Well, for one thing, I'm not Nordic. I do love the blondes, and redheads most of all, but were I to aim for such a woman I'd be a hypocritical dick, so I'll stay away. I'm a Yuropoor, but these women aren't that common around my parts, so... Not that I don't like brunettes, I do, I just like short haired blondes a whole lot. And short haired brunettes too, especially with blue eyes. Not that I mind brown eyes. Honestly, I don't have very high standards. I mean, it'd be nice if we were all GigaChads and Stacies, but that's just not possible. People have strong and weak points. Some gal will have a better face but mediocre tits, some other will have a tight butt and a nice body but a meh face, and so on and so forth. I'm not really a"must have x, y, z, etc at this point and above" guy. It's cruel, I think. The only thing I "demand" is being white. And that's even when talking physical attractiveness, so we still have character to account for. I have an "overall" standard, but like I said, that's a sum of all of a person's traits. So, like I said, I'm not picky. I doubt I even have a type.
Apart from that, I have trust issues and am far too paranoid. Also, I have a tendency to imagine ills, so I've convinced myself I'm probably sterile. Plus,I've got body dysmorphia. One minute I think I'm 8+, the next I'm a gremlin. And it's not like I'll ever know, so... I have my work, and that's alright, really. Not everyone gets a happy ending. I'd be a terrible husband, and the ship has sailled anyhow. I'm too scared at this point and I'm content with being alone. I just wish my parents would stop calling me every day to tell me to "have sex". It's been going on for 3 years now... I go to bed at night and hug my blanket, pretending it's a woman who could like me. But I know that's impossible, for a myriad of reasons. I sob, have some nightmares and wake up 3 hours later to resume my work. It is what it is.
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