Keep your chin up

My wife and two kids were killed when she drove to visit her parents one day. I spent the next year pretty much just drinking myself to sleep each day.

I would drink and come to Yea Forums to post shit while drunk, one day i decided i had enough and made a thread saying i would kill myself.

I got a few replies before it was deleted

I ended up calling my mother and crying my eyes out to her over the phone, she told me i cant kill myself because if i do then who will take my wife and kids flowers on their birthdays.

I didnt kill myself

The next day i saw pic attached, which was what i used as my thumbnail for the thread about killing myself. The person who made the thread said something like

user who made the thread about killing yourself yesterday, i hope you are still here and having a better day.

I wish i had saved that.

Thanks Yea Forums it might be stupid shit posts but it can mean something to someone.

Today is two years since my wife, son and daughter died.

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lmao

Have sex

but what if I don't want to be alive

tl;dr

make new kids you pussy

I actually remember both threads. I posted saying how I thought about you the next day. Add some flowers from me user

>getting married
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JUST

based Yea Forums

what were their names

>she told me i cant kill myself because if i do then who will take my wife and kids flowers on their birthdays.
Brutal. Hang in there buddy.

kill yourself faggot

So edgy! Who'd mess with you!?

I'm not OP but I'm going to repost this tomorrow

And I'm going to change the fifth line to "I did kill myself" but continue the story exactly the same otherwise

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>she told me i cant kill myself because if i do then who will take my wife and kids flowers on their birthdays.
You know they’re still dead and unable to smell the flowers, right? Your mother is an idiot and so are you.

Literal incels seething in this thread because they're jealous that you even had a wife

Based. Fuck OP

le edgy 15 year old

Only thing from Yea Forums i ever saved, reminds me of this thread, still curious if he died

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your wife lmao

Fake and gay

Idont know if it is but i saved it

Sorry, OP. I feel for you. Both my wife, her son and her boyfriend also died a few years back. I miss licking his cum, but what can you do. Life goes on.

>tfw have no excuse for being a pathetic virgin

I wish I had a tragic past so being an alcoholic was expected of me and people would cheer me up and pat me on the back for managing to do everyday stuff.

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I remember your original post

That Nathan episode is gold.

>Searching for posts with the image hash ‘X6P//LWhN43Qv5Y2dQtNvg==’. 1 results found.
Fuck off!

glad your ok op but srsly have sex

I just googled around, shit doesn’t exist in any news. You can bet your ass that’d be a top news story

sorry to hear that dude, but glad you're doing a little better.

Suicide details dont make the news on general principle

>t.journalist

Shit bro, that's fucking sad to read.
I mean, it's awesome that you're doing a bit better, but if that situation had happened to me, I'd have just drank myself to death in a few days.

You may not know it, but you're a stronger person than you realise. And I know it may sound silly, but I have all the sympathy in the world for you. Hang in there, man.

Meh, tragic pasts aren't all they're cracked up to be.

I was raped at age 5, got beat up every day at school, dropped out and literally went insane. Started hearing voices and other, worse shit. Never went outside for a few years, until my dad gave me a job, then spent the next 15 years slowly acclimating to the world. Without ny meds or therapy, btw.
During that time, I had a kind of relapse where I went off the deep end and started drinking like a fish, just to get up and go to work every day and function normally. even drank at work, while driving heavy equipment, lol.
Got no sympothy though. Everyone either thought I was a dumbass, or gave me tons of shit about it.

By the time I met my wife, I seemed outwardly normal, except the more than social drinking, but when we initially moved in together, she found out I didn't know a lot of basic, normal shit and she helped me figure it out. I owe her everything I have.
And then after our first son was born, she went to jail, he got taken from us and I was alone again. Just for a year, though. I got both of them back and now everything's cool, but that ordeal didn't help my problems. I ended ip drinking more than ever. My dad was the only symlathetic person during that drinking binge.

I'm still not right in the head, and sometimes I have this horrible thought that maybe my wife's just in my imagination, and I'm really locked up in a psyche ward or something. But my every day work life is too fucking stupid and annoying to be a made up fantasy...
And I still drink a ton, but somehow manage to keep it secret now.

My point is that having a tragic, or pathetic, or normal or fucking crazy life is all the same. It's all bullshit. If you wanna drink yourself stupid every day to numb whatever pain, or just because you love the feeling, or becajse you just can't stop anymore, then do it. If that's what you want, then do it.

Life isn't an anime, you don't need a tragic past to be pathetic.

oh bloo-hoo, poor you

>I was raped at age 5
i bet u loved it homo

How do you manage the spell sympathy that wrong twice

I honestly don't know if I could keep living if my wife and kids died; not that I have any of that right now, but thats a top fear of mine. I'd probably commit Sudoku on the spot

It's cheaper to have you working than keep you in a funded ward. So in all likelihood, that is not real.

That fuckin sucks dude I’ll shitpost with you any day

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Fuck off attention whore.

what did your wife do that got her arrested?

just get a new wife and kids.....

I know people on here like to rag on people showing genuine emotion, but I just want you to know that I feel sorry for you, and wish you the only the best.

wait there are non-virgins on this website..?

a cunning plan

I'm sorry user. Good luck

>daughter

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