Today was fantastic!
The day did not start very good, I woke up very late and i had a headache! Not a "fantastic" day you said? Well that is because you do not know how the rest of my day went yet! So let me tell you how it went!
After waking up with the headache i decided to go on my computer like i do everyday, However i only stayed on it for about an hour, Why? Because i felt like going outside for no particular reason, So i did it! Now here is the part where the day became very fantastic!
After about an hour of walking outside the sun started to set, The sky was slightly red as you'd expect, But there was still a lot of sunlight which mean i had trouble keeping my eyes open at certain angles! But luckily soon after, a big grey cloud came in! Now i no longer needed to squint my eyes when looking at the sun's direction! It was warm outside but not too much, The sounds of birds and cars passing by blended perfectly together as the sweet scent of spring evening settled in, These two things combined to the stunning beauty of the world left me amazed and sort of nostalgic in a way, Suddenly i felt the urge to go somewhere i haven't been to in a long time, Near the train tracks. But you see, The train passes right in the middle of the city! Luckily though this city is quite vertical and the train tracks are in a pretty deep ditch that you can only access by taking the stairs, every access point is locked behind a fence which has multiple advantages, First of all there is absolutely nobody there despite behing right in the middle of the city, Secondly the sounds coming from the city become very faint and completely blend with the sounds of nature
Now back to what i was saying.
I arrived near the train tracks, Sat on the stairs and waited. For a brief moment, barely any sound could be heard. Silence, sunset, Spring smell, Grey clouds decorated by crepuscular rays, Waiting in such a wonderful setting felt eternal, Until it finally arrived.
Today was fantastic!
The rails started whistling, A repetitive mechanical sound could be heard approaching, quickly getting louder and louder, until finally it was there, The train i was waiting for! The conductor even honked!
All of this may sound banal but i assure you it was not. All of these things combined made me feel happy, Here i am not talking about a mundane "I feel pretty good" type of happiness but rather true happiness, The one that changes your perception of everything and makes you feel as if your life has been "completed", As if you've ascended.
May multiple ascensions be upon you fren.
i cant read
tl;dr
Too lovely!Did read! :)
BE my FATHER
Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!
okay
lemme lie in your lap as you stroke my hair and we watch a corny movie!
Your fortune: Excellent Luck
kakie?
Your fortune: Bad Luck
............WHAAAAAAAT?...... IS THAT SOMEONE YOU KNOOOOOOOOOW?? TELL ME ABOUT THEM PLEAAAASE :)))
Your fortune: Bad Luck
WHATS KAKIE LIKE?????????????????????????????????????????????????????? :]]]
Your fortune: Average Luck
calm
YEP
Your fortune: Average Luck
Thank you! You too!
Then hear it!
You are lovely! Everyone is lovely!
i pronounce you father and child! You may now play hide and seek together!
I completely understand what you mean, Everything is just wonderful may it be an empty plain or a random trash can, There's beauty in absolutely eveything, i wish more people could see it.
you're back, why aren't you just posting this stuff on /bant/, I don't think it fits this board well, does it
I don't really like /bant/ for posting.
a shame
A shame bantsu will never have me!
I may stop posting altogether, you know who I am, one of your "friends", the only one who posts the same shit you post though
No problem! Have fun!
It is sad to see a friend go, But it is understandable, I hope you find happiness (I also hope that you will post again)!
the only happiness I will ever find is in death
wow that is wonderful
FUCK YOU
I HATE MY LIFE
Sometimes I get frustrated and think if I am happy again I must be faking it but it isn't true since it does happen like a lot
That is not true! One day you will experience the same thing i did, Maybe not soon but it will happen for sure if you keep looking for it! Then you'll be happy!
But I would like my own happiness not yours okay? I know it is a lot to ask but please
THIS DAY WILL BE MY DEATH
It will be your very own happiness!
It will not! i can guarantee you that!
calm your tits
Okay thank you I am calm now. I was about to freak.
I got a dog about 2 years ago and that forced me to go outside to walk them. Gradually our walks go longer and longer until I was able to start hiking in the woods with her. Now I spend almost all my time outside. I even got a skateboard yesterday to have one more outside activity and I’m planning to start camping soon.
I’m 36 and I’m physically getting into the best shape of my life AND my depression is going away. I even showered this morning and cooked a big breakfast. I’m sitting here finishing my coffee and then I’m going to do yard work before walking my dog and practicing skating. I might even fold laundry and clean tonight!
Getting a dog and spending time outside has been the best thing ever for me. Glad you’re getting outside too, OP!
Do not be rude to my friends! You are being very rude!
Good! Keep searching for happiness!
mental illness and loneliness will do that
Your fortune: Average Luck
I will try but I often fail >_
That's really nice! Going outside really changes you.
>Glad you’re getting outside too, OP!
I've been going outside pretty much everyday for quite some time now, But this day in particular was very special and completely changed me.
It is fine, I am lonely too! But do not worry! As i've been saying, Seek happiness and you will certainly get better!
It is not an easy path, You failed and you will definitely fail even more! But it will be worth it when you finally win, A victory feels way better when you worked for it a lot!
you're lonely but you don't care if your online friends disappear
Am tired of failing.
Just want a break now please.
Things like that will always happen! But as long as i exist i will always be able to make new online friends! Besides, my friends, just like everyone, Deserve happiness too! I prefer knowing that they left me to pursue happiness rather than stay and continue on their monotonous path!
W-well the beer he has looks tasty haha
You may take a break, But keep in mind that a break is only temporary, Soon you will have to face your faith again and continue on your journey. Don't give up! That's the only thing you can do to get out of this sorrowful daily life!
Maybe I can break something and it can't be fixed??
The spiderwebs look nice!
If it can't be fixed then make a new one!
Your fortune: Outlook good
Yes!! I would like to break it and then make something new!
Then do so! Do it as many times as you need to advance in your journey!
Very nice! Looks very comfortable!
Wow user thank you. This is actually what I needed to here today so I just wanted you to know that.
I often do listen to music but not always! Also moving without caring about "shame" Makes it so much more enjoyable, For example, You see a wall and you want to climb it? Do it! Even if people are around! Feel like sprinting? Do so!
Thank you too! Knowing that makes me feel even better too!
Sorry for the late reply! I was showering.
I 100% agree with you on cities being beautiful, It's a shame that people usually call them ugly. As for people, I don't like seeing tons of people either, However i really enjoy the sound they make! Like chatters, Footsteps, etc. It makes everything feels very lively,
(Don't know if you're still reading but i wanted to answer nonetheless, I didn't forget you or anything!)
hubby is that you
I like city appearance but I know they are really just the tower card manifest which represents conspiracy so I stear clear.
It is me! Mister anony!
I guess it depends on the city, I went to a city once that was complete garbage, absolutely soulless, Everything was just a facade. My city however is not like this at all, i really like it!
reminder that gabu is 3 inches bigger than you think
That is cool. I do think my city is pretty since it is close to mountains. So beautiful. But I just mean most cities are towers which is really a major arcana of tarot deck. That is why they design it that way basically. So I try to stear clear since it is a dangerous card. It appears after devil in the deck.
4! Not 3!
I sort of see what you mean, You do make a point.
That’s actually really nice hubby, i’m glad you and the other people in this thread are doing well, hope it stays that way. This made me feel better :)
hello?
i love you
Hi! Sorry I missed your reply.
You feel better when i feel better, And i feel better when you feel better? It's a virtuous circle!
Hello!
Thank you very much! But do you love me as a friend? Or could it be something else, mister?
feet?
Mister anony why do you always end up talking about feetsu!