Have you ever considered suicide?
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Yep!
I'll tell you one thing for certain you don't mind dying once you peaked over to the other side
It'd make mom sad.
40% of the trannies here have gone through with it
Please tell mom this is not her fault
zoomer "banter"
daily
It has passed through my mind everyday for the last 14 years. It is more of a comforting feeling now. Like a room that always has an exit.
5 days to go
Every single time I die in Halo I want to put my nuts in a meat grinder
My mom once said "I feel you died years ago and all I have now is the husk of my son" Mental illness is fun for the whole family.
Jesus dude your mom said that? that's pretty grim
Had a sports injury that nuked my brain. Personality isn't what it once was.
Even still that's a pretty fucked up thing for your mother to say. It's not like you were a careless NEET or junkie, I would've thought she'd have more understanding for something like a traumatic head injury. btw how did it happen if you don't mind me asking
Skier that got caught in an avalanche. I was dead for a bit there. Lack of oxygen killed some parts of my brain. It was a family group therapy session so it wasn't exactly out of the blue. It didn't bother me because I don't have empathy anymore so it was like someone saying I have a stain on my shirt.
/pol/ is right about clown world. You need to shift your perspective from tragedy where you feel sorry for yourself and lament how shit your life is to comedy where you actually laugh about how shit it is and hunt for moments so stupendously improbable and contrived that you laugh as you ponder if all of this exists merely to test your capacity to suffer.
Do you feel any different? Did you notice any drastic changes yourself from after the accident or was it family who brought it to your attention?
Anger mood swings over nothing. Don't feel empathy for people or events. Don't get excited for things.Had to relearn how to walk
Right when I was about to graduate is when I broke my leg, and was unable to complete my diploma. It was 2007, dawn of the financial collapse. My mom married some creep who always stalked her when she was young, but he had a house so she would survive. He later abused her and I would send her money for her rent but she ended up dying of lupus.
And I went homeless. In that 1-2 year timespan my grandparents have died, my estranged father died of cancer, two of my friends killed themselves, my dog died.
I started with literally nothing at age 18.
I spent a year and a half before someone hired me to a gruelling job 16 hours a day, 6 days a week. From then on I was a gravedigger, a janitor, a demolitionist, I tore down burned buildings, flood damaged buildings, I worked in a mine, I welded joists in a dark pit, worked in a machine shop where people would lose limbs every day. Took a job as a caregiver in hospice where I held people as they died. But I was still homeless.
I slept on pavement every night. People would jump me or I'd wake up with no shoes. So I saved up and bought a car, slept in it. I kept saving. Years went by. I hated spending money because I felt like it was my lifeblood. My life in dollar form.
At age 24 I had saved $120,000 and I bought a house in cash. Due to Tesla gigafactory home prices went up nearly 250%. I sold that house for $300,000.
I moved to Arizona where properties were cheap and bought an entire residential block in Black Canyon City, 6 houses, which I rent out and use those profits to buy more properties.
I am 27 now, a slum lord, and own 7 properties outright and growing.
I will never have to work again, I can eat drink what I want buy women I want. Everyone I know is either dead or in prison.
So why would I kill myself given what I have started as and where I am now? Were all these deaths for naught?
I told myself I would win this game for them, and so far I have. The game isn't over yet.
You ever watch the Crash Reel? Soul crushing film.
Are you Dexter now?
Yes, considering it right now.
Tried it once when I was younger but failed just like I do at everything else.
Yes
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put captain solo in the cargo hold.
it's a line from the assassination of jesse james you pleb
do it faggot
you've got a stronger spirit than most then
>worked in a machine shop where people would lose limbs every day
calling bullshit right here, OHSA would literally assfuck anyone running that business in a microsecond.
We had a guy lose a single finger and they went ballistic over that.
Everyday for the last 6 months, now my doc has tested me and found theres something wrong with my testosterone levels.
I have to see a specialist in the next 2 weeks, and theyll find what the cuase is, and start treating the hormone deficiency.
If its testicular cancer ill ride my bike into incomming traffic, and wipe myself out under a truck.
Itll be weird going on hormones, but maybe itll change how ive been thinking about things
This.
Put the things in perspective.
Varg killed a man and burned a church.
He got 14 years in jail.
Now he is free, a white wife, many white kids and he lives the pagan dream.
How many years have you been mentally imprisoned Yea Forums?
Think about it.
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you were not in the fucking tunnel creek avalanche. If you're serious, damn.
for all you anons not from the pacific northwest / seattle area this was a huge story when it happened and a massive tragedy. I snowboard at stevens pass and have looked at this section many times before. If you're telling the truth man, I just want to say I am truly sorry for what happened to you. That was the most devastating avalanche in recent pac nw history.
>assassination of jesse james
Thank you for recommending me a nice film to watch friend so I can become less of a pleb
following up, if anyone wants to read a crazy piece about tunnel creek avalanche, check this out
nytimes.com
it's one of my favorites my man i think you'll enjoy it
too bad Varg is a cringe larper
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Na, I made that all up. Just wiki'd avalanches of the last 10 years. I'm a compulsive liar but thanks for stroking that for me
Your mom is a top cunt bro
you do have a mental illness it's called based syndrome
Nice pasta bro, almost fell for it 8.3/10
my only form of social contact is browsing suicide forums and Yea Forums and i attempted suicide last month
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If you already convict me for the crime of wrong thought why shouldn't I just go murderous mental and rape and stuff?
Does the left have no idea what is doing?
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Mom told me I'm not allowed to kill myself. I basically just keep trucking to help out around the house since dad is worthless. I fix stuff, paint, do yard work, various maintenance, run errands. It wouldn't get done otherwise.
But I'll be goddamned if I didn't wake up every day lamenting the fact I didn't die in my sleep.
How you fail a suicide?
Jesus Christ
maybe you shouldn't let liberals live in your head utilities included
Constantly. I'm just too much of a pussy to dive into the unknown. I'm basically at a point where I don't see things possibly getting better though.
The dedication necessary to change my situation might just be beyond my capabilities now.
how do i get this woman to step on my balls in her high heels
Been trying to think of a painless way to do it for a while.
What? With Godzilla: King of the Monsters only 40 days away? I think not.
I tried to when I was 13 but I worked myself up so much that I vomited all the pills I swallowed. Nowadays I just constantly daydream and catch myself grinning at the thought of killing drug dealers and bikies and eventually dying in a large scale gunfight.
cops were on a random patrol and found me, had to go to psych ward
>larper
Have you ever gone larping? Cause I did that in college and it usually never involved murder or church burning.
look into helium tanks
based mom
Not seriously but I do think about it. I'm not in a great deal of unbearable suffering to really consider it.
I'm just a lonely loser with no goals and no interest in my old hobbies, bored all the time and with a pessimistic outlook on life and existence. I'm basically Rust. That being said I might do it after parents are gone.
varg did all that shit not in the name of any ideology but because he was a cringe black metal fag trying to be edgy. his actual original ideas and rants he posts on youtube are larper tier and reek of autism
I want to mix it with alcohol as I'm too much of a coward to do it sober.
Thats a homo suicide, like a woman and muh pills muh slit veins. Just shoot yourself or hang yourself or maybe not do it at all, retard. Don't do it.
>I'm basically Rust.
>bruh thats literally me
shooting yourself is as painless as it gets. if you do it right the bullet will destroy your brain before the pain signals would even have enough time to get there.
shooting and partial hanging is painless if you do it right
immolation? now thats a real mans death
>hang yourself
This.
Honestly the patrician stoic way to do it.
thanks partner.
*tips hat*
I pray for death every day.
And he got only 14 years and now he lives a happy self sufficient life.
And I'm contemplating if asking a woman out for a coffee is some sort of rape.
were you caught in a car burning rocks at the park? did you get to keep your phone in the psych ward?
>it's a Truman wonders what would happen to the show if he killed himself?
trad posters are such boomer slaves.
>And I'm contemplating if asking a woman out for a coffee is some sort of rape.
dude the internet is not a accurate reflection of reality. do you really think the average women irl will think rape when you try talking to them? as a white collar wagie this sort of shit just doesn't really exist in adult life, those blue hair SJWs that get triggered by everything don't get far in the real world. that's why they spend all their time online (like stormfags and /pol/cels)
yea i got to keep my phone. i was doing CO suicide by combining formic acid and sulfuric, had some rope as backup though
Gotta agree. Its the greatest moment of your life and you choose to go through it like if its nothing? Just like how shit it would be to go on your sleep or unconscious. For me its seppuku followed by gunshot.
I don't wanna die but I think my amphetamine addiction might be the death of me. I can already feel my heart doing weird shit and my body twitching all over
>do you really think the average women irl will think rape when you try talking to them?
t. chad or brad
kek i'm as average as you can get just a little tall
i remember your thread from other chan. at least you lived to share a great tale mate, for what its worth. or i suspect you are the same user i should say.
>dude the internet is not a accurate reflection of reality.
I thought that asking her out for a coffee is an attempt at rape long before I went online.
Asking her phone number is rape.
Actually Yea Forums helped understand that it isn't and I'm just retarded brain damaged.
>do you really think the average women irl will think rape when you try talking to them?
Yes, I project my insecurity and I hear them cringe and say I'm raping them and laughing or throwing up behind my back.
I see the disgust in their eyes.
I know that anxiety, that fear of people laughing at you behind your back. One thing I learned through all my years on this earth though is that women ain't shit
based
What do you mean?