What's on your mind today, user?

I'm tired of political shit in my fiction taking front seat to the plot. Whether it's pro or anti whatever it feels like people forgot how to write

Why this two dicks have a movie and the one of Happy Tree Friends is frozen in the water since 2015?

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Ah I just miss my friends

Trying not to kill myself. Regretting not putting in my daily drawing practice, but the depression is so real that as soon as I'm off work, I crawl in to bed and cry myself to sleep. Keep having horrible dreams as well.

I want to strangle someone to death.

I hit a deer with my car last night and have been cleaning up that mess.
Other than that, I dunno. Money?

The existential ennui that comes with celebrating something on a yearly basis.

And succubi.

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Did they say they were ever gonna do superior foes ?

Trying to decide on more poses for a collage of /ss/ threesome porn I'm drawing

nothing much everything is OK

this but with my husbando instead of a waifu
im gay

A lot actually, got into a argument with my new manger at work, my aunt is still in the hospital batting cancer, I need to buy myself a new car before the 20th of next month and the AC isn’t working at home so it’s going to be an oven when I get back.
But I’m also thinking about what else I’m going to add to a bit of fan fiction I’m writing, I’m calling it the Infinite Six. Six of Spider-Man’s villains happen onto one of the Infinity Gems which gives them a major power creep and Spidey needs to stop them, one by one.
Silvermane - Power
Stegron - Time
White Rabbit - Reality
The Spot - Space
Hypno Hustler - Soul
Lizard - Mind

Who REALLY killed JFK?

shitposting and sadness. I turned 20 a few days ago, and feel like i wasted my teenage years. didn’t have any friends, go to any parties, get a girlfriend etc. all i did was stay inside all day shitposting, read comics and watch anime. even worse, i think my 20s is gonna be more or less the same.

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The Mafia.

I'm trying not to fap because when I fap it seems like bad things happen.

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I keep thinking about what heroes are supposed to do when they have won and everybody goes home.

What my next step will be. I’ve recently had a moment of clarity of who I am and what I want to do, so now I’m figuring out how to go about it.

JFK
He staged his death because he had AIDS and wanted the country to come together

kinda wanna bingewatch some shows but also get rid of the feeling that im wasting my time

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It’s really fucking happening, isn’t it? I’m making a movie. A real movie. I have so much shit to do, I really can’t spend time thinking about anything else. That’s a lot of money... I can’t screw this up. So many people are counting on me. Why am I on Yea Forums right now?

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shut up Boco

Thinking about how I've wanted to do a webcomic since around 2006. Always put it off because I wasn't "good enough" at drawing yet. Go through several phases where I lost all interest in art because I wasn't improving fast enough. I always end up coming back, but I've stagnated hard the for the last like 7-8 years.

I think about how if I had just started when I "wasn't good" would have just improved while doing the comic and would likely be leagues above what I am now with a decade of content behind me.

I think about that and then I doodle a bit and practice and go "just gotta get a little better THEN I'll start it".

Do a throw away web comic to give you a creative release, and when you generate your following, no matter how small, you will feel obligated to continue. When your skills have reached a point where you are happy and proud of your work, end your first comic and start your masterpiece.

Thinking about how feasible it is to publish a physical print fully independent comic like Crumb and all those people in the 60s. I don't want to do webcomics and I don't want to be an online guy, I just want to sell some comics.

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>don’t want to make use to God’s gift to independent comics
Why?

I'm thinking about a theoretical Stars Without Number Animated series with a sick sci-fi rap soundtrack, thinking like budget deltron 3030 with a bit of homeboy sandman, following a crew of 5 weirdos doing odd jobs for all these wacky but morally grey-ish factions

Tired of being alone

Mostly because my digital art is terrible and I don't want to adapt when I've spent so long trying to get good with pen and paper. Also being an online personality seems pretty draining.

Ambivalence. Just lost another relative to sepsis, and I've been trying to keep myself busy to keep from thinking about it.

thinking about fapping

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Learning to not feel anything at all. Feelings are bad.

Scan your shit, bro. Traditional artists still work online. If that’s your aesthetic stick to it. You really don’t have to keep that much of a presence. Be the weirdo who rarely talks and let your art speak for itself.

If you don’t go online, you’re missing out on such an opportunity for your art to be seen around the world.

Went to see Spiderman by myself earlier today. I'm terribly self-conscious and hope nobody judged me for being a lonely loser.

gayanon who is your Yea Forums husbando?

good luck user, maybe someday i too will make my movie.

good luck on your porno.

I suppose you have a point there. I would still like to see if I could get somewhat professional looking physical copies because there's something about print media that just has more soul to me.

Thanks fren. Remember the best course of action is to just fucking do it.

Kek

Even if I lose weight I will alone for the rest of my life.

I didn’t deserve to have a vacation in italy, I didn’t even care much about it, someone else less fortunate would be more deserving of it
I wish I didn’t exist, and that another better person could have been in my place as the family’s youngest
I’m spoiled, I sometimes unironically think I should have been abused more
I’m a literal autistic faggot who has a lifespan of 36 or under
I’m too disturbed to be a person who can make a comic
Maybe everything is overexaggerated, and I can’t admit that I’m a terrible person who’s insecure about a normal privileged life

Can’t help you through your self doubts, I don’t know you well enough. What I will say is much of the best art, especially in comics, are created by truly fucked people. Don’t ever think you are too “damaged” to make art. Damaged people make great art all the time. No excuses. Hope shit works out for you.

I doubt they did, it's hardly a social event, no different than just watching tv alone in your house really

Working on a ttrpg that I'll never scrounge up some money for art for and thus never publish. So no one will ever know or care about it other than me.

A bunch of shota rape doujins. I just love watching evil big guys raping cute little boys.

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Link?

Shotas are for tender loving and /ss/

I wish I knew me too

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Literally no one cares if you see a movie by yourself. I love doing that whenever I have the chance.

Are you funding it yourself? Or is this with a studio?

I pitched a rock solid business proposal to big money around town. I had everything air tight. Script, marketable idea, location, equipment, proof of concept short film that was self financed, distribution plan, everything. He was the last domino, liked my idea and pulled the trigger. It feels like i’m in a dream it’s all happening so fast.

Whats it a remake of?

It’s not. It’s just a marketable horror movie concept at a time where horror is booming.

Very proud of you, user. Good luck and I hope it goes well!

Thanks user. It's gonna be a crazy year!

hey man I am kinda at the same place and the only thing I can say is try to change it up but also not to pressure yourself like you have to fulfill some standard. Doing interesting things for te sake wont make you fulfilled, but find something that fulfills you, a way of living, a goal. Or if you dont need that, stop caring about this enforced standard that you need to have an active life, maybe that will fix it too
my life basically only starts right now because I'm somewhat sure what I'm actually doing.

Just organizing some folders for the upcoming storytime weekend of pain.
I plan to start dumping Sonichu on Thursday, as I work Sat/Sun and it took something like 5 threads the last time I did this.

Have a preview of some of the newer stuff.

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Don't die, work on your art. you can do it.

I judge you far more for spelling it Spiderman instead of Spider-man.
I go to the movies alone 2 or 3 times a week.

>2 or 3 times a week.
Do you actually enjoy all the movies you watch or do you just like going to the cinema? I go alone too but generally I only see a couple movies a year that pique my interest

This. pretty much this.
Just my waifus are 3D and not 2D.

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>2 or 3 times a week
Wow. I'm lucky if I find a movie I like once a month. The only thing that actually gets me out anymore is when my local theater has classic movie night.

I go see pretty much everything that doesn't scream absolute total shit. recent things I've skipped include The Secret Life Of Pets 2 and Ugly Dolls for Yea Forums related.
It isn't all great obviously, Late night was terrible but I like Emma Thompson so thats the only reason I went.

I fucking miss being suicidal, I was a better person back then.

I'm only NGMI in art because i'm NGMI in life. I don't know what I can do to save myself.

Explain

There is no easy way. I got out of the hole by realizing that it really doesn't take a lot to make me happy. As gay as it sounds, meditation changed my life for the better. I learned to just live.

It doesn't take much to make me happy either, but it takes even less to make me worse. 8 hours a day getting screamed at doesn't help either, company refuses to do anything about my mental well being, and gives zero fucks that I've had to start taking pills because of the job. And by the time I'm off, I'm so drained that I sleep for 12+ hours straight, just to wake up and go right back to the same hell.

Maybe it's time to make a change?

no they are for brutal doujins

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I've tried. I can't find other work out here, and the only shit available to me puts me right back in the same spot. Same shit, different company. I want to just quit and get unemployment, but i'm afraid they'll not give me it for quitting due to mental health issues. The company made me sign some really scummy shit to try and waive legal liability and stuff to prevent me from using it as an excuse for unemployment.

Maybe the line of work you're currently in isn't for you? My only suggestion is to not sit still. If your life is causing you this kind of pain, there are always avenues to change it. Hoping it'll get better on its own doesn't work. Think hard about what you want to do with your life, but remember, never give up.

It's 100% not for me. I used to love it before the company went to shit and everything went downhill, but the main fuckery factor of getting out of this bad situation is money. And I'm not really qualified or educated to do anything other than IT bullshit. I'd love to go back to school and do literally anything else, but I have no money for it. And because I'm rural as fuck. it limits my work opportunities as well. And since again, no god damn money, I can't just move elsewhere because I can't afford a deposit, etc. Living with family is also out since it's the other way around. Only one I have lives with me because she's disabled and can't work. So it feels like short of a miracle, I'm not going to be able to get out of this shitty situation.

>Only one I have lives with me because she's disabled and can't work.
Fuck man that's rough, I'm sure she's grateful you're taking car of her though, hopefully you can pull through eventually and get a nicer job

Does she collect disability at least? Have you thought about IT at a school? From what I understand that is a low stress job. Not too knowledgeable in the field so no real advice there just a thought.

If all else fails, you can get into the kings of unskilled labor. Construction or Waiting tables. It's tough work, but you'll have money and you wont have to deal with much bullshit. I wish you luck brother, keep saving up whatever you do and try and get the hell out of there.

I'm overthinking buying an old 80s Casio digital watch for a measly 400 kuna because of my deep seated fear of poverty.

Her disability is under appeal because she got her case thrown out by a judge who was disbarred or whatever for throwing cases out without actually reviewing them. And I've gone to school for IT, i'm certified for a bunch of shit and even for cable install, etc. but all I can find here are shit call center work.

I legit was gunna go work at the subway, but they closed it down. Gas station isn't hiring, either. Outside of that, our town is so small we really just have the post office, which already has an employee, and government positions that are already full.

I hope shit gets better, but I've learned not to be too hopeful. Thanks for hearing me out though. It helps.

Are you cute? I made money selling porn to old faggots.

I bet many of them would want to watch a rural boy doing lewd things for them.

Not him but how much did you make? I'm not cute but I have a big dick, could I do the same?

There's a few webcomics that have been pissing me off but I realize if I talk about them here they'll get attention that they don't deserve. They're not so bad they're good or tumblr trash but they're the kind that idiots will defend if they get their hands on it.

>digital art is terrible
Found the retard

Join the club brother. I've been thinking of looking for decent bars where I'm at, just to break up the monotony and get outside my own head for a while.

Tupac

>MY digital art is terrible
found the illiterate

No, I read it correctly, but having a strong foundation in traditional just makes learning digital that much faster and easier.

He's either not as good as he thinks, or he's a boomer that is scared of technology.

Why anything bros?

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Looking for things to look forward to that happen somewhat soon

loneliness and cartoons and vidya

Yes sir...

I do this alot. I've given up for the time being and just focus on ironing out all the kinks in the plot. If I have to fall back on pure writing to get out my high school magnum opus then it needs to be damn good. I think good art can mitigate weak writing though and after seeing alot of webcomics I'm beginning to see the reverse is also true.

Got hired at the Pizza Place I applied to and now I feel guilty about putting my 2 weeks in to the Paintball place. I've been there for 3 years and it wasn't that bad. Have next weekend off since i'm going camping and a big fair is coming to the fairgrounds so it feels like I'm just leaving them out to dry.

The unfathomable vastness of time means that all possible things which could occur have occured, countless times. And this continues forever. I answered your post in these exact same words while being naked in front of my computer for more times than there are grains of sand on my fav beach. And you have asked that as many times, as well as picturing my beautiful penis, the deflowerer of many maidens, the envy of all men.

Existence exists because it exists. There is no reason, no purpose. However, the above mentioned also means gods are real. All of them. Everything your mind could possibly imagine exists, has existed, will exist - forever, in indestructible beauty or pointlesness. That is true art. Everything is a perfect piece of art. Outside time, everything appears as a dynamic picture or sculpture, existing because absolute consciousness which observes the deepest abyss stirs it into giving eternal birth.

Worship this immaculate darkness, and you will be more than a mere man. Or you will die. Either result is good, both have occured, and you have been a god yourself countless times.

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Got promoted to be manager at the diner I'm working at, I feel bad though because I really am trying to move on from there, but it feels like I'm one of the few competent employees there, and my boss really appreciates the work I put in

Be careful user. That sounds like a good problem to have, maybe you should stick with what you have. A good boss and decent coworkers are rare.

I'm writing a novel but I'm having a hard time both staying motivated and putting words to paper. I'm constantly fretting over what makes sense and how can I not make it boring to read on top of how to go from point A to B and not make what comes after just a slog to read.

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Yes but its thanks to the more incompetent employees that certain rules have become stricter, no longer get free meals and no more music, the place is unbearably busy in the summer and the boss is trying to push for us to be out 15 minutes after we close or we won't get payed for any time further spent getting the place cleaned up, and i dont get paid for the time I spend getting shit ready in the morning to open, because we're supposed to leave the boss to do it, despitethe fact he never opens on weekends and often has family shit going on, I want to have a heart to heart with him about it all but he's old and set in his ways and I'm just tired

Far From Home is my favorite Spider-Man movie because I love cheesy/cutesy/awkward romance drama and tsundere girls to pieces. They're two of my favorite things in life.
I'm writing a fantasy romance novel about a young knight and a tsundere warrior princess teaming up to save the world from an evil wizard. I don't expect any level of success but I think it'll be cathartic to finish
I paid a cute girl fifteen dollars to take a picture with me to convince my coworkers I have a girlfriend. I've also spent over five hundred dollars on custom girlfriend audios to simulate the experience.

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