Stop making excuses not to, and drop acid

Get a job at a restaurant, and make friends with the white bussers and dish washer. Those guys always have good hook ups.

Yeah, you recommended the same to me and honestly I've been more and more tempted to try it. It's weird because I do live near the third (or fourth, I don't remember) largest city in Brazil and yet it's difficult as fuck.
Testing it is a bit of a hassle, specially considering how most of the best acid I came across was given to me by a friend who bought it somewhere else.
Also, that original recipe thing, is it real? Because dr. Hoffman was a bit of an activist, I think it's very hard to believe he didn't pass it on to at least close friends.

I don't even drink alcohol. I don't know I just don't care about drugs

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Hotel people too

Yea Forums is too autistic for that

what for? my life is already one big bad trip

It’ll help make sense of shit, give you perspective and seriously improve your general mood for a month or three.

Never knew nausea from eating them was a thing. Both times I did it I just put the whole eighth in my mouth and chewed it up. Tasted like pistachio

I can't quite vouch for the "perspective" part but it does leave a lingering good mood for a long while, from a week to two months in my experience (and it's honestly the part I'm most thankful for)

I’m sure there were many copies of the recipe, but the word is that all of the copies have been removed from circulation. That’s why you can’t get pure LSD anymore. People have gotten close, but no one has replicated Dr. Hoffman’s recipe yet.
Honestly though, if you’re in South America, I would recommend ayahuasca. Does the same sort of shit as acid, but I’ve heard the positive side effects last waaaaay longer. As in, depression/anxiety etc. goes away and doesn’t come back. But, being from South America, you would know better than I would. Failing that, psilocybin is probably also relatively easy to find.

Yeah, that’s the thing. Even if you don’t have an incredible, life changing trip, it clears depression up like it was fog.

I know, I'm the guy you talked to yesterday and like I mention, all my friends who get into ayahuasca rituals end up becoming quasi-cult dolts.
I'm too much of a stirnerist to get into that sort of love-in crap, I just wanna see my own death, time as a spiral and maybe get in contact with my own pentadimensional being or whatever Grant Morrison shit is in with the kids these days.

(I should also mention psylocibin is VERY easy to find in my town in particular, but the pastures where you'd find them are also near the town's slums and a bit of a body dumping ground. That's LatAm life for you)

Shit, I didn’t know that was the scale you were referring to. Probably best to avoid any kind of cult like activity, especially when your part of the world is burning down. Definitely recommend shrooms over anything else, then. Just try your best not to get any that are body-adjacent. I can imagine that getting into your head at the wrong time and seriously fucking with you, or not, depending on your feelings about mortality. Just the same, shrooms will give you what you’re looking to get.

Experienced an ego death on my second trip and it was pretty traumatic and I haven't done it since. Really want to though so my last trip isn't a bad one and now that I'm more educated and able to let go

Disabuse yourself of the notion of ‘good trips’ and ‘bad trips,’ especially since you got to experience ego death. The key to psychedelics is that you will never see or experience anything that you don’t NEED to see or experience; that doesn’t mean everything you need to see and experience is going to be pleasant. Experiencing ego death is the sort of life changing trips that can lead to serious self improvement and radical change. Sounds like you’re ready for the third one, and yeah, like you said, just let go.

Yeah a few days after that "bad" trip I went abroad for a few months and I was the most curious, adventurous and open I'd ever been. Didn't think about the role shrooms had played in getting me there until way later.

To be fair, I'm being a bit of an alarmist because some friends got robbed at gunpoint in that region, the truth is the state I live in is pretty chill (we're like halfway between the druglord chaos of Rio de Janeiro and the farmlord chaos of the Amazons, we're mostly concerned about mining dams exploding and contaminating our water).

You seriously lucked out, man.

but I can't find any

What are your feelings about DXM?

No opinion. The sort of people that like robotripping have scared me away from it, lest I become one of them.

fuck off morrison

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Psssst, you can buy lsd research chemical analogs and have them mailed straight to your door if you live in the US or Canada. It's perfectly legal as well.

>Lost my best friend of 12+ years 3 months ago
>Suicidal depression from the moment of waking every day, nothing makes me happy anymore
>Get some acid from a friend to try and clear my head
>Trip 2 days in a row, feel happiness again but just play video games and jack off all day like normal
>Next day I'm back to the same shitty feeling
>tfw your depression is so strong even LSD can't break it
I'm thinking of taking a higher dose to try and induce ego death, but I don't want to end up actually killing myself or something stupid like that. How long should I wait before I try again?

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Now to figure out how to ask about the process without sounding like a narc

Google and reddit are your friend

lysergi.com
I've had the 1P-LSD recommended to me, but do your research and don't be an idiot.

Bro you need therapy and maaaaybe antidepressants. LSD can help, but it's not a magical cure.
You typically want to wait two weeks between doses. And please get a trip sitter if you're going to take a higher dose.

I buy ALD-52 from them fairly often and have had 0 problems. It takes about 3~4 weeks for the snail mail to get to me, though

Good to know, thanks.

Please talk to someone about this.

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How did they died?

OP here. I have very serious depression and anxiety as well and as psychedelics can help, they’re no substitution for medical help, which is what I personally recommend. See a therapist and talk to them about the various options open to you; my last shrink was totally open to non-traditional alternatives in addition to medical intervention and was open to writing recommendations for ketamine, lsd, psilocybin and MDMA therapy, but I didn’t have the money. More importantly, remember that you can get better and that there is help out there.

I watched Thor Ragnarok on acid. That was a crazy experience.

I have still yet to see it sober because I don't want to spoil the memories.

Now to add ‘Thor Ragnarok’ to my list of movies to watch while tripping. Not sure why I didn’t think of that myself. Dr. Strange sounds like it would be worth seeing on psychedelics too.

Dude, that scene when he gets pulled down by hands, and the fingers of his hands branch out into more hands with fingers with hands...

But yah, the colors and space shit in Thor blew my mind. The Willy Wonka scene had me and my buddy crying.

>buddy is crying during Thor Ragnarok
>get weird looks from normies
“He just really likes Jeff Goldblum.”

What cartoons aside from like, Super Jail and Rick and Morty are best on psychedelics? Like, stream of consciousness shit with bright colors and the lot.

Disney's Fantasia

I'm such a boring person even my trips are routine (watching Adventure Time and listening to King Crimson). Done the same shit like 10 times

Only want to try microdosing shrooms to see if they can resensitize my dopamine receptors. Nothing else in psychedelics interests me.

Microdosing psilocybin paired with daily mindfulness meditation will boost your brain plasticity through the roof. In that state you should be able to eventually make huge lifestyle changes without the usual amount of effort.

>tfw bought tickets to see King Crimson in Sept and made plans to trip during the show but work now needs me to cover down on that day
It's not fair, bros

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so Way is bringing them all back? what about Dorothy?

He brought the Brotherhood of Dada but with new members.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Federal_Analogue_Act
It's actually not legal in the U.S.A.
It may be legal in Canada though.

is his run worth a dime so far?

Key word is illegal for human consumption
So it's a bit of a gray area.
They won't go after you for buying this shit and having it mailed to you. Worst they'll do is seize the package at the border if you ship it, which is why you pick the snail mail option.

Just skip past the time you work. EZ PZ.

Looks like Dorothy's coming back in November

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I'm enjoying it quite a bit.

That's what sick leave is for yo, that or getting someone to cover your shift. Incidentally, I can't believe the band is still active

I want Cliff to drop the Chief off a literal cliff.

It's the military and my leave was revoked because there is literally no one else that can do the job that needs to be done, so I'm fucked. I'm out the cost of my plane tickets too.
Stay in school, kids.
Fripp is still going strong. As long as he lives, the band will go on.

You could just take two or three tabs, turn off the lights, turn on the music with some sound cancelling headphones and pretend.

That's probably what I'll end up doing.
I just wanted something different this time.
Oh well, there's always next year

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...

Aight where can I get some feedback on this shit, my country's new president is an anti-drug fanatic and I don't wanna risk my teaching job

It's actually good and fun but at the same time if kinda feels like a fanfic of Morrison run.