How's it going Yea Forums? Still planning your suicide?

is this video existentialism comedy
youtube.com/watch?v=HpZq3ul1ld4

Maybe try LSD or Shrooms first. DMT is much, much stronger and more intense of an experience. But I've been depressed and LSD forced me to be introspective and changed my outlook to be more positive, and also appreciate what I have more.

Do it, tranny

Interesting. I guess it'll depend which one I can get a hold of the easiest.

Most posters are actually the dead stuck here

cosmo did the same thing and look how he turned out. it can go both ways

i vaped some once those were some of the weirdest longest lasting 10 minutes that i can't even put in words and i felt kinda dissociated for like 2 weeks afterwards. You should try it if you don't have a predisposition for schizophrenia in your familia

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who's cosmo

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No post yfw the suicidal thoughts are gone

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I get my stuff from Deep Web Markets like Dream Market. I don't trust that a street dealer would give me actual LSD and not just a research chemical instead. Often, they don't even know they're selling a research chemical because the effect is so similar.

Did he? I thought the diet of liquid estrogen did him in.
Did you see the clockwork elves? Not that I know of, just anxiety if anything.

Good thing he has a scope there or else he would miss

don't go down this rabbit hole

i forgot this is Yea Forums. some internet famous speedrunner who turned into a tranny freak

Kramer

i literally can't put the trip into words, and know i don't think that i saw the clockwork elves kek

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Not him but I've smoked it several times. I never actually broke through like some people's trip reports but my room and walls were covered in geometric patters and it felt like I was instantly pushed into a 300-500ug lsd trip. It only lasted 10 minutes or so but feels much longer. I also felt like I was telepathically communicating with an invisible entity, it felt like something was present in my room with me, it also felt very familiar which is strange as I hadn't smoked DMT before. I obviously understand it's a hallucination but people I recommend that people experience shrooms or acid first as they are much easier to stomach. The geometric patterns looked similar to the scene in Enter The Void where the protagonist smokes DMT.

why don't white people ever block ventilation and burn charcoal indoors?

that's like the #1 most popular method in east asian countries.

the neighbors parrot is outside 24/7 and screeches at the top of his voice, how do I make it look like an accident?

I think deep web is definitely the way to go, I'll take a look on dream market, thanks.
Sounds nuts, it's definitely something I'd like to experience at least once. I suppose it's a good idea to not jump of the deep end and try shrooms or lsd first though.

Are you just gonna scroll by without saying howdy?

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Suicide isn't something deadbeat white males do until their mid-40's

skg

howdy, howdy are you feeling brother?

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there are carbon monoxide alarms everywhere. I could uplug all of the ones in my apartment but the kitchen or bathroom fan stack could trigger my neighbors. Then i'd be resuscitated as a retard for the rest of my life

>tfw helium tank arrives tomorrow

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Just run a water hose from your tailpipe into the car

Having a party?

I'm too tired to kill myself today

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lol my family put me in debt, beat me up and thrown me out. already been homeless for a while, now I dont have a job, no friends, and no money for rent. this might be my last month alive

my best idea is begging. this is what my parents taught me, how to beg lmao. they're both alcoholics homeless houndreds of thousands in debt

Im on the verge of a panic attack to be honest, have difficulty breathing sometimes

I'm really sorry to hear this. I hope you get back on your feet soon. Is there anywhere locally you can go that helps the homeless? Like a community center, YMCA or something?

>advocates suicide
>dosent kill himself
Fuck this frog

I tried, I still had a job then and the lovely lady told me the only place they can put me is in a town too far for me to commune to work, so its shit out of luck basically. And then I slept in the park and lost that job. no one really gives a shit about the homeless, maybe if you're a woman or a nigger you have a higher chance, but not me lol

its a myth that anyone gives a fuck. no one gives a fuck

Na
I have weed,hentai and Yea Forums

Who cares? Nobody cares! Remember these things im telling you C.

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Watch out for the elves.

That really doesn't work since the invention of the catalytic converter. You'd be made too uncomfortable by the fumes and give up before you'd pass out.

not until 2025 haha

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Is this how zoomers greentext?

At your point why not lie on your resume?I never understood why a homeless person wouldn't lie to get any job you are homeless what can you lose?
Can you blame peoople for not caring?How much did you help people when you were not homeless?NO ONE you didn't help a single person.What about all the dangerous homeless popel the drug addicts can you blame people for not helping them?

If you're going beg get a sign and stay out near the doors of the most popular mall.You don't deserve anything from others be greatful for every dollar.

Don't mean to be harsh but this is a dog eat dog world.I hope all works out for you just to see if you give anything to anyone.You won't.

Based

bro Im not angry at people I know that they are fucked up themselves. I just stated the facts

Im going to beg online, write a story and maybe get some bitcoins or paypals, if not then probably try to get another job or hang myself.

I spent my entire life caring about others and this is the very reason why Im homeless right now by the way

Is that why there are so many trannies here?

reddit is the perfect place for e-begging , write a sob story and say that you're female
that should give you at least 30-50 bucks per thread and account

GO TO A POPULAR MALL SIT OUTSIDE WITH A SIGN YOU WILL GET MONEY
>I spent my entire life caring about others and this is the very reason why Im homeless right now by the way
Explain before mods delete and I don't want you to kill yourself
Online might not work since people might think you are a scammer
Tell me your story
Please don't kill yourself people have come back from much worse freind
youtube.com/watch?v=_WSQEnxs3L4

still waiting on Dune my little green friend

well essentially I never had a stable household, moved around a lot and even changed countries when I was a kid, done lots of drugs and stupid shit, lost jobs, friends, fucked bitches, lost my mind, had physical and mental health issues, and eventually ended up homeless. obviously its longer this is why Im writing a story that will be maybe 100 pages long? I dont know

it didnt happen suddenly like I was some sort of law student and my family died in a crash which lead me to homelessness, its more like I was always homeless bro.

I feel like a burden, not just to my family but the whole world
what else can I do than to pollute this planet even more? there's nothing to look forward to

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Why can't you go now that you don't have a job?

Um Dune sweety

I might do that, its on my list of options if no one reads my blog. I think that Im a good writer though and had an interesting life so maybe will get some unexpected cash from that first

>well essentially I never had a stable household, moved around a lot and even changed countries when I was a kid, done lots of drugs and stupid shit, lost jobs, friends, fucked bitches, lost my mind, had physical and mental health issues, and eventually ended up homeless. obviously its longer this is why Im writing a story that will be maybe 100 pages long? I dont know
Have you quit drugs?

Look I have been suicidal before even recently mostly i am like that for days.I know that when I feell like that no one can help me no matter what they say.Does the country you live in have any social services?Maybe homeless shelters?(be careul if you go to one they can be dangerous).You do have a lot of problems but I have not seen one you cannot come back from.It will be hard but you can still live.You need to tackle your problems and not in a shallow i;ll beg on the internet or kill myself.Don't kill yourself.Your life is not over becuase of all these things.Focus on all your issues
list the problems you have one is housing other is mental or financial.Notice none of these are permanent other than perhaps mental issues
>inb4 reddit
I'm being candid

why do you feel like a burden , are you a neet?
try to do some exercises at home (yes this sounds like shit advice) but it really helps
Go for walks, do anything my boi.
Have you seen a shrink yet?

I'm not christian nor do you have to be to appreciate the god memorandum by og mandino just yt it

Take counsel.

I hear your cry.

It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam.

I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shedding his blood on a cross.

Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm.

I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure.

You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years.

You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure.

You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security.

You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse.

You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you with bloodless eyes of shame?

Where is the grace of your manner, the beauty of your figure, the quickness of your movement, the clarity of your mind, the brilliance of your tongue? Who stole your goods? Is the thief's identity known to you, as it is to me?

Once you placed your head in a pillow of grass in your father's field and looked up at a cathedral of clouds and knew that all the gold of Babylon would be yours in time.

Once you read from many books and wrote on many tablets, convinced beyond any doubt that all the wisdom of Solomon would be equaled and surpassed by you.

And the seasons would flow into years until lo, you would reign supreme in your own garden of Eden.

Dost thou remember who implanted those plans and dreams and seeds of hope within you?

You cannot.

In 1984, members of the Rajneeshee religious cult contaminated a city water supply tank in The Dalles, Oregon, using Salmonella and infected 750 people.[1]

In 1992 The Kurdistan Workers' Party (PKK) put lethal concentrations of potassium cyanide in the water tanks of a Turkish Air Force compound in Istanbul.

In 2000, workers at the Cellatex chemical plant in northern France dumped 5000 liters of sulfuric acid into a tributary of the Meuse River when they were denied workers’ benefits.[1]

In 2000, Queensland police arrested a man for using a computer and a radio transmitter to take control of the Maroochy Shire wastewater system and release sewage into parks, rivers and property.

>en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_supply_terrorism

that really depends on what you consider to be drugs. I binged on junk food and smoke periodically, and obviously all the dopamine from sensless trash online is a serious drug. I havent smoked weed or done any official drugs nor even drank a beer in a long time though

My depression is getting worse
I got home yesterday from work and slept for 3 hours soon as I got in, cant remember the last time I napped
Had microwave tomato soup as my only meal for the day then went back to sleep

Why don't suicide booths exist yet?