that double chin and her skinnyfat arms? If she put in even half the effort kit did then I could suspend my disbelief just a little bit

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>cope
pale skin is fucking disgusting.

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I'm Spaniard and I agree with him.
Pale skin is sexy as fuck, which is why I have a goth fetish.
Either pale or proper tan, inbetween is boring.

Norf diet of beer and fried food

Damn, a pepe and wojak nu4chan meme, you sure convinced me, millennial.

fix teeth you filthy subhuman.

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Too much pie

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>bong genes
Bran evolved into a super Jew

Who is she (male)?

that'd be nipps or russians

oh my god that looks painful

yike.

How did puberty give him a big ol’ (((nose))) tho?

Some goth girl.
I think this is her without makeup.

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You have to go back.

Maisie would be legit cute if she lost that extra weight and improved her posture.

for you

>cut marks on arms
hngg

lady tarly must have been feeding her like a pig because she reminds him of sam

ain't no one fucking her now

My Mum says she's pregnant with Sam's child but I can't recall this being confirmed apart from that awful sex scene.
I reckon she just got fat. Imagine being so out of control with your caloric intake that you cause inconsistencies in your work.

geezus fuck, maisie is aging like milk

OH NO NO NON ON NONONONO

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More food for winter as far as the other characters are concerned.

She also has some pics with a necklace with the symbol of the black sun and shirts with the Iron Cross, so I think she might be a neo-nazi, an actual one, not the lame ones of today.

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She needs to never stop her dance practice, when she gains 5 pounds it all goes to her chin

not really.

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Someone took the Fairuza pill after watching American History X.

i want to fuck this bitch and degrade her like a whore

>game of thrones star
>gilly

what the fuck

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How fucking old are you?

Too bad you're an ugly virgin lol

Cringed hard. You watch entirely too much porn.

>SHOOT 'IM! SHOOT 'IM! SHOOT 'IM! SHOOT 'IM! SHOOT 'IM!

>Bran is a Jew
>Arya has FAS
>Sansa looks good

Keep trying amerimutt

I may think this because I grew up with GoldenEye, Tomorrow Never Dies, etc but for me Pierce Brosnan will always be the quintessential James Bond. I've watched the others but none of them quite nail the character like he does. I think when you're the quintessential super spy shagger you can be pretty smug. Thats my opinion anyway thanks 4 reading

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>without makeup

Are you blind

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Seems like it.

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i told my mates that i thought she was the most attractive actress on the show, then bam this season she comes back fat and there are all ripping on me constantly now.

God fucking damnit you faggots leave Gilly alone. She looks cute as fuck. I actually got hard seeing she had gained weight. Fuck all you limpdickers.

The Architect...

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Imagine grabbing her lard while she bounces on your dick.

how can anyone consider this remotely attractive

This is why it didn't bother me. I would have stuffed my face like a pig too.

Sneed.

Because he won.

Only a filthy Turkish Cockroach knows what that means

shes pregnant irl you dunces

he was to on the nose, had no edge, like james bond for a breakfast cereal commercial, still like him though

How much of that is aging though? At least 50% of her "new look" can be fixed by not being fat.

she got pierced brosnan

The fucked up thing about it is that there is literally fucking nothing she can do. Getting fit won't do jack fucking shit about it because this is just how her body is. And if you take into consideration that she's only 22 this is just disgraceful. You can have all the money and fame in the world, but this is what you're still going to be no matter what. It feels suffocating just thinking about it.

the work of Bronson The Builder, one of the first men

gilly wasn't fat at all in detroit when she was topless, she gained a lot of weight real quick.

Imagine knowing you're about to cum, so you attempt to pull out and she wraps her fat thighs around your waist and her pudgy arms around your torso, clasping onto you with the strength of 20 good men as she stares deep into your soul, wild-eyed and grinning manically, knowing without a shadow of a doubt that you've just impregnated her.

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another glass of syrup, m'lady?

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Kek, not one GoT actress hasn't turned from a cute young girl to a 40 year old slag.

>cute young girl

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She was so cute in Skins. Why do women have to age?

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just looks like a retarded version of prime lexi belle

Now post a pic of your face so we can see what a stud you are lol

Source?

hey dont bring the irish down with bongs

>She also owns several restaurants (the “Fat Murray Burger” chain)

I think she dipped into her restaurants a little too much.

2017

whathappened?

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because he bond burguer your sister

Marriage and motherhood

>he doesn't know about Fairuza Balk
Fuck off you underage faggot.

Well she should clearly rename it to "Bond Burger"

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>super qt3.14 is dead

well played

originally planned to act as her mothers equally vicious partner in crime, she was killed off because she was bought by someone in UAE

nmff

Something similar happened with the punk bitch I lost my virginity with.
She was riding me though, I was getting close, I had no condom and she just covered my mouth with one hand and started riding me as hard as she could until I came, all while she laughed. By far, the hardest nut of my life.

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brainwashing works

Sam Slammed.

Only if my penis had a gun to it's head

what an exceptionally shitty tattoo

same ass as dany in season 1 in bathtub scene.

apologise

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Sam's eating habits rubbed off on her

To be fair, she was a wilding before and was poor and homeless. Now she's living a comfortable life with Sam and can eat all she wants.

>daily reminder this is a 10 in bongistan

you do realize theyre related right

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WTF how she get so fat over the last two years?

is that what sex is like?

based

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is this how zoomers watch TV shows now?

the picture is about whites

we are going to need to put you on a 1200 calorie a day high protein low carb diet and psychotherapy

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Someone probably told her that she was an idol for fatty, frumpy little girls and it would be tragic to be just another waify white girl star so she should get fat and she'd be the next Cameron Manheim. Either that, or she just got fat... because that just happens, too.

>fit=attractive
That's not how this works you fucking mong.
If you are a god damn goblin it doesn't matter if you beccome a fit goblin, you are still a fucking goblin.

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[Citation needed]

she's now eating sam's diet

she's probably a neo pagan white supremacist

>she's now eating sam

not like this

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feminism

Be more original.

Fuck

you fucking incels dont get it, she is a methodic actor and got fat to adjust more with sam
you know fat people deserves to stay with fat people
ugly people only match with ugly people

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>Millennials pretend as if it's inevitable because they don't want to admit they age faster than they should because of their garbage lifestyles.
Millennials unironically and literally think we'll all be dead in 12 years from Carbon Doom so it doesnt matter. Yolo because cow farts are gonna kill us is the yoomer religion.

have sex

absolute unit

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Literally just did, with my wife. How 'bout you?

The cope...
Where is that image with the average face by gender and location.

Imagine using your pregnancy as an excuse to get utterly fat.

>just did
yeah pretty sure ;)

For me, her getting fat is an excuse to provoke another pregnancy.

She's not pregnant.

When your wife got fat and ugly but you can't divorce her because you'll get divorce raped

>Arya is an assassin
Yeah, the kind that will walk right up to you carrying fancy weapons in broad daylight, look you right in the eyes, perform a few stunts with said weapons for demonstration, kill you, quip, then stroll out calmly with their hands behind their back. Wow, what a believable "assassin" Arya is.

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I find young chubby girls cute (18-23) but if theyre still chubby by 25 theres no hope and i only see them as hatefucks

that's what happens when you pick "cute" looking teenagers to play kids

Thank you user

What are you up to, fuckface?
She is really beautiful.
7th and 8th season I thought that she is the most beautiful person in the whole series.

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she was, woman tends to gain alot of weight during pregnancy because fuck you

But preggo women gain weight in their stomach, not their face. She just looks fat.

She doesn’t look like that without hair, makeup and photo editing dumbass.

I have know who she was since i took a girl to see return to Oz but only a Filthy Turkish Roach (of was that a Persian Pig) or some one who read all about her in teen beet knows what that means

I want to hold this bitches hand while we talk about our feelings listening to some Misfits in the background

Sounds kinda gay.

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You're gay

Literally the worst pic I could find and she still looks a million times better than any of your jew actresses.

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they start to eat like pigs because the hormones and shit and stop caring anymore how they look because thinks pregnant women looks fat anyway

Why is Burzum the biggest poser band ever

God, I wish she were

Hey, I never said my wife was a looker.

>virgin

Its fucking cold here we need to eat

ive fucked many girls

CSB

It's not like those goth girls have many bands to choose from nowadays.

Absolute unit.

I see writing properly is too hard for millennials.

Too much to handle for manlets like you,
If she breeds with some nordic guy like me then the offspring will be a fucking giant, dominating you gay sissy children in school and will have a brain volume like all your children combined.

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Myrcella was minor enough of a character to recast, and it was still a travesty, becuse the originl girl still looks hot (esp. considering she dies that season)

>meme tattoos
dropped

What's a non-meme tattoo?

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i hate all tattoos but these "outline" tattos are the hottest meme trend right now. so they can say look i got a tattoo without actually going through any of the pain