ITT-post a /co: related image describing your current emotional/mental state
ITT-post a /co: related image describing your current emotional/mental state
Anyone who posts anything other than this is lying.
>TFW my house literally looks like this
Help
are you the plague marine who posts on /tg/
I just woke up so
No, im just a hoarder whos about three sleeping pills away from death
>mfw it's my day off from being a wage slave.
I dunno, i'm not sad, but not happy either.
Just kinda wanna sleep, really.
My life's not great but I'm okay with where I am, and I'm not changing.
I just wanted to be a cutey with a round tootie. Is that so much to ask?
Isn’t excessive sleep a sign of depression?
it's not, I got one and I'm an unemployed pos.
anyone can get a cutie in this day an age
Depression, apathy in general, yeah. Sleep is the most "not-doing-anything" activity there is, so it's the go-to thing for people suffering depression. It passes time, they don't have to think while asleep, and they don't have to do anything but lie there, so it's a very attractive thing to do when your body and mind just can't seem to be happy, nor be motivated enough to make itself happy.
Even if you don't feel sad, angry or whatever, not feeling good or at least content really sucks, but you might lack the give-a-fuck (apathy) to change that. So you just go to bed, curl up in some covers, close your eyes, and before you know it 8 hours pass and you still feel like shit, or feel nothing at all. But those 8 hours you were asleep were 8 hours you didn't have to be awake feeling like shit.
It's not a fun feeling. A lot of people think depression means crying or being upset, but a lot of times it's just... not giving a fuck anymore. And that is absolutely no way to be.
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It's not a fun feeling. A lot of people think depression means crying or being upset, but a lot of times it's just... not giving a fuck anymore. And that is absolutely no way to be.
You just described my life at the moment, fuck
Lost 20lbs so far
Based /his/torian.
I’m depressed
I sleep a lot because I’m tired a lot, not because I like sleep
Even though I do like sleep
Why are you guys depressed? You have food, you have a roof, you have your health
What is it? What more do you want
Happiness.
This is retarded dude. Its yokel wisdom. Fuck off.
>Its yokel wisdom.
>tfw i've lived long enough to see my mother's mental state deteriorate due to schizophrenia
>i've also seen the area i've lived in all my life transform from an already area where kids play to a slightly shitty area where people constantly scream and fight
Good cartoons and movies again
A girlfriend
Magic in the world again
My brain to shut up for five minutes
me too
Something to be proud of.
I want more of this type of squidward pics
>tfw no abusive Bojack bf
>be me
>thesis presentation at school
>get congratulated by teachers at the end
>they tell me I've gathered much from my internship
>tell me I have this potential I should keep nurturing
>family is there happy for me
>dad tells how proud he is for me
>"well user how does it feel being an engineer after all these years?"
>mfw
thinking about it for a bit I think this is a good sum-up
>Why are you guys depressed?
Something related to past trauma. It's almost like a piece of shrapnel got lodged in an open wound that 'healed' over but that metal thorn is still embeded deep within my flesh. It's exhausting to go about my day to day life when the fibers and sinew surrounding it begin to pull and contract around it which remind me that something still hurts. I can't ignore it and it slows me down from wanting to work at my fullest. Anxiety sets in because it feels like arrested development is preventing me from moving forward until I get it out, but to remove it would force me to re-open the wound and dig around until I can fish it out. Which on my own is a frightening aspect since I'm worried I could unintentionally do more harm trying to attempt it.
So at this point, I'm seeking help from professionals and getting the help I can. It's tough, but it's just something you have to take one step at a time.
Feeling worth in my life again
Oversleeping also makes you more depressed, so it's a vicious cycle
sauce on pic? Or is this not from an actual comi?
most people here are depressed and stuck with it because of very diverse reasons
some are lowkey proud of it thinking their melancholic cynical mindset elevates them, some actually know a sollution but would rather wallow in depression because it is somewhat of a comfort zone, some really aren't and are just frustrated with themselves or the world but think its depression, some are clinical and cant pay the bills or get the will to help themselves
Me personally I probably belong to the frustrated but probably not depressed group, I am at a point where I have severe hopelessness because I dont know what matters, I struggle with really figuring myself and my identity out and what my inner peace really is, I am conflicted.
But I'm working on it
Gobble them pills then
ive been job hunting for forever it feels like
I'm sure it's from something official, but I have no idea where it could be from. I just snagged it off a reaction thread.
I'm gonna be homeless in 6 days and the last woman who rejected me told me she was "sorry about the bad luck. You have amazing references though." So I found her Facebook and her home address and phone number and I waited outside of her house at 5 in the morning and just stared at this huge fucking mansion she comfortably sleeps in every night while she made the decision that I do not deserve a place to live.
all the usual existential crises kind of hit me all at once.
america being in such an unsure state doesn't help.
if i knew for sure we were going down the drain, then i could at least focus on enjoying myself even a little.
Hungover from Saturday.
Am I doomed to always be a Charlie Brown, trying their best yet always thrown crap on?
Jew first
Congrats
Engineering fag here and I got you. Dunno how it is over there but the boatloads of theory and raw information you're forced to process and absorb, added to the difficulty and environment really erode your excitement fast. I see people drop out like flies, some don't last till the end of the first term, and while I keep going it's a struggle.
Turned 30 this year.
youtube.com
For you Bocchi Ball
youtu.be
I like sleeping because it literally brings me more joy than basically anything else in my life
Am I depressed or do I just love sleeping too much? I honestly can't tell
New job and possible new gf and possibility of not having a depressive episode this summer and just staying on manic
Letting the days go by.
I hate the public so God damn much. Every time I look into their stupod, doe-eyed, expressionless faces, I can think of nothing more satisfying then pounding it to dust.
I've gotten to the point where I get irrationally mad when I see people that are happy, wondering what's wrong with me as to why I can't be that way too.
I feel like a robot being jealous of it's creators free thought.
Any powers or did you have your mana drained prior?
It never works. I was supposed to be a wizard two years ago, and nothing!
I ain't never gonna make it.
Do you have any family or people you know who will let you stay? Have you looked for any model houses around your area?
I was so close to being a real somebody I could taste it
You son of bitch
why did i had to lie boys
I feel like I live in a constant state of not understanding the world I live in.
Im trying to learn coding
im a graphic designer and I want to become a fullstack web developer
it helped for a while
Now it helps a lot because you just study and read and move your brain about a little bit each day and you feel smart
then you talk to other people
"nah I hate that, I dont like numbers at all"
and then you feel a little bit lonenier but glad that you are not like those people
I'm the happiest person I know.
I'm playing catchup in life, doing shit I should've taken care of in my teens while I was in high school. It's not all bad, but I feel like I need to pick up the pace.
care to elaborate?
Things are getting better
I'll hit you with the bullet points
>Never worked a job throughout the entirety og high school
>Graduate in 2013, and get small summer job for 3 months
>Finally go to 2 year college, graduate a little later than what I planned
>transfer to 4 year uni to finish off the last 2 years, is ALSO taking longer than I want to small number of class openings
>Trying to find a job for the summer right now
I feel like I'm not hitting adult milestones in the proper time frame, whereas people I went to high school with seem to be doing fine. I'm fine, but I know I could be doing better.
I've been wasting my life.
how old are u?
24.
nah man u are ok
I mean everyone wishes to do better than they are doing it right now
you are fine, you will do better, dont owrry about adult milestones
>I've gotten to the point where I get irrationally mad when I see people that are happy
Literally me
mom's breast cancer came back and it's metastasized and spread everywhere gonna kill her within the next few years. it's really shocking because my parents are huge health nuts and really positive/friendly people. She's only 52, and I'm 23 years old. THis is the type of thing you'd think you won't have to deal with until you're in your 50s. It's not fucking fair. But then again, the world isn't fair and never has been. Tragedy has always been apart of the human race. Just so happens my family got shafted with misfortune. I thought my pussy ass "depression" in high school was the lowest point in my life, ho boy, I didn't even know what true depression felt like until this shit hit me. I just hope my dad doesn't go back to the bottle or kill himself after she passes.
>u are ok
You know better than text speak in Yea Forums.
Fuck, that was me for 10 years of my life. Somewhere along the way I must have forgot.
I wanted to post this with the exact same filename
I appreciate that man. I just wanna actually be in a spot where I'm doing better instead of wishing I was. I won't be so hard myself,but I won't get complacent either.
but you ARE in a better spot
the fact that you are willing to finish your studies means that you will be willing to do even harder stuff later in your life
so keep going!
now you're happy all the time? I doubt it
BURN THEM ALL
Fuck, user. Right there with you.
me too bro.
I've been so angry as of late I'm starting to think I have an actual anger issue that just never had a chance to blossom when I was younger and not suffering the hardship of having to work with a bunch of assholes at a place I can't show any anger at because I want to keep my job
>friend i haven't really talked to in a while in town for a couple weeks
>decide to reach out a few times to try and get something to happen
>circumstances got in the way over and over and now they're out of time and have to go away again
>mfw i missed my chance to reconnect with someone who is probably still my favorite person after 8 years
i miss her so much
I feel like I'm in constant state unfulfillment. Most of my life has been trying my God Damness to become an animator, but I can't find any opportunity to find a job for becoming an animator. I been applying to find other jobs to fulfill my artist needs but the requirements are ridiculous. I feel like my life has been one long stagnation, where I'm stuck in a dull place, where want I want to do in my life and what I'm good at must be denied because I'm not qualified enough for it.
What's wrong with me...
everything that used to make me so happy is either gone or different now.
i guess its just a temporary thing but it still sucks. oh well.
My geeF just sucked me off so fucking hard oh god ogh FUCK
Drawing's hard.
I'm feeling pretty fantastic.
I was actually in the same boat as you until just recently. I got a part-timer on campus and am simultaneously taking an internship and a 6-week class. Still have some hurdles to pass, but I’m expected to graduate next spring. My advice is to take it easy, so one thing at a time, don’t be afraid to meet people (after all, your college years are the highlight of your youth!)- I’m slowly working on this- and do whatever makes you happy. We’re all gonna make it one day, and you can look back at all the effort you made to get to where you are now.
>OK K.O.! Let's Be Heroes
I don't what's up with Yea Forums today, but I'm running into some real bros tonight. Thanks for your kind words user, I wish you best your endeavors too. Hope you graduate smoothly with no hiccups.
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>be wageslave who can barely afford to take care of myself
>wageslave girlfriend who can barely afford to take care of herself either
>told me I need to take her out on more dates and to start taking her to concerts and things or she won't be happy and will leave me
Food, man. It's great.
glad to hear it, user!
Horny and frustrated.
Anytime, bro! It can be a wholesome place sometimes.
Get rid of her ASAP unless she was joking (still a red flag). She's after whatever you can provide her, not you as a person, and it's likely she'll kick you out whenever she gets bored, or make up some bullshit excuse to go cheat. You've been warned, playing whiteknight or being curteous only goes to a certain extent.
Current state of mind: blue pearl
>ifunny.co
Basic human needs do not lead to happiness.
>intimate relationships
>friends
That shit is for normies.
Been listening to a lot of Andrew Jackson Jihad lately
Did you try Kaizers Orchestra?
Never a great sign
favorite album?
You guys ever feel too incompetent to take on the world? I always feel like there's shit I should know how to do by now, but don't. It's part of why I'm so nervous around girls, because I'm afraid they'll make fun of me if I don't know how to do a certain thing.
Really hard to say.
I’ve seen them 7 times in the last ten years. First time I saw them was a house show when I was 16.
This year I’ve seen them play the fucking Palladium of all venues, then the Troubadour. Second time seeing them there.
People is always gonna be that big, iconic mainstay.
Their split with Ghost Mice defined my late teens.
Christmas Island deserves special recognition but honestly I’d give it to Can’t Maintain for, ahem, maintaining that delicate balance between nostalgia and pure replay value.
>You guys ever feel too incompetent to take on the world? I always feel like there's shit I should know how to do by now, but don't. It's part of why I'm so nervous around girls, because I'm afraid they'll make fun of me if I don't know how to do a certain thing.
At this point, I'm increasingly in the 'I genuinely don't give a fuck if they're not related, friends, or a boss' school of 'what do I think about how people think of me'.
Shit that's better justification for liking albums then mine also nice on seeing them live so many times.
>liking albums then mine
Spawn I think
That actually makes it worse since you feel guilty for feeling depressed because you're relatively, which makes you feel more depressed on top of hating yourself.
Relatively what?
Relatively
Are you me? This describes my life to a fucking T
you all know it's the only sensible solution, don't lie
Blessed, thought I typed that in. I still got parents that love and support me and I've never encountered any real hardship but the lack of friendship and romance is slowly killing me on the inside. No real job and financial prospects despite wasting 6 years at college isn't helping things either.
>but the lack of friendship and romance is slowly killing me on the inside
trust me, it's much better to be alone. I used to be a loner, with few friends, and then one friend met me with a girl that became a gf. frankly, I hate myself even more than before, and I'm tired of meeting new people and wasting my time on them.
I'd at least like to experience the loss. I moved during middle school and for whatever reason my social life just sort of died off and never recovered. I just feel emotionally stunted at this point.
if you want to hurt yourself more, fine, be my guest. just don't say nobody warned you.
Fuck. I have absolutely nothing of value to add. But this is a beautiful description.
Wanted to go to the beach and sunbathe yesterday but then I realized I'm skinnyfat with an unhealthy college diet
what did you lied about
the laugh that plays during that moment is comedy gold
I've been invalidated to wizardry since I was 16, and I'm currently on the road to my second marriage, which is more focused on extremely close intimacy rather than conveinence. In fact this relationship I am building with my current partner doesn't even lead to a marriage of Man, a sort of settling, but rather a polymerization merging of two minds and souls into a Sigular new Unified being.
We are literally going to push our consciousness out of our meat sacks, fuse them together, then share one half between both the meat sacks.
That, or we'll just have a kid to symbolize that.
Either or.
Any particular reason why? I mean, preferring to be alone is fine on its own.
You don't have to be one to connect with one or two people.
this is the gayest shit I've read all day.
So, what, we're meeting one rung less every generation?
GI Gen and Silent hit red
Boomers hit blue
Gen X hit yellow
I pity the generation that is just now coming into existence. Generation Welp.
So autistic people can find love after all.
Whatever you do, you cannot reproduce at all costs. The world would be better for it.
I'm surviving
>belonging
Why is it raining
Go crawl in a small hole and live off the scum of the earth; you might understand then what is lacking.
here.
i'm just not fit enough to live in the current world, or america at least.
only advice i can give is that you find something you want to do and just keep doing it in the hopes you get good enough to be satisfied with it.
something artistic, doesn't have to be drawing or music, just something that allows you to create, doesn't have to be completely original either, if you want to customized make gundam models or something then just do it.
that you can fix more than any problem in your life
the only thing you need for that is the time to do it, and you can get that by cutting down on something you know isn't that important like tv.
or hell just lift during tv time.
...
2 weeks of lack of job after discovering some fucking bullshit in my previous workplace are starting to kill me, hope I can get another one soon enough.
You can do it user, get that great summer you deserve.
>never got over being bullied in hs even though I earned respect of my peers by fistfights on the last 2 years
>got an appendectomy last year just when I was starting to bulk up, now for some reason is fucking hard to lose weight
>gf left since then
>current college thesis i'm working on is fucking stressful
>my parents didn't take well when I told them I'm bisexual
>on top of that, my mom's high blood pressure got worse and is constantly with chest pain
>mfw
I do genuinely think I have some light mental retardation. I cant concentrate, I sometimes have days where I deeply struggle with simple conceptual thoughts like simple math and informational thinking. And it leaves me hopeless because I am not certain if it is just a brain problem which I am not responsible for or me not trying hard enough. And that stresses me even in the smallest fucking moments, just yesterday I watched a southpark ep and rewinded a scene where they talked about bank-interest and taxes and I also kept looking up how that all works simply because I felt insecure about not knowing shit. I didnt even need this info necessarily. this keeps happening
Luckily soon I might get an appointment at a psychiatrist to test if I'm simply stupid
I don't think I can help you with all your problems, but ejaculating on your mom's chest would ease her pains
>my parents didn't take well when I told them I'm bisexual
Why did you tell them?
>telling others that youre a degenerate
user, you brought this on yourself.
Some shit happened and someone was already going to tell them, better if they knew it by me instead
i dunno why but i feel tired like all the time.
i tried going to the gym for two weeks and i wouldnt just become tired, but outright sleepy
i get ample enough water and sleep so that cant be the issue
>bisexual
Have you ever sucked dick? or fucked a man? because if you haven't you might as well call yourself straight and save both yourself and everyone else the trouble. The only reason to call yourself bi is for points or attention, there's 0 need to "come out" as bi unless you're engaging with the same sex.
I am sorry to hear that.
just feeling numb for the last few weeks tbqh
Yes, I did. Not really as thrilling I used to thought it would be.
It is much better when you do it with someone that feels as strongly about you, as you feel about them. It is not really the dick what matters, but the person at the end of it.
m8 if you don't even like it then just be straight you literally have the choice.
It's an edit, but Yea Forums nonetheless
If only you'd listened to the whispers in the dark and surrendered your flesh and soul to the unholy will of the dark gods you'd be slamming some succubus pussy right now.
What Yea Forums series is this?
Same. I've fallen into a rare state of drowsy equanimity lately.
>WAAAAAHHHH I'M SAD
Every time
Happy people don't usually go to places like Yea Forums.
This happens to me every August.
Young Justice season 3
Drowning in an infatuated obsession I can't seem to escape. At least I can write about it!
based and wholesome
Summer to be over.
It never ends user.
I got up out of a wheelchair a year ago, the government won't give me benefits even though I always paid my taxes but brain damage is almost like a super power, and I am happily out doing the things that I love with my husband, who is the light of my dreary world. In short, this picture is absolutely perfect. We aren't as young as we look, we aren't as old as we feel sometimes, and life is stable for the first time in either of our lives. I feel free. I feel good. I feel accomplished. I feel hungry for more, and grateful for what I've already had and what I've already got. Nothing is guaranteed, the future can be changed, and there is no goodbye that is forever. Terminal illness be damned, I'm happy.
Help yourself bitch boy
Shit, we even look kind of like them, especially in that picture.
You guys realize we have a board for MUH depression right?