>be 3rd world monkey, diagnosed with autism
>mocked by everyone in school
>closest thing to a friends are anons from 3rd world imageboard
>whenever i feel bad i always know that i still have my Yea Forumsros
>10 years have passed
>barely could finish college because i'm stupid
>25 yo, no job experience past basic part-time blue colar laborer shit
>still single, still living with parents
>parents got old
>no money
>no free neetbux/welfare because it's 3rd world shithole
>that one imageboard with "friends" no longer exists
>it's 5 AM and i can't fall asleep crying like a bitch remembering older happier times
>the only reason for not killing myself is "i don't want to make my parents sad"
Any movies for this feel?
Be 3rd world monkey, diagnosed with autism
Isaac Walker
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Caleb Lopez
Have sex
Joseph Nguyen
Don't listen to this guy op I encourage you to NOT have sex.
David Bell
hope it gets better for you my friend. plenty of time for your life to improve
Colton Thomas
Not your fucking blog.
Aaron White
Vote republican
Jonathan Campbell
It's your own fault for being born in America.
Jose Sanders
same here, but I am 4 years older than you and a touchless kissless virgin.
Lucas Foster
>he thinks America is first world
Robert Hughes
Dylan Peterson
lol just be born in Finland dude
Jeremiah Green
How are you manage to hold yourself together?
My life is just one big denial, trying to ignore everything bad and compensate it with momentary satisfaction:
Finally get some money and buy tasty food? I'm happy
Find interesting video game, play it for a little bit. I'm happy.
Find a good song, listen it on repeat whole day. I'm happy
Find a good movie, watch it. I'm happy.
Day comes to an end, i take my sedative pills, and i'm falling asleep. I'm really happy because in sleep i don't feel reality, it's like i'm in another world, there is no suffering. I love sleeping.
I wish i could be always sleeping.
Blake Long
>barely could finish college because I'm stupid
m8 the fact that you could finish college at all means you're smarter than most people, stop shitting on yourself and own your accomplishments.
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Ryan Wood
Reading Comprehension
0 / 10
Julian White
What this guy said. If your country is as much of a third world shithole as you repeatedly stress in your post m and you finished college there all the same, you're probably smarter than the majority of your country.
William Harris
>touchless kissless virgin.
LOL
how do people manage this?
Nathaniel Cox
>How are you manage to hold yourself together?
I don't, I am a mess and everything around me and inside of me is degrading.
There is no hope for a better future and I cant even name any reasons to continue besides reading funny jokes on tv and not wanting to make my parents sad.
I'm starting to lose it man.
Just be a loser a nobody and never go outside.
Juan Diaz
i'm on your boat OP
i try to learn shit but all i could think is "you have to practice this everyday 3-8 hours a day, for 3-10 years for success" i don't have that kind of patience
Thomas Wilson
It's not your typical western college, more like community college or en.wikipedia.org
Besides, this education gives me nothing because finding job in this shithole is hard if you don't have connections or +2 years of experience in said field.
And as i mentioned i'm autistic, i have a hard time speaking with people.
I failed every job interview because i always spill my spaghetti and people look weird at me because i'm 25 with full-time 0 job experience
Adam Torres
hmm I'm 27 with 0 job experience but I guess I'll manage once I get good at coding.
Cameron Jones
>pick up programming - an autist's dream job
>work remotely
>???
>PROFIT
Kayden Fisher
I'm stupid. Math is hard for me.
And even in IT industry it's still hard to find job if you are old and inexperienced.
Christian Sanders
99% percent of programming jobs do not revolve around math, but your autistic drive for structure and organization will be useful. Freelance boards do not care about age / experience that much.
Also movies.