Any good movies about a guy in his late 20s who feels haunted, guilty and paranoid on an almost consistent basis, contributing to his existing proneness to sabotage himself and deny himself happiness or genuine pleasure due to his fundamentally negative self-image and immature perspective?
Movies where no love interest randomly appears to rescue the protagonist would be appreciated.
Stardust
Billy Madison
my life
Imagine basing your entire identity on an MS Paint ghost man
PI
Generalized anxiety can be treated, go outside more
this is just bpd for guys
Any movies about the cringeworthy retards who actually identify on a personal level with generic wojak variant #28247, designed as a broad catch-all for pathetic 20-somethings who wallow in their own self-pity and go "broo thats totally me.. im so depressed and cynical too"?
I used to be incapable of guilt when I was in grade school and high school and then once I hit 19-20 it hit me like a wave and now I feel guilty constantly. Its pretty weird.
This, just follow the SWEAT pledge.
just go join foreign legion or something
OP here and throughout my life I've always felt comfortable being in my own company for prolonged periods, mainly because I liked myself and wanted the best for myself. My conscience was clean beyond acting like a brat to my single mother. But I made some mistakes a couple of years ago which has tarnished my reputation in the eyes of some people I respect (and potentially more people if I ever "make it" in my chosen field). At first I didn't think much about it, but I know what you mean about it "hitting you", because my conscience at one point just forced me to reflect on my life and I remembered all the shitty things I'd done and said in my early 20s. I tried to undo some of the damage but even so, knowing I may have negatively affected anybody else without justification just kills me. Every day I dwell on this and just can't get over it and smile or see life in a positive manner.
im bipolar 2 and everything checks off except the agoraphobia part, im not scared of leaving the house I just have no where I want to be.
Most of those "symptoms" are generic shit that occurs in most normal people, and especially introverts.
Don't be a self-diagnosing faggot.
Taxi Driver
Yes, user - the only two paths in life are whiny manchild with no life experience or mindless wageslave with no future prospects.
There is nothing else you can do with your life, so you should just keep crying about your absolutely average situation on the internet.
>OP here and throughout my life I've always felt comfortable being in my own company for prolonged periods, mainly because I liked myself and wanted the best for myself. My conscience was clean beyond acting like a brat to my single mother. But I made some mistakes a couple of years ago which has tarnished my reputation in the eyes of some people
Are you literally me ?
you must be a scholar IRL
get litty please
fucking hell stop trying to make being depressed a personality
Brazil
user sees himself as the protagonist, and as inherently important, despite being the most uninteresting and unimportant person alive.
The only way he can cope (without having to do anything to change his situation) is by visualizing himself as some "tortured soul" or "silent protagonist" type of character, and by exaggerating his moderate failures and bad decisions to a point where he tries to convince others that he can't possibly get his life back on track.
If you see someone post OP's image, you can be SURE that they're absolute cancer.
>If you see someone post OP's image, you can be SURE that they're absolute cancer.
yup, they felt too excluded from the boomer/zoomer memes so they had to make their own garbage meme about how they're in their 20s and depressed and it's all very deep and existential
Millennials are a fucking joke
t.user with no work experience or resume.
Work sucks, life sucks, life sucks worse with idle hands and an empty wallet.
Bow to money and death your true gods because gaining one and avoiding the other will ensure a life of good.
literally go and get a xanax prescription
>used to be extremely good at first person shooter games
>it's the only thing i enjoyed and looked forward too, spent thousand upon thousand of hours practicing and competing
>getting older and feeling myself lose my edge
>get hit with the realization that i wasted all that time and it hasn't done anything positive for my life
>just a washed up boomer with nothing to show for my life
movies for this feel?
Not everyone is bound to a job they hate, user.
You chose your life, and now you're choosing to remain in your soul-draining comfort zone and cry about it.
>get hit with the realization that i wasted all that time and it hasn't done anything positive for my life
you enjoyed it while it lasted though, didn't you? not every hobby needs to give you something tangible in return
the big lebowski
Here's a tip buddy, quit feeling sorry for yourself.
Get off of this site and make a change for in your own life. Nobody can do that except for you. But, as you admitted yourself in your diary entry here, >sabotage himself and deny himself happiness, you don't want to be happy.
Fuck off, cunt.
the biggest redpill is leaving Yea Forums for good
ITT:paranoia schizophrenia
Meds helped me. Seek help
>ITT:paranoia schizophrenia
lol no it's just depression and anxiety
and joining twitter instead
leaving the internet is honestly the healthiest thing a person can do
Yeah that's true i guess, time is enjoyed is never wasted.
still feels bad that it cant last forever, time to find something new i suppose.
None of the whiny faggots here are ever going to admit that a lack of willpower is the only thing in their way.
There's always an excuse.
That movie is just real life. They don't make movies about that unfortunately.
But then what will I do with my life?
>willpower will cure my autism and health problems
take your normie advice and shove it up your ass bud.
are there people with autism and health problems living happier more productive lives than you are? the answer is yes, so think about why that is
Different user hear. You have to fight thru the autism and health stuff. We all do. I seriously doubt your problems are worse than mine, and I have started accepting that it's just going to be a daily fight. .but a good fight.
name one
Ah yes, those damn health problems.
Quite unlucky that you were born unable to do anything but browse imageboards.
Too bad, I guess there's nothing more to go for in life, user.
This post reeks of self-pity.
The fact that you're letting petty shit define you, use a blanket term like "health issues", and willingly reduce yourself to a helpless manchild tells me everything I need to know.
I've worked with plenty of assburgers and autists, even ones who could barely type out a message - yet they've got far more life experience and respect than you.
RJ Mitte
temple grandin
just be yourself bro
Me.
Sperg, anxiety, severe asthma, right shoulder busted to a point where I can't lift anything.
also a high-school dropout
Yet getting a job hasn't been a problem - you have literally no excuse.
>heh I'm socially awkward I'm so AUTISTIC!! XD
You're scum. I've known people with actual autism, and down syndrome, that are happier than you will ever be, because you are a sack of shit that doesn't want help, openly admits it, but yet wants to people to take pity upon you.
Have dilation.
how did you even get a job
Good deflection, user.
Don't let anyone force you to take control of your own life.
this, actual on-the-spectrum autism is totally unrelated to the cluster of personality traits that have become synonymous with "autism" on here
Most of the retards you see on here are probably closer to BPD, if they're even diagnosed.
I've worked with bipolar youth before, and it's just a constant barrage of self-important rants, senseless aggressions and constant attempts at making others feel sorry for them.
this whole thing has been an entire psy-op against normal looking white males, i'm old and i've noticed changes to this site since 2005. this site has been a social experiment for certain companies and lots of people have been manipulated i.e the kid that blew his brains out on live camera not too long ago.
Then fucking kill yourself
You sound like a woman
Clerks by Kevin Smith
doesnt exactly meet your description but i feel you might get something worthwhile out of it
love interest did randomly appear, thought she was too good for me and didn't want her to find out how much of a friendless loser I was
"Kill me, Pete"
Kill me, Pete
>a guy in his late 20s who feels haunted, guilty and paranoid on an almost consistent basis
Fuck. I can't believe shit like this can hit close to home.
Pete is a nigger
it's just cold-reading your generic millenial socially-isolated, too-online depression
This. There about 6 things listed which are the same just reworded
DON'T SAY THAT ABOUT PETE
>it's another 'normies ruin a comfy thread' episode
Kill me, Pete
Drugstore cowboy
Kino as fuck.