Yea Forumsnfessions time

>I don't read comics or watch much cartoons. I just come here to kill time.
What have you learned from your experiences on Yea Forums?

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i don't partake in waifuism.

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I spend a lot of time taking screencaps and I used to put a lot of time into making waifu charts. Despite this I tend to avoid posting them because those kinds of threads are overdone. I'm not sure why I do it anymore.

I love most MCU movies
I read and write cheesy shipping fanfiction about girls I like to simulate the experience of having a girlfriend

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>I love most MCU movies
At least you admit captain feminism is bad

Homecoming shouldnt be anywhere but in the bad chart also.

I was seconds away from killing myself a few years ago until a friend stopped me.
I don't have that friend anymore and I'm completely alone.
I could see killing myself in the future. Maybe when I turn 50.
If I don't find something on this planet worth living for by 50 I don't see the point of going on.
Let my body decay, alone for another couple decades till I'm whiling away my last days in some charity care home?
Nah I'll check out early.
Maybe take an overdose of mushrooms and jump off a cliff in the woods.
Let nature recycle my body.

Cartoons help me suppress some of those thoughts.

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>used to like superhero movies but some part of my brain just kind of flipped off and I hate them now
>thought they got worse but then I tried to rewatch an old favorite from childhood and I hated that too
Man.
I'm pretty fucking envious that you have a steady stream of movies you know you're going to enjoy.

Same. I like the atmosphere here.

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It's never too late to start.

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The only comics I read and enjoy are the big event ones (civil war, infinity war, the crisis DC ones) and I'm a contrarian that hates Batman because is popular

You don't need other people to validate your existence. Consider inflating your ego so you are more eager to befriend people.

>Cape comics can be good but only certain ones
>learned how to draw and started
>learned about color theory
>there are good webcomics out there
>stared writing
>sex sells
Plus other stuff I'm not thinking of

I legitimately want to find a female-led work that I would enjoy but a vast majority of them either sucks or doesn't appeal to me in any way whatsoever.

Learn anything about cartoons?

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Tangled is absolutely the best show on right now but I can't tell any of my normie friends about it

I'm a filthy secondary

The fuck does that mean?

Been there buddy. Just keep self awareness and everything is OK.

>thor is better than black panther
your /pol/ is showing

>writing scripts is easy
>writing funny or good scripts are hard
>some artstyles are better for certain genre
>animation is tricky
>sex sells

There was a guy who came here months ago and asked for a writing partner. He showed his Videos and I was the only one who bothered to write anything. His humor was fucking garbage. I practically rewrote his script and he "hired" me to write other scripts. I practically ghosted the guy because he expected weird shit from me for his script for Episode 2.

>weird shit
Like?

Wew here I go...

I am an absolute degenerate who is addicted to pornography. It’s more than a hobby at this point.
I’ve made it a regular thing to browse Paheal in order from oldest to newest, and save images I personally like, and i’ve been doing it for MONTHS, i’ve gone through at least 10,000 pages.
I also am a major porn comic fanatic, i’ve read, saved and reviewed (on a notepad that may or may never be released to anyone) over 1000 different western porn comics. (Been less categorical with my erotic fiction and doujinshi habits). I patron, request and engage in the rule 34 community. I spend my time playing H-games both western and eastern and would love to start an anonymous let’s play channel for them.

I’m teaching myself to draw for the express purpose of drawing rule 34
I also have an affinity for live action porn, especially plot driven or “parody” porn.

Female authored or female majority cast?

Female cast.

At the expense of sounding like the W.I.T.C.H. fag, did you try W.I.T.C.H.?

Have you read Love & Rockets and, if not, why not?

You know Yea Forums only reads capes.

At least your proactive. Have you thought about donating to a sperm bank?

Why do you say things which hurt me?

I'm more into horror shit to be honest.
Yes and it's shit.

I haven't enjoyed a cartoon in over 2 years and haven't enjoyed a comic in over 5 years. I used to be active in the the flavor of the month, waifu wars, X vs Y and so on but now I just lurk. I'd leave but I don't wanna give up my last private hobby.

Because we all know the comic side of this board would die if we had a /cape/ board. Yea Forums would just turn into the sfw /trash/ with just the cartoon side active.

What does that mean? You only read one single genre? No wonder you find your options to be limited.

Lel, I don’t want to be the father of a child I’m not personally caring for. I couldn’t live with that. Funnily enough despite being a porn addict i’m actually not nearly as bad as a fap addict as I used to be. Was 5 a day 10 years ago, now i’ve gone to 1-2.

What did you think about nu She-Ra?

No, I just find it the most appealing. Crime, horror, etc I love my anything as long as it's dark and hopelessly depressing. It wouldn't be so limited if authors made good shit like that.
>inb4 edgy
I don't care.
Meh. Magical girl shit is boring.

What did you think about the old Powerpuff Girls?

One of those shows everyone but me liked.
I preferred Grim Adventures and Courage.

Watch Higurashi When They Cry, Serial Experiments Lain, Key the Metal Idol and Haibane Renmei

I don't think you're edgy, I just think you're to blame for your own problems.

You want content X, but you can't find it in genre Y. You could find X in genre Z, but you refuse to read genre Z. Well, it's your own fault that you can't find any X.

source me nigga

Nothing really explicit. The problem was that what he wanted for the series clashed with the series itself. For Episode 2, he wanted me to write humor that made fun of JRPG's (kill the dragon and I'll give you the flame sword. Why can't you give me the flame sword to kill the dragon?), But he also wanted the joke to be taken out of context and still be funny (he used sci fi for this scenario). He also said that he wanted Cartoon Shin Chan style humor (he wanted the feel), but from what I've seen, Shin Chan worked because it was characters bouncing off each other, something the series doesn't do.

BTW, he animated the Episode first and then asked me to write the script.

I've read all of Tom King's Batman issues (save for the Monster Men event) just so I could bitch about them with a friend.

If he wanted anime, he would have just asked for anime.

>missed a chance to erp a scenario as a racist-ass cap cosplayer fucking her and demanding sexual favors after realizing she's the real miss mahvel
>still comes unbidden into my thoughts every few months
>not even a marvelfag

That would be “The Sex Adventures of Kid’s Next Door” by Palcomix.

>5 a day
A few years ago when I was in the middle of job-hunting, I used to masturbate at least 10 times a day. It got so bad the tendons in my hand started to hurt.

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>Higurashi
Never could take it seriously. It's like capeshit or Fate, too bright and ridiculous for dark shit to matter.
>Lain
Seen it. was great.
>Key the Metal Idol
That one I'll look up.
>Haibane Renmei
Seen it, was good.

After 7 it hurts. What’s your PB? Mine was 27

There is Fantasy Patrol but that might count as magic girl.

parovoz.tv/en/patrol

Did you like Daria?

I bow to thee, o sensei. Personal best was 15 or 17, somewhere up there. I never got to 20 because by that point my dick was too raw to jack off properly.

Then watch Midori and it’s not female driven but Texhnolyze.

i download lots of cbr that barely read (all mignolia, hellblazer ) also lots of fantasy books and movied that i really want to read/ watch, havent even seen endgame yet, but always find myself playing grim dawn or any other game for 50th time again and i dont have idea how to fight that, also i find masturbation with porn much more enjoyable than fucking my big tiddie gf, such a chore

>movied

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That’s how it is. Was a fucking eventful day.

How did you not get a heart stroke?

I was 17 and drank plenty of water. Stopped to go to the bathroom and eat, and didn’t edge at all so it was relatively quick each time.

I have an unnatural recovery time of about a minute, sometimes not at all.

>Fantasy Patrol
Lead girl is obnoxious in the worst way possible.
I barely remember Daria desu.

>Lady Satan
>The Shadow
>The Phantom
>The Incredible Hulk from the first issue to more-or-less the latest
>the complete Akira
>the complete Daredevil
>Metabarons
>the complete Prince Valiant
>etc.
All those on my hard drive, and they are barely flipped through, let alone read.
Because something else was too busy taking up the stroke.
What was it that brought on 27 faps?

I just wanted to see how much I can do when I told my friends I did 11 once and they didn’t believe me. I figured if something I did without even trying was unbelievable i’d go for gold and test my limit. Honestly shocked myself.

If there was ever a better motivation to test one's limits, I've yet to hear of it.

What about My Little Po— Nah, I can't really suggest that.

What about Totally Sp— Nah, I can't really suggest that.

What about RW— Nah, I can't really suggest that.

Does Hilda count as female majority? There is David, Alfur, Wood Guy, and uhh...

I'm a huge DC fan and the fact that the dceu has had so much trouble really gets to me. Out of all their characters Aquaman is the one I'm most excited to see content for and I was super stressed out about the movie leading up to it coming out. I had developed ulcers, lost 30 pounds, I developed nervous ticks, but worst of all I couldn't tell anyone what I was so stressed out about. Being here didn't help out, I was convinced it would flop and the Aquaman jokes would never end. I figured out what I do if that happened. I'm not the type to just off myself, and shooting a bunch of randoms is just ultra lame, no if I'm going to get revenge I'd make the whole world suffer as I had. I plotted a way to destroy all of humanity for their sins. It would take some time but I thought to build a drill/nuclear explosion and detonate it at the core of Yellowstone national park thus causing the super volcano to erupt burning humanity for their transgressions while I spend the rest of my days in a bunker somewhere. But then the movie came out, preformed well, and I liked it.

DCfags everybody

My scanners indicate that they appear to be joking, sir.

me too but it isn't to stop me from hanging myself

>Right now my girlfriend is either pearl or season 1 star butterfly.
>girlfriend
You'd best get you a waifu you fuck

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Based and punzpilled. Fucking phenomenal show. However
>he doesn't have friends he can talk about his loser nerd shit with

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Sometimes I feel like I don't belong even here with my hot opinions.

You defend those opinions. Yea Forums isn't a hivemind. If you believe what you think, you defend those opinions.

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You're not alone, OP. I've been watching Clarence and Summer Camp Island and imagining myself into some episodes and what I would say and do and what it would be like to be friends with the characters.

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Dont worry, none of the things in dyke ra are girls

I immediately get invested in a show if it has some cute shotas

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The live action Justice League movie is the best out of all the DC movies imo. (although I havent seen Shazam yet). And the Flash they had in that movie is my personal favorite Flash out of any medium he's been in.

I think i once got to thirty over the course of 24 hours

I work with my friends on a small cape project but I can't stop thinking with my dick on designs. Every other project I've done is just fine but for some reason capes just send my dick into overdrive when it comes to costumes. It's not like they've said no to some ideas.

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Dont know if it really counts as Yea Forums but i like to imagine sex scenes with my OCs

My confession is that that pic is giving me a fucking boner.

I've found that while I really love superhero characters and worlds, all the comics just really bore me.I think it's how boring the art is, it's so dull and lifeless it doesn't even look like a human drew it. I can't stand it. Tradd Moore is one of the only modern superhero artists I really like.

I never tried in a day, I tried back to back once and got to 5 before I got bored with it.

As an afficianado of porn which setting do you think has more mileage for erotic shenanigans?
> small farming community
> apartment
> Japanese High School

Animal Village.

i always hate gushy stuff and romance in cartoons because it reminds that i will never have a gf. also the reason i don't watch disney princess movies.

There's nothing wrong with that.

I suspect many creators do.

I still love reading fanfiction, especially self inserts.

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You and I both know you deserve that suffering and so much more. You’re worse than Ted Bundy, John Wayne Gacy and Jeffrey Dahmer combined

Hahaha that is so pathetic!
I do the same thing. Work is god damn boring I do entire stories in my head. I have been a green lantern, independent hero, Batman's partner etc.

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Similar, i daydreamed about the idea of better life were i have cartoon as friends, despite my life not being that awful

>were i have cartoon

writingexplained.org/where-were-vs-wear-difference

You might be this guy user and if work hard enough, you could end up in something very similar, hopefully without the shitty friend dragging you down

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>Batman's partner
Whats that like

It's ok OP, I do that too. Except with my waifu of course, and not because I fear death. I'm just lonely and I don't like people.

this

so a farm?

I buy whatevers cheapest for me to complete my collections. I don't care how it makes my shelf look.

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A lot of him reprimanding and looking down upon me.
With the very rare occasional "Good job"

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Not really inherently bad, mate. Autists who see it will REEEEEE about your taste, but if you read through them all it will help deepen your knowledge and allow you to judge quality better. Plus I think a full shelf of lots of different titles is pretty cool.

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Not the SI part but similar

I have no intention of seeing toy story 4 but i love forkys design and have 5 toys of him, im now trying to find a giggles mcdimples figure to hotglue because i think shes sexy.

Pretty much all of the cartoons and comics I consume are from this bored by virtue of story time threads and video links. Not only am I too lazy to learn how to torrent, but I think the temporariness of story time threads is the only thing that actually motivates me enough to finish them.

>It’s more than a hobby at this point
Do people actually consider their porn habits a hobby? I mean, I do, but that's because I'm an autist who unironically enjoys thinking about the artistic merits and psycho-sociol implications of it.
Regardless, those reviews and lets play channel ideas sound cool user. Porn could use more stuff like that.

I do this except with my favorite AKB48 girl

>Not only am I too lazy to learn how to torrent

Get a torrent client, even a shitty one like utorrent. Once it is installed, right click to "save as" torrent file, and open it with the client or have the .torrent file type linked with the new client you got. You can also drag and drop a .torrent file to the client. Any magnet links open by default in any torrent client worth shit.

I decided some years ago that if I decide to kill myself, I'm gonna do it in a way that'll inconvenience as many people as possible, because fuck'em.
Like hang myself from a bridge during rush hour. Close that motherfucker down for the next couple hours.

im the first two and last two as well
the last one I picked up long ago because of ytpmv and nico nico douga memes

So inconsiderate of you user. That would close the highway for several hours and cause distress in many drivers. That would lead to a decrease in productivity and revenue. If you decide to end it you must do so in a way that is as cost effective and requires as little labor as possible to resolve. Please think of your social betters and their profits before doing something so selfish.

Been thinking of making a crossover fanfic with Mortal Kombat and a cartoon (probably SU or AT). Only thing that keeps me from working on it is self esteem issues.

>Please think of your social betters and their profits before doing something so selfish.
Oh, I am.

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>Palcomix
Their art style is usually terrible, and it can be hard to follow panels.

It is not just their art.

>Cuuuuuuum

I love comics and superheroes but I hate superhero movies and i refuse to watch anything related to superheroes or the big 2.

I'll take it a step father. When I was a kid I'd self insert myself into shows and act out adventures with the characters. Change my voice and everything.

Not the user you're talking to, but I did that as well. Never made many friends, and the few I made I actually didn't like much. So I did this and I was happy. Didn't change my voice though.

My life’s in the shitter and it keeps getting worse. Everything that I try and fix fucks me up more. The orthodontist fucked op my jaw and the second set of braces never really fixed it. I once had a fever which got mistaken for meningitis, had the nurses puncture my spine 25 times and leave me with back pain. My right knee has some genetic flaw which means I can’t do squats. I’ve lost about 3 or so exam periods due to stuff like getting my books stolen, and now am 18 classes behind (all STEM related). I’m about 230lbs, and my average dick seems half that due to the fatpad. I gathered some money for a plastic surgery, to erase some acne scars on my nose, but the doctor just broke the inside of my nose and didn’t fix anything else. Now I’ll lose the summer that I wanted to try and catch up, since I can’t wear my glasses, can’t sleep, can’t exercise or properly eat. I’m a KHV and have been friendless for over 8 years. My grandparents have depression, my mother barely manages to take care of them and my dad’s a constantly on edge overworked Commie.

The only way I cope with everything is by pretending I’m Doctor Doom, moping around my castle. I can’t really get proper erections anymore, so most of my stories end with the made-up love interest abandoning me due to my ugliness, or Reed defeating me, or IronCock using his Big Dick to cuck me or something. The vitriol and hate are the only things I can feel these days so I can’t come up with any happier stories. I honestly think I’ll die alone, but maybe in FantasyLand I can be an ugly and crazy despot instead of just me. I guess even imagined rejections are better than the inaction of reality...

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I'm sorry to hear that user. I just didn't have the brains for school. My memory is shit and I scraped out a associates degree by pure pity from a professor. Don't even use it. I also have back pains. I was fortunate enough to lose some weight before it got fucked but every year I am slowly fattening back up to my old weight.

I would try and look into contacts to help. They can be fairly cheap and they have them even for my shit eyes.
Good luck user.

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Thanks user. I can’t get contacts. I have shitty skin and need to wear special creams made by my dermatologist, plus I get oily very quick, so at some point it’s bound to get into my eyes if I wear contacts. Also my hairline’s reached the V Stage. The doctor says it’ll stay like that, but... Whatever. When I was a kid I wanted to be an engineer so that I could give myself robo-eyes and stuff. Now I have 0 direction. I find little joy in anything and work is the only thing keeping me sane. The times when I go to bed and have those bittersweet Doom stories, are the best parts of my day. When I was s kid I used to like Iron Man and would dream that I’d grow up to be him. The whole “armored genius” thing, mostly. Now I think it’s more likely to die alone, never amounting to much in my field. I guess not everyone gets a happy ending, but I never really wanted much. In later years I figured I’d become rich and secure some companionship, if I tried hard enough. With how wrecked my body is at this point, I’m not expecting much...

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I get it. My skin is the opposite and tends to dry out a lot. My acne pretty much disappeared by the time I entered my 20s, but around 25 I started getting zits again. I think some antidepressants I was on fucked my hormones up and that is why I start breaking out again. I already lost my hair. It thinned too much so I have to keep my head shaved. I wish my hair was back. People say I look fine shaved, but you don't know what you got till its gone.

We can only do the best we can with what we are given. Just do little things to help your life. Doesn't have to be major it can be as simple as cleaning up a room. Every day or week just try a little to do a bit better. Not saying it will fix everything, but it helps me when the dark thoughts creep in.

I don’t get zits, just cysts. It’s tied to the weight and the stress. Honestly, it’s cleared up, I just wanted to fix the scars, but the doctors conned me.

And I try user, I do, it’s just... Sometimes I feel like such a sorry excuse for a person. Who could ever like me? Apparently, nobody ever really did, so I figure it’s just me. I’m a filthy soul with no deserved happiness.

>Sometimes I feel like such a sorry excuse for a person. Who could ever like me? Apparently, nobody ever really did, so I figure it’s just me. I’m a filthy soul with no deserved happiness.
I'm a bit of an oddity in that I am very sociable, but a complete introverted hermit. I bring that up because I have discussed things with hundreds of people and can tell you that a shit ton of people feel that same way. Even people you think should be totally loving their life.
My old coworker and friend was tall, fairly fit, great hair, and a charming guy. But he had those same feelings of worthlessness.
You have to try and remember that everyone is allowed to be a happy person and no one is truly abysmal. (beyond like terrorists and the like)
I have accepted the kissless virgin part of me, but that doesn't mean I can't still have a life of friendship. As cliche as it sounds just be yourself and listen more than you speak. Do those two things and people will naturally be drawn to you no matter what.

Try to drink more juice that always helps my boners

Ever since i was little i wanted to be around aliens, and if i had the chance i would sell out the entire human race just to be with my space brothers

This in part is why im so in love with peridot from SU. Also starfire is better then raven

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I have no problem with faceless social dealings. I’ve talked professors who can you for a single mistake, to giving me a passing grade when I deserved a 2/10 at best. It’s just that I have standards that I cannot meet due to reasons outside of my control. I can deal with overcoming obstacles, but not shit like this.
I have boners, they’re just not the same as before, per se. It’s a Madonna/Whore thing. If the woman is genuinely beautiful my mind goes to “romcom/drama overdrive” and cannot see her sexually. I tried NoFap and fucked up my balls, but I’m trying it in smaller doses again and it’s helping.

>It’s a Madonna/Whore thing. If the woman is genuinely beautiful my mind goes to “romcom/drama overdrive” and cannot see her sexually.
The hell is wrong with you?

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I have a bunch of OCs in a story I'm working on and I like to pretend a similar thing except I am the character in my head because I'd rather be them in a fantasy world than myself in reality.

Venting and getting angry over dumb shit on Yea Forums is very cathartic for me. I don't actually believe half the shit I complain about, it just feels good to channel frustration in something that won't actually affect or hurt anyone.

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i am in deep, gay love with kyle from south park
i write self insert fanfiction shipping us, one of which has reached 47k+ words
and no, it isn't lewd. none of it is lewd

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>Venting and getting angry over dumb shit on Yea Forums is very cathartic for me. I don't actually believe half the shit I complain about, it just feels good to channel frustration in something that won't actually affect or hurt anyone.
Same but the things i saw here are very sincere. I get very angry and upset about cartoons, to the point that a big part of why im miserable is because of things such as star vs finale.

I’m like Don Draper, except without the yuge dick, the money, the clean face, the women...

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>Don Draper
Who?

If you wanna pick up chicks I got some easy advice for you just ask numerous women out on a date at social gathering like bars,malls,conventions,parties you will get rejected possibly over a hundred times,you might even deal with some fake numbers(those really hurt) but eventually you will one woman who for whatever reason is willing to date and or have sex with you source short(5'6) kinda ugly who did this and dealt with 60 rejections before finally getting laid

yourbrainonporn.com

Come on user, Mad Men!

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Fuck off, there is nothing wrong with porn

Never seen it

Bruh, get a more social hobby than watching cartoons alone. You don't even have to stop being a nerd, find a some kind of regular outing to go to like a club based around an interest or something.

>Fuck off, there is nothing wrong with porn
Ok but if you’re going at it every day past the age of 19 there’s a genuine problem with you.

>jerking off every day is considerd wrong now
I hate this timeline

When I was a kid, I fucking loathed Dee-Dee, because I projected myself onto Dexter, I guess.
In fact, I once drew a comic of Dexter transforming into a Rahkshi from Bionicle (which had just come out at the time) and killing Dee-Dee, and I titled it
>DEXTER'S INNER CANNIBAL

For all I know, that drawing is still in my parents' house somewhere.

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You should put those reviews up on a blog. People would read it and not judge you.

Not that user but look Puella Magi Madoka Magica
I think it's dark enough for you to enjoy, and you'll see that magical girls shows can get depressing too.

it's rare that i read comics, i mostly just absorb shit through others

I work in the industry and have drawn a ton of on model r34 of the characters on the show I work on that I used to upload to tumblr under a pseudonym before they banned porn.

what show

One that Yea Forums hates

user, you need some help, badly. That’s a hopelessly pitiful behavior and isn’t helping you in the slightest.

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i'm not up to date on what Yea Forums hates and what Yea Forums doesn't hate

Not them, but jerking off everyday IS a problem, user.

but i hate women user
besides, i will never find a woman as perfect as my husbando even if i didn't find all women to be irritating whores

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Im very close person and I find it extremely difficult to open up what I like example shera,duck tales ,little witch academia and etc

That’s why when I find people that are so open of what they love I instantly fall in love with them

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Man I would actually suck your dick to comfort you.
Is the relationship with your family at least fine?

Same, and I love writing it but I never share it with anyone.

Well if you continue being such a piece of shit, you're probably not going to do much with your life. Tell ya what, if by some slim chance I find myself in a situation where I'm inconvenienced by a similarly motivated suicide attempt, I'll be sure to flip off the corpse. Cheers

I like everything you just mentioned user.
You should be a bit more open, I'm sure you'll find a lot of people with your interests.

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>Tell ya what, if by some slim chance I find myself in a situation where I'm inconvenienced by a similarly motivated suicide attempt, I'll be sure to flip off the corpse

HOLY SHIT
WE GOT A FUCKIN ANARCHIST IN THE BUILDING
MAN YOU ARE ONE
CRAAAAAAAZZZY MOTHERFUCKER!

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I sometimes pretend to explain a show I like to a friend or family member as if they were interested.

I sometimes pretend a friend or family member is watching me play video games.

I sometimes pretend people take an interest in me at all, and I'm not always the one who has to get into what they like so they'll give me the time of day.

I sometimes pretend people care about me beyond what I can do for them.

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You know what yeah posting that was pretty fucking faggy of me. Good callout post user, you gave me a good chuckle

...Are you me?

No but I wish you the best of luck.

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Tell me something i dont know

>Not them, but jerking off everyday IS a problem, user.
You are legitimately retarded

BAHAHAHAHA THAT'S HILARIOUS user. YOU ARE A HERO, FIND AND POST PLEASE

I like Robotech, and I only read the x-men.

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Seeing people constantly shit on black people and call us ugly has legitimately lowered my confidence to the point of self harm.

I also write self insert fan fics of myself going to fictional worlds. I start out getting my ass beat quite a bit but eventually become kinda good due to learning magic. Right now I'm in MHA and barely holding my own against jobbers. I think I find it hard not to focus on my flaws making it almost just as bad as a mary sue except reverse where I try hard to get anything right and failing 70% of the time.

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I also commission myself fucking my oc's frequently.

>Seeing people constantly shit on black people and call us ugly has legitimately lowered my confidence to the point of self harm.
I fucking hate most blacks and this is just depressing, partly because i feel sorry for your and also since i deal with it of self esteem issues myself. Have you talked to anyone about this?

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Nope mostly because I feel like a sperg for even talking about it and to be honest therapy is luxury I cannot afford. not that it would work anyway.

>Nope mostly because I feel like a sperg for even talking about it and to be honest therapy is luxury I cannot afford. not that it would work anyway.
Therapy helps me alot, though if its a matter of money you have my sincerest condolences. Have you thought about making friends online and talking about this shit?

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I have, to my credit it has helped. I don't self harm anymore I just have shit for confidence.

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i'm black and I can't stand black protagonists and I don't know why?

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>I have, to my credit it has helped. I don't self harm anymore I just have shit for confidence.
Thats good, i still self harm occasionally so i know what thats like. I really hope you get more self confidence black user, you deserve to be happy and have bitches riding your dick.

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You too my dude

In my personal opinion they often don't have flaws or are bland.

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Thanks man
>posting best jojo
Based taste my brother

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>don't have flaws or are bland.
this and the "were from the street N shit"

I am crestfallen because I legitimately cannot find good femdom porn without bad shit like cucking and pegging.

Parts of that fic actually sound quite interesting user.

I am a hype addict and never end things properly. I barely watch cartoons.
I have never read a comicbook. Read two shitty isekai mangas.
I can't watch cape movies, that shit melts what remains of my brain.
The problem is that while there is a lot of good stuff out there, I can't bring myself to watch it. It's a "Yea Forums doean't like videogames" kind of problem. I visit Yea Forums frequently because that way I simulate having friends. I am not ugly and can play a Chadwick McSocialfag when needed, but I am just too lazy to find the people I would like to spend time with.
I am a fanfic addict. I frequently read fanfics on things I haven't watched. For example, I have read at least a dozen evangelion fics without knowing what Ritsuko's face looks like.
I am a ponyfag and have been visiting fimfiction.net one hour before sleep for the last half a year.
I have touched so many spoilers that I've becone immune to them.
I am a phoneposter, since sitting in front of a pc makes me feel like doing useful things.
I can predict with ~70% accuracy what is going to happen in a Harry Potter fic just by reading its description (not the tags).
I don't have any useful skills besides running fast, being able to google shit that melts people's brains, staying calm and diplomacy. I frequently masturbate using manual semen retention technique. I have probably 10 ideas that seem good for fanfiction, but am too lazy to even start writing and my english a shit.
I have rejected three girls - two were shallow, one was rich & beautiful, white supremacist, hitting on me very aggresively - a definite pick, 10/10... But she definitely was into some cult shit, and I felt like she was just searching for someone to sacrifice. The last two were cartoon enthusiasts also.
When we had to move, I threw away disk cases with cartoons to save space. That didn't matter, because in an airport you can hog +40kg worth of stuff without anyone checking, apparently.
I could be so much more, but have zero regrets.

What about jerking off three times a day? Does it reverse back around to me getting super powers?

i tell myself i'm writing a webcomic but i can't draw and barely even know my main characters beside generic descriptors like hair colour and nationality. (they're not national stereotypes.)
all i have is some half baked worldbuilding ideas. even plots for individual story arcs have long since been forgotten by my tiny mind

I'm really sorry user you have to go though that,it could be worse you could be Indian

>I legitimately cannot find good femdom porn without bad shit like cucking and pegging.
If it makes you feel better most women are not really into femdom at all(men's assholes are really disgusting) and you could find a real gf who would be willing to tie you up and be a bit more dominant,just don't call it femdom

my biggest regret in life, and the one that has stayed with me since it happened. was when I was 6 years old. I threw sand into a happy kids face just to see them cry. it's haunted me forever that I did something so cold and heartless to a harmless, nice person. I literally replay that scene over in my mind every week. it's been eating me from the inside. it pops up in my mind that I did that, it was monstrous and cruel and awful. if you're reading this. i'm so sorry I'm so so so sorry I did that to you.

Yea Forums-wise. I am unable to read many comics because I cannot for the life of me read complicated comics because I don't understand what's happening half the time. I tried to read sandman a while ago and I loved it but I was only half able to "get it"

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I don't do the waifu thing and I don't really imagine myself in cartoons, but I do know what it's like to wanna kill yourself, even tried once years back. Can't tell ya it gets better, that's not guaranteed by any means, but I can tell ya that it CAN get better, or at least more bearable.

I'm still a mentally ill nerd who prefers suicidal ideation to daydreaming but I find living now less painful than I did back then, there are even parts of life that I enjoy.

Parts I enjoy definitely include watching cartoons & reading comics, as well as discussing them, but another part I've found I enjoy is trying to turn the ping-ponging spurts of inspiration such things fire off in my brain into more than an OC or a fanfic or a deep dive theory about the show/comic based on all it's lore or something like that. Take one of those moments of pure creative excitement and carry it as far as you can- into your own work.

Write something, draw something, do something creative. Doesn't have to be good, no one ever has to see it. I've got notebook on notebook filled with worlds and lore and rules and characters and plotlines and MOMENTS that no one else is likely to ever see. Still feels good when I'm into it, even if I get sick of it tomorrow. Still feels better than thinking about killing myself. Still feels way better than actually doing it- not cause it's painful, my way out when I one day take it (hopefully cuz I'm 125 and have incurable cancer of the everything) will almost certainly be an increasingly intense drug trip into unconsciousness since one of my medications is a very heavy tranquilizer - but because even if you have literally NO ONE your death will still fuck up SOMEONES day, guaranteed. And if you have even one person in your life who doesn't straight up tell you to die every time you interact with them than you probably already know who at least one of those someones is. So focus that imagination on something better friendo. It'll help.

>planned to learn 3d art and become a nsfw artist 2 years ago
>make tumblr\twitter user
>tumblr died, use twitter for shitposting
>the first half of the youtube tutorial remains unfinished
>mfw

I commission porn of really minor characters that I don’t share with anyone because I’m way too embarrassed about it

90 percent of my life is composed of coming up with superheroes I never do anything with just to get myself through my miserably dreary and grey life. Aside from that, the end of Mlaatr is unironically a source of great grief for me. I cant even stand to watch the show now knowing it's been dead for as long as it has been, knowing Im as old as I am now, and knowing just how much it hurts [she still isn't real] .

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This is a good post. Not OP but I appreciate it. Thanks user, I hope you have a good day

OP here, im sick of living with crippling OCD, and i keep beating myself up for not drawing again. If it doesnt get better soon or if i dont find some desperate nerd pussy to crush im checking out desu.

I think i have Maladaptive Daydreaming (i do see some characteristics of it on me), it gave me a really hard time to pay attention in school, now that im on vacations it doesnt affect me negatively that much anymore. Everything i imagine has to do with my ideas for cartoons, i have 4 ideas right now which i have been developing in a span from 2 to 5 years, i love my OCs and it would really hurt me if one day i stopped imagining them, i hope to one day get into the industry and develop these stories.

Yo fuckemn publish views now

Lies. You absolutely need other people to have a meaningful life

Glad it did something for you mate, and I'm trying to, thanks.

Are you diagnosed, are you working on a med regiment with a psychiatrist that you trust? Because this is honestly the best advice I can give for dealing with mental illness. I'm still a bipolar insomniac with a plethora of co-morbid disorders, but finding a med regime that actually works, even to the flawed and faulty degree it functions at for me, has honestly been a lifesaver. I'm still depressed all the time, but my mania is in control, which is the most important thing in my case. Manic me would either do fuckloads of drugs and life endangering activities if he was happy, or fuckloads of drugs and wallow in solitude, stories, self harm, & suicidal ideation. And my manic spells could last weeks. And happy or sad was a flip of the fucking coin when I was manic. an endless tidal attrition of the spirit. So one day the coin toss was bad, the drugs were good, the sense of hope utterly absent and I tried. Fuckload of benzoes heavy tranquilizer anti-psychotics and at least half a handle had me falling asleep barely able to think, sure this was the end. And I was good with that. But when I woke up some odd 2 days later, and life was continuing around me, and no one knew I hadn't just been on a long overdue insomnia crash I realized just the kinda hell I'd be dumping into the lives of people I loved. Who would find me. And mourn me. And blame themselves. And break inside. And feel like me. When I thought about that, them feeling as low as I did, because of me, because I quit and just abandoned them in the worse way possible? That man, that was more than I could bear.

I cope with my lack of life experiences with fanfictions depicting male comic book characters in romantic relationships
Pic very related

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Yes i am diagnosed and yes im trying to get my meds better. I ran out for two days last week and ive been suffering ever since.

So I stopped seeing the psychiatrist who would give me almost anything but opiates that I asked for in absurd quantities, started seeing a new guy. Took a while, took work and time, took patience. Finally got on what's working for me though. And it's FAR from perfect man, I'm still a fucking mess, but I'm moving in a better direction now I think, most days, when I can try to apply logic over emotion in my objective assessments. You gotta find what's gonna work for you man, your situation is different than mine but if its this bad, and has been for long enough that you're really at the end of your rope than I know right where you're at, and the only way to get better is to get help. If this shit is systemic rather than a solitary instance you gotta treat it as seriously as the disability it is. There's no more shame in finding medications that mitigate the debilitating symptoms of your condition than in a diabetic using insulin. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. For you that can be whatever your doing now or it can be honestly assessing your situation and making an honest effort to make the future ahead of you suck less, all while feeling like it's a hopeless waste of time, that you're such a pathetic waste that your grandest effort couldn't possibly effect any positive outcome or consequence of any meany. Until one day you're not. Til one day you think to yourself, hey, I'm still trying, and you know what? It's working alright right now, and I'm having a good day.

Sorry for the double post, but felt like this is the kinda thing I needed strangers on the internet to tell me when I was feeling the most hopeless. Others telling you to have hope may not do anything, especially in the digital age, but the more it's heard the more it feels like sign posts telling you maybe your logic is flawed, making you think maybe hope isn't an illusion, even if what you feel is still that abyssal void.

I know what you mean.I have a huge fetish for large breasted character. I spend hours looking for the biggest tits art.even if I have never heard of the show or game I still fap to the art work if there huge honkers. It gotten to the point that as an artist most of my influences come from artists who do big tiddie stuff. I even started a webcomic full of heavy milk jugs

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I'm in a pretty good situation for money and housing but really don't feel like I deserve it at all, like I just cheated my way to having a comfortable life. Really petty shit but it feels awful.

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I'm sorry man, I know how fucked things can get when your meds get knocked off balance, Butt if you're working on getting your meds better you're on the right track, don't let this bump derail your progress or keep you from building momentum. Stick with the meds, if they are working for you they'll likely start working for you again. This is just you stumbling a little on a long road called the rest of your life. If you just fall down the rest of that road goes with you, all the possible bad that could happen to YOU if you'd gone on spared you, tho the wreckage be tossed into those near to you. You also miss literally every opportunity, every second, of every possibility that something good could happen. Just for one breath, one moment in this fascinating inexplicable cruel and unforgiving universe where you see the night sky and just marvel at it. For the rest of always you'll never feel anything again if you quit, but you might miss out on some cool shit, some happiness, that this life could have held for you. So even if you wanna die don't you owe it to yourself to bear the pain for now, to go on, to hope a little?

I'm with you man, self-worth is not something I'm accustomed to feeling either. I think you just gotta accept your blessings and try your best to deserve them as best you can.

>I frequently masturbate using manual semen retention technique.

???

>I even started a webcomic full of heavy milk jugs
link?

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I unironically want to be Leni from the loud house and shove a dildo up my cunt

Boomhauer, you genius!

>I unironically want to be Leni from the loud house and shove a dildo up my cunt
Can i fuck you?

Are you a girl (female)?

i enjoy monsters university even though it's a shitty movie

This drawing must be found and shared, it is a relic. I too felt the same btw.

yes

no

My dude I know a guy on discord who openly commissions porn of such minor characters he's often the first to have commissioned anything of said characters. And he openly and gleefully shares it and gives 0 fucks. Go for it, if you found them hot chances are someone else did and they'd love some porn of it.

I know that Fanboy and Chum Chum is a terrible show, but I can't help but love Kyle. I watch it just for him. I think I'm in love with him. Almost everyone in that show is really ugly, but there's something really attractive about Kyle. Like he would be really sexy if he wasn't animated in such an ugly art style. I'm obsessed with Kyle. I think about him all the time, and I can't stop thinking about him. I dream about him every night. I think I need help.

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Yea Forums hates everything

when i was a young lad i did the same thing because i had no friends

ed, edd, and eddy were the best imaginary friends a kid could ask for

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I commission porn of really minor characters that I don’t share with anyone because I’m way too embarrassed about it

Post some examples faggot

Were kindred spirits user

I unironically loved Archie's run of the Sonic the Hedgehog comics

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I'm currently watching Hot Wheels Battle Force 5 with my best bro.
>Every time, at the very first second of each episode, he cringes and laughs
I remember it was good.

I at least hope it's people young enough to know their ABC's user.

I like female superheroes waaaayyy better than their male counterparts, not in a pervy way, but because I find them more interesting as characters.

Shit I meant not important, not like children or anything.

OH okay then. my bad, user.

any cool ones

I have more Yea Forums husbandos than I do waifus and my main husbando is from a series that got only two episodes before it crashed and burned and i'm still not over it.

it's been 2 years.

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Who is it

Are you bi?

yeah
jack pent. the guy in pic related

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I constantly want to kill myself and the only thing keeping me going are my shows. Hiatuses are really fucking bad for me.

Not a big fan of crazy motherfuckers but not a bad choice

the only good thing to come out of that heap of disaster. would fuck him real nice no doubt.

I take conflicting opinions on the things I adore way too personally. I don't reeeeee at the person for it or anything because it's just a fucking opinion. But a little part of me dies inside every time, especially if it comes from a friend.
Why the fuck am I this pathetic

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that sounds a lot like me, actually.

I've got a autistic fetish that is a trope in some cartoons. Sometimes I'll go looking for episodes where my fetish is included, and if the character that fulfills it is a recurring one, I'll watch entire seasons just for the brief scenes they may appear in

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this short ugly man got laid
click here to find out how he did it

I don't want to start anything, but what are you gonna do when your show ends?

Probably fucking die, or hope another show I like is still not canceled.

I don't even fucking like cartoons or comics

The only comics I like to read are the ones that make me spill my seed.

Aw, user. don't you have other things you like? i mean, we're both on Yea Forums so i'm not shaming you but jesus i hope your shows go on for 6 seasons and a movie. take this cat pic as compensation i guess.

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>MUH /POL/ BOOGEYMAN

literally this. find another hobby or something

Super Sons made me wish I could live until we get the tech to transfer our consciousness to younger clones that never age so I can finally live my dream of becoming an inmortal shota and have all sorts of wacky sexual adventures with older men.

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hero

Thor plays Fortnite with his bros.

Black Panther is such a boring piece of shit. He could create his own online game and shill it to the masses but instead he just rules over his people like a boring schmuck.

>with older men
why would you want gross older men when you can have pure boy-love?

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>2019
>not wanting old man dick

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>old man dick

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>yikes
>video thumbnail
>the office

That is Seinfeld, you moron.

You had me up until doing it with old men part but this is a confessions thread, and i have awfuller fetishes so i aint shaming you

>the office

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I want to learn to draw but all attempts fail horribly due to depression. I was going to invest in some expensive materials to try and force myself to do art, but the depression keeps stonewalling me. Doesn't help I'm a wagecuck and this job also makes me want to die.

i also wanna get a shota bf but being perved by old men has made my pants feel funny since I was 12

I write graphic non-con fic staring my Yea Forums husbandos and post to ao3. My most popular installment has 300 comments and 600+ kudos.

It is my darkest secret.

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Go seek help, also dont waste your money on expensive materials, you can do some great shit with only a pencil and printer paper

I wanted to get a draw tablet like all the cool kids though... Also, tablets must be good. Shadman uses one and look at all the people he triggers here on Yea Forums.

youtube.com/watch?v=b0dH4P0jHJA
youtube.com/watch?v=gsugqoya-7g

I'm struggling with chronic procrastination and having not so many people I could legitimately call friends. Could be worse.

Don't spend money on tablet/expensive materials until you know the basics. Trust me, many beginners make this mistake and it does NOT make it easier to learn how to draw, it only complicates it. A tablet is good for painting/big colorful and complex images, not sketching and practicing.

Get a pen, paper, a nice object/person you wan to draw and go. 20-30 minutes of practicing from life each day will get your far.

I know the basics, I just suck at traditional drawing. I KBM this shit but it's too limiting. It's why I only art like once every 2-3 months or whenever the depression ain't hitting so hard.

Thought tablet would encourage me to git gud and not be a pen tool shitter.

Sorry, maybe I'm retarded and it's late, but KBM? I also worded it wrong, uh, you should not only know the basics, but be able to draw somewhat well with pencil on paper before moving over to tablet..

I don't want to be a downer, but if you feel you need a tablet to 'encourage/force' yourself to draw I don't think it will do much.

People who git gut do so because they want to draw, and do it often. Try it out. Might help with the depression. Always works for me when I'm having a downer. You can sort of 'switch off' when you draw, and not think about anything else.

Keyboard + mouse. And fuck I wish art worked the same way for me, because if it did I guarantee you I'd be living solely off of god tier porn commissions if that were the case. I need to escape almost always and my only respite is sleep in most scenarios.

Sorry user, that sucks :(

Keyboard+mouse can be pretty good for colouring and editing scanned pencil/pen sketches though, I almost prefer it over tablet pen. But yeah, it's a bitch to do lineart with - unlike lovely pencils on paper! The many wonderful textures, illusions and effects you can create with something as simple as a piece of coal.

I sometimes start talking about and analyzing Yea Forums stuff aloud, as if I was doing it in front of a class, but it's just me.

I'd like to think I'm good with my KBM shit, and I know I'm even better at editing. But I'd like to actually draw draw, not just slap shit around with the pen tool. I have stuff for traditional, but idk. I just think digital would be better since it's what I'm used to and it also allows me to hide my shame via ctrl+z or ctrl+alt+z

>hide my shame via ctrl+z or ctrl+alt+z
Nooooo. There is no shame in practicing or being a beginner. I tell my drawing students (they're teens) this all of the time: We all have 10000+ ugly ass drawings inside of us, but once we've gotten those out of the way, all of the good shit starts happening. Bad self-esteem and shame is the killer of potential artists.

Yea Forums gave me a cuntboy and transformation fetish I can't shake for the last month or 2. No matter what I do my mind drifts off to it when masturbating.

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I've had a long running day dream for about a decade now. It is a universe that il involves several Yea Forums and Yea Forums characters. I am a wizard that can teleport between two dimensions and go adventures.

I do this so I don't have to think about how my life and human existence is meaningless.

>my life and human existence is meaningless.
You can matter and do things that matter to other people, make them happy, feel better about their shitty lives, that is the meaning of life.

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Sounds like you need to see a professional, user. Or at least head to some meetup groups to meet people

you're cheating on both of them dude :(

I'm getting a degree in history just so i can write books about the history of animation. Though my statement about that wasnt about questioning our existence so much as it was just thoughts about how expansive the universe is and how its existence is going to out last all of us.

the meaning of life is to make other people happy? sounds pretty gay

I personally would be happy to make a qt girl happy.

There are low cost therapy options out there, mostly where you see psychology students instead of professionals (though theyre overseen by professionals). You never know, could help

I know what its like to have problems you cannot afford to get addressed. Fuck the healthcare system, man. Hope it works out for you

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I've joined a discord group and we actively chat at least once a day. I find it very relieving.

I write fanfiction involving monstergirls, disney films, and my original OC stories..

I regularly commission artwork of my OCs because I love my creations and like to see them happy. It may seem autistic but I don't care. I plan on commissioning 3D models of my OCs so I can 3d print them and have them on my desk.

I plan on commissioning vore artwork involving niche characters from anime and my waifus. I made myself into my own waifu and get smut and porn made of them regularly.

I plan on commissioning someone to animate a trailer for the cancelled disney film for gigantic because i like the premise of it a lot. It seemed cute.

I love most fetishes and have a folder for various Yea Forums characters involved in those fetishes

Dont know if youre seeing a psychological doctor or not about this stuff, all I can say is that that can help things to get better

Fair enough. Its very rewarding to make someone who likes you and makes you happy happy as well

Yeah finding a good discord can be one of the best things that could ever happen to your social life. Finding online friends that are even better than your irl friends. You just gotta keep looking until you find one you feel like you naturally fit in with

>I spend my time playing H-games both western and eastern and would love to start an anonymous let’s play channel for them.

Well theres nothing preventing you from doing that, go update your pornhub account and start doing that right now. You could post your reviews there too.

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Oh hey me, saw you just earlier today in the mirror.

Got way too into reading MLP fanfiction around 2013(?). Never saw the show or anything; it started with me searching for XCOM fanfics and a month later I'm spending like 2-3 hours daily autisticalyl consuming stories about miniature horses. I lost interest a few years afterwards but occasionally I will go back and reread some of my favorites (which I still consider legit exceptional reads)

>autisticalyl

You had one job.

What are some of those favorites? asking for a friend.

>someone else reads fanfiction for shows they never watch

I rarely read comics anymore. At one time I probably owned 3,000+ comics and spent a nice chunk of my paycheck on nerd fluff each week.

A great many things changed in my life, not the least of which was seeing a therapist and eventually training in Zen meditation. Eventually the need to obsessively follow cape comics and whatnot left me. I saw it for what it was: a distraction from how grey my life was. I'm only faintly embarrassed by how obsessed I used to be about all that stuff. It was a phase of my life that has now passed.

Final Crisis era was when I quit. I only know what's going on today because of message boards. I still love great comic book art. I just don't want to play with the snakes too much anymore.