Friday night

my days off are Wednesday and Thursday, weekends are meaningless to me

Posting webms mostly.

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Maybe because you quitted your job

i feel bad for my mom, she thinks i should get friends
i don't want friends, how do i tell her that?

working at valero houston - manchester.
trying to get a glimps of samantha watts huge tits here at the plant.

That's pretty much a given, I'm just surprised that all she needed was 2 days.

Yeah don't, try every meme thing like fixing your diet and workout it before you go to your doctor and tell him/her you have depression.

I have nothing better to do, I am a NEET hikki and I am here everyday.
watch movies and youtube and browse Yea Forums all day.
also 29yo and touchless kissless virgin living with parents.

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It's Saturday morning retard. Almost 10am

it's not even 4 yet

What else there is to do?

because I just spent 2 hours waiting for a tow I didn't need because I accidentally triggered some kind of security lock bullshit on my car and also because I hate myself

It's for the best then

From Austria back to England, just had a holiday skiing and snowboarding

i just got out of work

t.mailfag

>29yo touchless kissless virgin living with parents
Same but minus 10 years so it's more acceptable. How should I spend the next decade, Gramps?

download a lot of porn, play videogames and watch more movies.

Actually mirtazapine is the only bearable one I have found but it still doesn’t fix my negative coping strategies so yeah I get CBT from a therapist for that and luckily I’m Scottish so it’s all free. But yeah maybe try combination of both user that is what is working for me but it’s always 1 step forward 2 steps back because of my mental coping strategies but if you are American maybe try out the memes.

user he replied to, what kind of CBT and does it help?

drinkan bottom shelf vodka watchan Sopranos S1, probably going to sleep in 20 min so I can get even more drunk tomorrow, since it's dark out now

shut the fuck up namefag piece of shit, we see it once every seven days and the faggot jannies delete it if friends make the thread too early

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CBT stands for cognitive behavioural therapy. It’s a talking therapy that identifies how your mind works and why it does. It’s linked to your earliest memories and usually how your parents treated you or didn’t I suppose. For instance my dad had a stroke when I was 2 years old although he survived he then got a spinal injury which means he has chronic pain for the rest of his life. So my world view is pretty bleak so I’m working on that with the therapist. It helps you identify why you are the way you are.

It’s really good helps you understand your self. But I suppose you were referring to cannabis oil which apparently can be beneficial which is only prescribed to people who really need it like those with severe physical pain.

Why is that faggot got evangelion behind him? Big fat rapist boy. I love the sopranos.

>friendless depressive fuck
need more info?

i think im in hell

This is just purgatory where we construct our own personal hells.

Thanks, no I did mean cognitive behavioral therapy - so how often are you talking do your doctor?

It’s funny this could apply to so many people we think we are alone but we aren’t. It’s okay to feel sad no wants to feel that soul crushing sadness but it’s okay we are just taught that it’s not okay. As men at least I can’t speak for women.

Same as always. Too bored to write the same things. it's not even anything original. Stuff happened, I'm behind on classes, I'm a friendless KHV and have gotten fat from the booze and food. I'm slowly cutting down everything, but it's a long road. At this point I don't even care for tv, movies, whatever. I've seen so many things and can no longer justify sitting down for an hour each time. Apart from that, the usual anger at the state of the world. The niggers and shitskins keep flooding my country, bringing their filth with them.

But, I think things will get better. They're supposed to get better. They have to get better. And I'll try. I'll keep on trying till I fall because... There's nothing else to be done. I know what I want, so I might as well go out and get it. Because if I don't, somebody else will. And that I cannot accept. I'll use my hatred to as a sword and I'll carve out my utopia. With blood and rage an- I'm rambling again...

In the end, I'm going forward. There's nothing else to do, anyhow.

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Every 2 weeks. It took me years to get to this point though. You have to wait for ages. They first send out a community nurse then if that doesn’t work you get to where I am which is a doctor who if you are lucky knows what they are doing.

It’s so hard though because you talk about really personal stuff but it’s really amazing because you just get it out and my doctor seems to really get me so it’s really helpful but it’s hard because I still don’t feel completely at the other end I might never will but all I will say is if you feel shit talk to someone even if you like just say it out loud alone or with someone is better. It’s a great time to open up because this is the era of mental health. It’s a crisis but also good in a way because people are talking about how they feel now. I don’t know maybe I’m rambling on and it may seem like a meme I know I thought it was but you have to open up and not deny yourself to feel the way you feel. We are taught from a young age as men to suppress our feelings but it’s totally horse shit. Being shut off makes humans go crazy. You have to let your emotions out don’t do what I have done for decades and suppress yourself.

Friday, Sunday, Monday, Wednesday who gives a shit.

Why do you think things will get better? Life is cruel and brutal, nature is cruel and brutal.
Do you ever think what makes the doctor qualified to judge your state of sanity? How do we know what is sane and insane? the only reference we have is what a majority of beings believe on a ball of floating dust in this solar system. None of it makes sense.

appreciate it, thanks for all your advice user, best of luck

At work shitposting.

because I have no confidence in the real world and only here do I feel like myself

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>Why do you think things will get better?
Because I'll keep on trying and I know what my capabilities are.
>Life is cruel and brutal, nature is cruel and brutal.
I know. And I like it that way. Not everybody wins. I'll just make sure I do. There's nthing besides that. It's all there is.

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Waiting for a really pretty girl to get ready so we can go to a comedy club.

Just be yourself bro ?

So life is only about self aggrandizement? So what's the point we're all going to die an be forgotten.

why are YOU here?

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Listen if you were insane you would be admitted to a psychiatric ward but it’s not like the movies, books and tv doctors know the world is crazy they don’t just label a person insane anymore they understand it’s more of a spectrum. Hell most doctors are very rigorous before they attach a label to a person. They don’t even really use bipolar as a descriptor anymore because it’s way too black and white of a term.

Continuity of circumstance, same question could be asked of you OP.

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Why do you always have to rub it in

to see how pathetic everyone is

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>So life is only about self aggrandizement?
It's about what you want it to be. I simply have grand goals.
>So what's the point we're all going to die an be forgotten.
Who cares? If nothing matters, then everything matters. I don't care if I become King of the Ashes, as long as I have a throne to sit upon.

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You think fridey night is your ally? I didn't leave my house until I was a man, and by that time it was nothing to me but frightening

I’m at the club :) I guess that calls for an AMA

To post ITT

nope, it doesn't. Have fun

No and you can avoid hell, here's how
youtube.com/watch?v=-fGxOCJCRpA

because i have no friends, friday night is just like any other night of the week

where would a guy with no friends even go by himself?

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how did she spring it on you so quickly, did she pick a fight or what

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I'm a lonely almost-28 year old faggot with no friends, no life, and nothing to do except work a menial wageslave job and post on Yea Forums(nel).

based

I’m waiting for my income tax, so I can start life again

All it takes is one bad day.

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Screencapping all of this so I could bring it up the next time you fags try to act tough.

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Are you new? We have this thread every Friday night and there's been way more depressing/ah-bloo-bloo instances of it.

the worst part is I don't even want to be here
I want to go out and spend money and hang out with friends and do stuff
I can afford it and I have transportation
but I don't know anybody
people treat me like a school shooter without even giving me a chance
its like the whole needing experience to get a job thing. I need friends to meet people and I need to meet people to make friends.
the idea of a girlfriend is just a far gone dream at this point.

I peaked in middle school.

i stayed in so i could make the ">Friday night, why are you here?" thread but you beat me to it. i'll try again tomorrow.

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Ah-bloo-bloo...

>today is friday
who cares?

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This also. What are chronically lonely people supposed to do?

you sound like a school shooter to be honest

Fair enough to each their own.

cool, thanks dude.

friday and saturday nights are when the boomers reign, with our svengoolie & joe bob briggs threads

I want to make a tummy thread

Because there's nothing to do.
I used to go out on Fridays with my friends. We'd go through a couple of towns, and just hang.
Not much to do where I was from but it didn't matter, just going and doing retarded crap like climbing the goal posts at the football field was fun because, we were all there.
Then, I got older, I went away for college. I buried myself in my studies and my misery.
Now Im a long way from home, have no friends, and long for the old days. I sit in my room, read 4chinz or read books to try and pretend Im improving myself. Meanwhile, my other friends have either left my hometown, or are workin on leaving.
If I could go back, things would be different, how I long for the simpler days, if I could go back for just one night, it would be the closest thing to Heaven on Earth I know of
youtube.com/watch?v=9Hu2ZsBi67k

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shut in neet with no friends. I’m here because I’m always here.

Based, I'm always here too

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you're in good company

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My girlfriend of five years left me last week and I'm wallowing drinking steel reserve at my parents' house.

im a neet with no friends

get a motorcycle. at least you'll be able to do wheelies.

fag

if you're not fat or overweight (slightly overweight is fine), just copy some dickhead's style, get a new haircut, shower regularly and make sure you always smell nice, and even if you're ugly, people will want to be at least friends with you.

>Wash the dish
>Think I'm alone, feel safe
>Start singing some loves song that goes like "My heart rest at the bottom of a rose bush, at the bottom of a rose bush rest my heart"
>Roomate (girl): "Hey nice voice, user'"
>Jump scare, I drop the plate I was washing, it breaks on the floor
>I take a step back, my arm hit the pile of plates I just washed
>Most of the pile drop on the floor and break themselves
>She can't stop laughing and turn red from all the laughing
>I'm so embarrassed I want to kill myself
Plus
>I'm in love with her and she sleep with a different guy every week
>I offer coffee and breakfasts to those dudes in the morning because they're her guest and I don't want to be rude, and they tend to be nice and polite too
>Don't feel any anger, lie in bed watch the roof and fall into melancholia wish I was handsome and had some charisma instead of being a goofy, clumsy, anxious 30 years old virgin
>The only good point is that she follow me from time to time when I wander to nowhere, except it crush my soul furthermore

Spilling the dish instead of my spaghetti.

thanks, frens

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Why at your parents house? Why not at your own house?

based and redpilled

>My girlfriend of five years left me
reason?

>>The only good point is that she follow me from time to time when I wander to nowhere, except it crush my soul furthermore
what the fuck? is she your mother?

Because I choose to.

>being a cuck for a girl you arent even dating
Christ i mean this has to be even lower than actual cuckolds...

I swear i read this shit every week in these threads. Maybe not exactly about the gf, but someone wallowing about and drinking steel reserve. So what the fuck? Is it the same user, or do this many of you actually drink Steel Reserve? If so why? Its fucking disgusting.

>all these mopey mellies.

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>being in love with a huge thot who fucks everybody except you
What is wrong with you? Even waifuposters are not that pathetic.

Can we all agree that steroids caused Hardy's back acne?

Why not? She is really nice to me. We have alot of conversations and we get along really well. Am i supposed to hate her because she isnt sexually attracted to me? Or because she has an actual sex life?

because im sick as fuck
can someone recommend me a film with a charismatic male character or one with a cultlike following

That new joker film

Sorry fren

Don't love that bitch. I don't care if you live with her, you're supposed to stay emotionally detached from such creature, especially if she's not attracted to you but I guess you're such a big cuck that you can't understand that.

It's a bit of a convoluted story, but I'll give the abbreviated version:

>living in a nice apartment with the gf since summer of '17
>jan '18, get my back broken in a work accident
>I get really fucking lucky in recovery and am still able to walk aside from some numbness in one leg, but I slowly start to develop a drinking problem since my state's retarded laws required me to be off opioids within a few weeks of the accident
>I get the best job I've had in my life, making $80k a year as an engineer designing slot machines
>freak work accident results in emts thinking I'd tried to off myself (milling machine accident resulted in my wrist getting slit. no cameras that side of the prototyping shop)
>get institutionalized for two weeks and lose my job
>I've managed to quit drinking by this point but have become a huge asshole. I start to drive for Uber to make some cash after the gf quits her job after having a mental breakdown due to my emotional abuse
>we get evicted a few months later for failing to make rent. She leaves me and goes back to her family in another state.
> I'm delirious half the time due to pain from my nerve damage and threaten to drive out of state and kill her male best friend who I thought had talked her into leaving me.
>I finally realize how much of an asshole I'd been. nothing much else to lose at this point since I don't any decent job offers on the table at the moment, so I start drinking again to numb my physical pain

Also, no. I haven't posted this on Yea Forums before. Might've gone on about the work accident part on a few other boards once or twice.

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and as far as the steelies, I've always been extremely frugal even after leaving the starving college-student phase of my life. I can stand the hobo-piss taste, so there's not much reason for me to drink anything better.

we're all gonna make it bros.(except for the people that don't give it the slightest bit of effort, they won't make it)

you sound like a retard

I was invited to hang out with a few people but all i wanted to do all week was play some games but couldn't get into them because 2 free hours isn't enough time to get into a game but I'm so depressed from life in general i can only sit here and browse the internet. I don't regret not going out cuz my buddy was being a faggot at work today. I hate construction and construction workers. Fuck what anyone says I'm ganna get a student loan and go after something i enjoy (wildlife bio) my only hesitation is people like rangers make 25 and hour but atleast i'd be doing something i love. If i stick with my shitty job i could make that much money in however many years it takes to get good at concrete but I'd probably not get happier. What was the question?

It always amazes me to see how much energy people can put into self-destruction. There are NEET anons who had everything against them from the start and normies like you who just decided to have a shit life.

I played guitar and watched Taxi Driver, then I ERPed on F-List.

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Link your profile fag

>Alters 179
>179

I'm about to take half a xan, a shower and maybe watch A Ghost Story or read for a little bit. Tonight is my night in :)

im a fat semi neet with no hopes for the future, no girl, alcohol addiction. should prob just end it

f-list.net/c/salacious saint/
f-list.net/c/four scoops/
f-list.net/c/muh bbc/

I don't know your preferences, so here is a female, shemale and a male for you.
Pretty cool, right?

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>files taxes
>somehow owe government $500 this time around instead of getting money back
If I just don't bother filing they'll do it for me right?

>pay less taxes get less refund / potentially owe
dunno why people find this so hard to figure out

First time this has ever happened. I got a promotion at work and i'm guessing they didn't bother updating anything or I moved into the next tax bracket.

The less money you make the less you pay the government

I left for work at 10pm last night and got home at 2pm today fuck you I want to stay home.

Because I just got back from Shazam, wanted to shit/phonepost about it but I need to finish RDR2

Anyway Shazam was bad. A locked in 2 out of 4

Actually have a date tonight (one that I actually care about). There is hope anons.