I’ve gotta make something of myself

I'm 30 years old and back in college re-doing maths+english and I have no idea why. I started taking anxiety meds two weeks ago for the first time ever and they aren't doing shit. I can barely handle being in the classroom with other people and I'm close to dropping out. Oh and both classes are all girls besides me. I literally want to die.

sounds like a bad position to be in. lift weights, learn to cook, learn to manage your nutrition. learn to tailor your clothes, learn to cut your own hair, learn to be frugal and conservative. at least then you'll be human.

Rich, famous, and good looking and young and tall

dubs i kill myself
One thing I have found is anxiety will not go away unless you confront it.Alot of people expect things to get better when they get older this doesn't happen you may be anxious until you die unless you confront it

That's a description of Elliot Rodger after he got on the news

I literally subsist on an extremely cheap diet, lift 5 days a week, and have well fitted clothes. I’m still like this, none of that helped. Everyone I see around me is way better than me.

Hw was short and low status

Who hurt you?

Ask yourself honestly, what do you want?

Have you considered the fact that you're irreversibly broken and that nothing will make you normal again? Because I certainly have.

They'll never accept you user, just despise them for what they are.

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Yeah but if they’re better than me then it doesn’t work. Like if a 5’0” male tries being mean to a 6’0” male the taller guy can say “at least I’m not short”, and then everyone will take his side.

or more likely he would just smack you around and all his friends would laugh, I've seen it happen to manlets that pick fights with lanklets at bars and it never ends well

everyone is fake, you are entirely the persona that you project to other people

I'm guessing youre around 19-21

It is over.

Keep posting here for like ten more years and it will fix your problem.

Bro I just was like u now I dont even care about that faggot feelings

We are the next step of mankind evolution bro

i'm literally the same.
you're not alone bro

write 2D Western porn games
get in on the ground floor

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Fellow oldfag who went to back to college here. I'm 33 now and have I more year left. Honestly, if it hadn't been for my gf pushing me to stick with it I would have dropped out my first year.

>gf

Yeah, I can't relate to you at all. Like i said, I can't stand being in the room with people because of my anxiety. I can barely concentrate on the work. Everything's fucked and I have nothing :(

You have anxiety because you think everyone is internally judging you. They're not. Unless you make yourself the center of attention nobody is thinking about you or gives a shit.

Not true, if you are visibly awkward (you are) many people will notice and will judge you. This can be as simple as you walking funny. The only way people would pay you no heed is if you already were fitting in.

Not him but I wish you well mate.

1. Get more sleep
2. Start Nofap

SS + GOMAD

I thought this was the case but then I found out people at work were mocking me and hitting on all my biggest insecurities. One girl said I look like a virgin.

Yeah I don't know why people peddle that "nobody thinks of you" bullshit. Listen to people, they gossip about each other all the time. If anything you just have to accept that everybody will judge you.

How often do people "condescend" you?

It will only get worse user. You can fight it, you can take pills, get therapy but you will never beat it. You just got an unlucky roll of the dice.

> It's ok user, you're ok, I will be your friend and not give you toxoplasmosis like those fuckhead cats will

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Well, are you?

This place is like the wendigo from Pet Semetary. You were always destined to be here. You have never had free will and all roads have lead you to being trapped on Yea Forums forever

nobody cares robot, back to your hole

Yep. I was astonished she could tell. We all dress the same so it’s not that, I’m not fat or ungroomed, I’m not short, I’m not bald, I’m in good shape compared to everyone else there.

stop fapping 5 times a day

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Women can smell insecurity like dogs can smell fear.

This is incredibly true. Not sure if "needyness" is the same thing, but at any rate, they spot that too.

A sure sign somebody is a virg if they completely tap out of the conversation when current or past relationships are brought up.

Singles and I'm gonna make it

If you never talk about your gf or have a pic of her on your phone then it's pretty evident you're a virgin, specially if socially awkward as fuck.
There's no fucking female magic behind it.

I never spoke to her. This was a comment made about time to other women there. I still work there, don’t know how. I almost ended my life that day out of embarrassment, they were all laughing at me.

I must seek redemption by proving them wrong.
youtube.com/watch?v=hsJ8GV3WnwU

People either judge you or think nothing of you.
The only acceptance I get is from broken unpersons like me that I don't want to be around because society hammered their and my worthlessness it into me. I want to accept it but wishing for an end to this life of pure misery is just far easier.

Only when you get the trannies and normies back out of there

take kratom you dumb bitch

this. we are all actors and the world is a stage
t. Hamlet

Create something new and unique that others can admire. Then you'll feel the smug satisfaction of being better than them.

>I can’t interact with others normally, my self esteem is so low that I never feel comfortable doing it
>I get intense anxiety even looking at other people
>wants to become famous

Retarded nigger wojak poster

>mfw I didn't get the script and everyone is expecting me to say my lines

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free will's a bitch. Read Shakespeare and at least you'll understand life better, and you'll sound smart if you can effortlessly rattle off his quotes.

I get anxiety from my objective inferiority to them, if I become famous I will be at least subjectively better than most people I come across and therefore wont feel miserable all the time

Being rich is all that matters.

Dude, just be yourself LOL

They can smell autism/assburgers too.

I hope things get better for you, user.

seriously how can they know?

It was probably because I look straight down whenever I accidentally make eye contact with people

That isn't a need, that's a want. Do you need to be rich or famous? You don't deserve either and that's a hard pill to swallow

What do you mean by deserve?

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